well i've been wanting to pick up some tar all fucking day but have no ride when i look over to my nightstand and see a small piece just sitting there. i realize that i left this small piece there a few days ago intentionally but i forgot about it until now. i was so fucking happy when i saw it. it was not enough for a decent shot and i have no rig so i just snorted it. not much, but i got my fix!
My new RX of tizanidine and pregabalin. Out of all the other opioids and CNS depressants I've been given the last couple months and hurting through it all -- this WORKS!
A couple extra bits of the pregabalin found it's way into my body tonight. The tizanidine depresses my breathing and makes me sleepy. That was left out tonight.
Now back to fantasies and studying of Ganesha and re-reading this new copy of Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas I picked up. I wish I could afford more books.
last night it was 3 lagunitas IPA (they only had regs, not maximus ) and 1 dogfish IPA, never tried it before, prolly won't again, it's simply inferior to lagunitas, yet more expensive. Also smoked a little reefer with my friends sister. None of my friends smoke pot anymore, it's kinda depressing.
Last night was 200mg diphenhydramine. Knocked me out like a heavyweight boxer, and I was up bright and early at 6am and happily learned BMR had come back
i got decent hits of morphine and good amount of valium hooked up for tonight. just taking my minimal dose of each, which was taken no longer than 5 mins after waking at like 7:30am this morning.