Hello everyone I haven’t been on BL in quite a while but I am happy to be back
kind of forgot how therapeutic it is to talk to people who truly understand addiction and our real deal lack of self-control and life management
Coming off a short stent of hydrocodone ( just like 5 days) but it was long enough to give me slight acute withdrawal symptoms
But on the bright side I have comfort meds
Anyways I’ll stop rambling and get to business lol
-2 cups of strong black coffee
-hella nicotine
-20mg melatonin
-75mg diphenhydramine
-Coming down on 100 mg of Butalbital
-3mg clonazepam ODT blisters
- 1,800mgs of gabapentin potentiated with ibuprofen
-said fuck it added another 50mg butalbital and gonna add 50 more I’m at peak
(Btw I absolutely don’t recommend anyone mixes that many CNS depressants with a barbiturate even if it’s a weaker one like butalbital)
I’m really experienced with gaba drugs but even still I’m playing with death I don’t value my well-being as much as my escape thru drugs and that’s the wrong mindset
I know most of you are smart enough to know that but I don’t want anyone that’s drug naive to think this is a safe combo
Anyways stay safe y’all and have a bless night
