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When we die ....

What happens to our soul upon death?

  • Nothing its lights out for good

    Votes: 10 28.6%

  • We go to heaven or hell

    Votes: 2 5.7%

  • We are reincarnated

    Votes: 4 11.4%

  • We become spirits on earth

    Votes: 2 5.7%

  • We enter another universe

    Votes: 4 11.4%

  • Other please state

    Votes: 13 37.1%
  • Total voters
    35
I'm somewhat scared of that it's just blackness but with consciousness. Eternal damnation in being alone in the dark. That parallel universes in reality mean there's one for each soul and if things go weird (is suicide among them, do our actions in the life count for later or not?) we quit the connection to this reality and other beings, ending up alone in a vastness. I experienced that on high doses of dissociatives, maybe as the hole of them - it is often reported as colorful etc but for me while it was euphoric, there were just slight CEVs and eventually just velvet darkness.
 
Robi said:
sowwy, never be frightened of death,its the suffering i think most fear if it happens at lifes end of the golden years, seen so many at that time, and i saw so much acceptance, and wishful excitement, also yes ive seen the fear, but mostly from religious folks, seemed they be happy to meet their maker, my mother was born again,she told me she was frightened and had lost her faith from some reason, it broke my heart so i played into her wish for heaven and assured her best i could tho its far from my own beliefs, someone special helped her to pass into nothing i truly saw the lights go out in her eyes, a strange sight, they were glossy but her spark gone, her hand held mine tight near painfully and didnt let go after , heart , stomach activity gone, my sorrow eased a bit , the cessation of life and pain gone from this powerful funny lady, now i envision my heaven just to get by, ive been obsessed with death since my fathers accident at 10, so many books and doc`s, conversations with the pious , and ive come to believe, we shouldnt perhaps look forward to this change, this loss of physicality, but fear less
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I feel my mum is always with me. When I need her the most I dream of her and she guides me.
Energy can't be destroyed, it just goes somewhere else. 😄
 
Yeah this was another thought, that we have hell right here on earth, torture, locked-in syndrome and whatnot. People having NDEs often report a loving energy, not being scared and frightened etc. Maybe we (I) are intrpreting too much with this current stage of consciousness.
 
I'll probably get shit for this, but...

I've worked with spirits throughout my years. One of those was my grandma, whom mentioned at times she was really proud of me - but I didn't particularly get along with her too well because she liked my cousins more (having always rejected the idea of my father [her son] marrying my mother). Anyway, it was some time after her death. I think between a year and 3 years later that she eventually found me at my house. I didn't respond to any of it at first until she eventually grew annoyed that I was ignoring her. That's when I felt sensations around my genitals. I perked up from my pillow in bed. That's when the sensations stopped. I guess she was just trying anything to get me to listen.

All of a sudden memories flooded into me. I couldn't quite make out what she was saying, I was still inexperienced at the time. I hate to say it, but I think she just kind of wanted attention or acknowledgement at the time. I don't know where she went after that. Probably to more important family members.
 
One time when I was 12, I was sitting at the computer in our kitchen around 4 in the morning.

When I suddenly heard what sounded like some one breathing. Kind of in a sickly manner, like inhaling through their nose and then exhaling out of their mouth.
I got up to try and find the source of it and would think I was coming toward it but then it would move or suddenly be behind me. This weirded me out and decided I 'd just go up to my room upstairs until sunrise.
So I did and when the sun came up and my mom woke up, I went downstairs and was going to tell her before she told me she had something she wanted to ask me too. She told me to go first, so I told her what I heard.
And looking stunned, she told me she was going to tell me she had been hearing the same thing in the mornings when she'd go on the computer with her coffee.

After that, this 'thing' came around in the middle of the night like clockwork, every night for about 2 weeks.
Until one night I just broke down & yelled at it to 'leave us the fuck alone'. And just like that it stopped and never returned after that.

I'm in my 30's now and still can't explain that one. I did have a stepdad on oxygen who had moved out prior to this, but he also made sickly breathing noises.
I know he died after he moved ou at some point, but Im not sure if he was dead yet at the time this happened. And at the time it happened, my stepdad never crossed my mind.

This isn't the only strange experience I've had in my life. But I've had a few now that really stuck with me and now I feel like we has humans don't know the world around us or reality as good as we think we do.
 
nznity said:
U know, I've never watched that movie xD ik it is pretty good, cult status but idk. I just recently watched fear and loathing for the 1st time, the big lebowski and fight club too xD
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Damn. I don't want to spoil it by giving too much away, but it's about reinarcation and datura (I think) & the directing is pretty trippy.

I actually didn't think it was THAT great either (very long movie, with some scenes that repeat several times), but the directing was unlike anything I've ever seen in another movie. Most of it is like a bird's eye view of a "spirit" waiting to reincarnate.
 
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DeathIndustrial88 said:
This isn't the only strange experience I've had in my life. But I've had a few now that really stuck with me and now I feel like we has humans don't know the world around us or reality as good as we think we do.
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A lady in her 50s or so told me that she had an experience as a child where she left her body, she didn't tell me more but she's a psychologist and pretty believable. I myself when I was admitted to the psych ward the first time, I knew what will happen before they told me.. it's a minor one but still curious about that. Then as said on dissociatives I left my body many times but always drifted through a velvet darkness instead of seeing my body. This experience is reliable triggerable. Another one was an OD together with methadone where I literally saw my previous life as sort of a movie, that all the things in my life went towards the situation I was now.. was euphoric but also very sad ..

This led to some thoughts like if DMT indeed leads to other places (never got to do it yet, I'm also pretty scared of) and works as kind of a catalysator when we die.
 
mal3volent said:
isnt that pretty much the same as dying? being completely unaware of your previous existence. If your spirit is reincarnated or whatever.
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We are eternal mal. We die go back to the fountain and be born again without remembering anything from our past lives and repeat.
 
Why is it that despite having a pathetic and of course, utterly pointless fear of dying since becoming self aware I am sitting here now as a smelly old man still engaging in behaviours that will hasten this process? I am the dictionary definition of a sad ass act but I am not nor was ever quite as stupid as I could have been...
 
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