Tryptamino
Bluelight Crew
shot some dope, gonna take some valium.
Had a few drinks before hand but nothing major then something happened and I just want to be numb so figured would hit my body with whatever I could find within the vicinity of my bed so that it'll be too busy processing everything to feel. Have since taken 5mg Valium, 1mg Xanax, few shots, few lines of coke and few bowls of crystal meth. It seems to have worked. No longer hysterically crying. Could also be due to sleep deprivation. Going to end now with 2ml GBL but that would involve leaving my bed, otherwise 10mg zolpidem. Hopefully sweet dreams for me.
beer and a large, large shot of heroin. I'm doing way too many drugs recently, yet I feel strangely stable. I gotta assume that it's just the addiction tricking me and that I could slip any second.
damn! all i have on my bedside table usually, upon waking, is my seeing glasses, glass/bottle of water, pill crushers, valium and morphine scripts, clean terumo luer lock barrel, new luer lock tip and the remainder of a kit to perform an IV without needing to leave, butter knife, tobacco, lighter, ashtray, tv remote and netbook; few things im likely forgetting,
we should shack up. wed always start the day on a high note more often than not, yeah?
i just need to clarify whether you have a penis or a vagina and boobs - all natural. if youre transgender, im going to be honest, you neednt apply. so what do you say?