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i had 2 psychotic episodes on quetiapines 200mg and i am not psychotic.
one ended me to ER

i wouls prefer something non benzo since i am afraid of a benzo dependency


mostly trauma but cbi and therapy take a long time to fix it
Okay, antidepressant class might be worth trying then?
 
Okay, antidepressant class might be worth trying then?
i have been diagnosed with depression and got cipralex but never took it. I dont really think i am depressed, rather just the inability to feel pleasure due to opiod PAWS

But a sleep medication that can be used long term would be amazing.

Last nigh my fix for sleep(at 5am) was 20mg diazepam 2mg xanax 300mg lyrica 75ug clonidine, valerian root, melatonin, 1 x 500ml beer with 5% alcohol at 3am and a joint right before sleep. I also took 60mg dmx and 6mg
Okay, antidepressant class might be worth trying then?

i woken up at 11am
 
Okay, antidepressant class might be worth trying then?
i researched a bit mirtazapine and hydroxyzine. I also have lyrica and clonidine so i could add to them. My plan is tuesday to go to my doctor and ask for triazolam 0,25 and temazepam 30mg. Like a couple of pills, while also telling him i want to try mirtazapine and hydroxyzine due to fear of a benzo dependency. My actual psychiatrist is a good family friend so I can talk freely, say what i learned, ask his advice, etc

But would any of you have experiences with mirtazapine? or side effects? I am a. bit scared of antidepressant cuz i feel they mess with your brain and i might be wrong, but i dont find it normal to prescribe for example SSRI to a person with whom you talk 5 minutes and didnt do any medical tests to see their serotonine levels. Again, just personal belief, i might be completely wrong here
 
Math(Not meth)10[pages.]
Eszopiclone 3mg.
I wish I could have a good dreamโ€ฆThe same to every bluelighters.
I hope there is no wrongsโ€ฆI only use English there or school lol
 
i researched a bit mirtazapine and hydroxyzine. I also have lyrica and clonidine so i could add to them. My plan is tuesday to go to my doctor and ask for triazolam 0,25 and temazepam 30mg. Like a couple of pills, while also telling him i want to try mirtazapine and hydroxyzine due to fear of a benzo dependency. My actual psychiatrist is a good family friend so I can talk freely, say what i learned, ask his advice, etc

But would any of you have experiences with mirtazapine? or side effects? I am a. bit scared of antidepressant cuz i feel they mess with your brain and i might be wrong, but i dont find it normal to prescribe for example SSRI to a person with whom you talk 5 minutes and didnt do any medical tests to see their serotonine levels. Again, just personal belief, i might be completely wrong here
Hmm. Any med you prescribed after 5 minutes would have the same issue no? Like gaba levels for benzos? No one ever checks...
I took 15 mg Mirtazapin on a long distance flight once, cause I had a hardtime sleeping in chairs. I slept continuously unless there was food or questions. Later I could hardly move my head cause the AC had blown on my neck for hours... So it definitely did work, as I was told especially in lower doses. Didn't use it long term so no experience with that.
 
Evening blueworld

Got semi, semi headache that is, calm down , let's not get excited ๐Ÿคฃ๐Ÿ˜‹

19:00
10mg methadone
15mg diazepam
0.6g Triangle kush ( self rolled )
0.07ml RSO Skittlzes

22:00
0.125mg triazolam
Another 0.6g triangle kush j
Rooibos tea

Night
 
23:42 pm
300mg lyrica 1 hour ago
150ug clonidine 1 hour ago
1mg xanax like 20 minutes ago
10mg diazepam also 20 minutes ago

I ll take another 1mg xanax sublingual now and then eat something and smoke a joint. Hopefully i get a good night rest.
Tuesday i have a doc appointment and will ask for temazepam triazolam like 10 pills each whatever. Plan is to also ask dor hydroxyzine and mirtazapine cuz i am afraid of a benzo addiction.
Or should i ask fkr nitrazepam instead of temazepam? need something to knock me out but if i can also use recreationally would be nice
 
4 dabs of live resin, probably around 100mg altogether (Space Queen strain, potent and a really lush high). Just kicking in now mmmm, just trying to decide what extremely chilled music to stick on, gonna be some old dub reggae or some relaxing soulful jazz I reckon

Intend to smoke around 200mg of some superior quality oily black hash in an hour or so, a much needed chill and relatively early night, hoping to be in bed by 11.30pm anyway (its 9.50 now). Goodnight blue world
 
Hey guys... ๐Ÿ˜Ž

Rainy afternoon, early day off work so I'm just chilling. Had a .5g bowl of Banana Z, 900mg gabapentin, two fat dabs of Gorilla Glue rosin and currently on my second (and last ๐Ÿ™) vodka and caffeinated pomegranate lemonade. Mellowed out nicely. ๐Ÿ‘
rosin , we never get that ('We' being me and ppl I know lol)

Me daughter and I did try make some with parchment paper and an iron a couple years ago but was an abject failure.

I might try again though (hmmmm could try now maybe, got various nice buds an an iron, but am trying to relax b4 bed and not start experimenting - i just fancy me some rosin dammit)

sick of you yanks and your ease of access, pfffffffffffffft.

I guess you have a lot to put up with tho (Trump etc), I mean we do to, but not Donald level (but it's comin....)
 
600mg Gabapentin (1800mg for the day)
1mg Prazosin
50mg Hydroxyzine
5mg THC/ 10mg CBD gummy

Gonna slowly smoke a bowl of some 6.36% THC / 12.59% CBD cannabis. Maybe take a dab later
 
Good afternoon beautiful people of bluelight ๐Ÿ’™

currently Nightly fix, oxy promethazine & ibuprofen are not part of my usual nightly โ€˜fixโ€™ but currently undergoing 3 rounds of oral surgeries which require full anesthesia. The dental health care world in America is a fking joke. Going into 10k+ in debt bc of the disgusting lack of healthcare that extends to dental/oral surgery. Apologies rant over lol.


โ€ข 10:00 morning fix today
The usual Dextroamphetamine 60mg
Canโ€™t vape atm ๐Ÿ˜ฉ no nicotine fix
Ibuprofen 600 & 30mg oxycodone IR
โ€ข 21:00
3mg Clonazepam
30mg Oxycodone IR (undergoing 3 rounds of oral surgery for upper row mouth restoration, was tapered off my Subutex 2mg for the time being)
150mg/900mg Butalbital/APAP (3 Fioricet capsules)
600mg ibuprofen
12.5mg Promethazine for nausea & the itch.
 
Hey guys...

Chilling at home this evening, plan on being in bed pretty early cause it's a busy day planned tomorrow. Up to 2700mg gabapentin staggered so far, 55mg methadone about 30 minutes ago, smoked a j earlier plus been dabbing off a nice ~3/4g clump of reclaim lol. It's all from Gorilla Glue rosin and Cereal Milk crumble, so the extra cbn kick should help with sleep. Another bowl of flower here at some point too. Who knows, maybe even dinner. ๐Ÿค”
 
Let's talk about gabapentin land. It's a magical place where anything goes, and you can even fall asleep on your own living room floor and your dog won't judge you for it. I think I need to go to sleep in a real bed now.
Had no time/energy to write earlier but ๐Ÿค for the floor though that was Sunday for me, not my floor and no dog involved - also it was 150 mcg 1p-lsd that floored me for a moment, went to bed later to admire the pictures on the Wall and get up again. Eating was a real challenge with all the nausea and I was so cold n tired feeling I thought it could be WD for a while... Damn it's been a long time since I last touched those sheets... And also too much after all, but well.. we live and learn. Also that the 200 mg Tapentadol was a waste for sleep... See above. ๐Ÿ™„
 
Hey guys...

Chilling at home this evening, plan on being in bed pretty early cause it's a busy day planned tomorrow. Up to 2700mg gabapentin staggered so far, 55mg methadone about 30 minutes ago, smoked a j earlier plus been dabbing off a nice ~3/4g clump of reclaim lol. It's all from Gorilla Glue rosin and Cereal Milk crumble, so the extra cbn kick should help with sleep. Another bowl of flower here at some point too. Who knows, maybe even dinner. ๐Ÿค”
Glad seeing the methadone dose dropping.. and jelly on the GG4 rosin.
 
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