I'm getting my procedure done tomorrow and so looking forward to midazolam/dilaudid
(Puppy I'm moving this to Drug Culture)
You all and the opioids jesus christ. Ill give you all insite on this. I am a 19 year old guy i dont have the exp as you who started this. Back when I was 18... From what I have done, pure MDMA, and some fluff LSD (4 klonopin and 10 xanax as well) will give you the most EUPHORIC feeling you will ever experience in your entire life. Not even close to h or meth or anything you could try. Approximate dose 1.1g (orally) of mdma plus 2 tabs of that grateful dead LSD, I experienced a feeling I will never ever get to experience again and I took molly all the time. Every day almost. People think exctasy is the shit, no. People are forming it into ACTUAL pure MDMA in its simplest form now! Its insane!
A close second is 1.5gram of MDMA snorted and eaten, followed by a .7 of ISOMER Ketamine (plus 4 klonopin and 10 xanax). That will give you the most bliss feeling of euphoria and tranquility. Gawwwwd i miss that shit.
But a 3rd, and unfortunate one is unfortunately xanax. Im sorry but after doing it all, xanax almost takes the whole cake. Its the most care-free not give a shit form of any drug imaginable you dont think about this SHIT world for one second with xanax. I have combined it with alcohol, cocaine, mdma, meth, heroin, klonopin, ketamine, almost everything I have done has a xanax in the middle of it. God damn I wish I could take back one thing in my life and that is ever popping one of those pills. In honor of future the most bars ive done in a day are 56. Cheers

DISCLAIMER

Guys i have years of substance abuse under my belt as well. I do not recommend MDMA long term to anybody, and certainly do not recommend the mixture of it with any other substances.
Do not mix heroin and klonopin or xanax as it is very VERY deadly.
Ketamine is a drug you never find so dont ever do it if someone offers it to you my sources were extremely high quality.
LSD now is riddled with research chemicals i have also knowingly taken to experiment with for my own experience. I dont recommend using any nowadays either.
I have been addicted to xanax for almost a year. Prescribed 4mg kpin a day for 6 months until i cut it. It is the most addicting substance in the world. I was up to 20 to 30 2mg bars a day. Be careful guys and gals! END disclaimer
Had to put that last part on there because that shit was dangerous and I have flatlined before. Just posting for the interest of information for others sake. I may not be as old as you but I got some tales for the ages! Have a good night all.