🌟🌟 Social 🌟🌟 What Was YOUR Nightly Fix? v. Smoking the Midnight Oil

[Coffeeshroom]

Evening blueworld

18: 00
100mg cycliIne
20mg methadone
100mg Diphenhydramine Hcl 50mg
Smoking some Dirty Money. Got 4g and almost done with it.

Tomorrow i got a surprise if my body always it. Maybe wait till n3xr weekend.


But I have a full regime workout of RSO oil plus mesc dose.

Will see..

 

[Gridlink]

Started off the evening in junkietown with smoking some fentanyl and meth. Could have added some crack to the mix but I turned it down cuz that ain't my thing.

Ended the evening in another dimension, smoking a mix of DMT and 5-meo-dmt. Twas my first time doing 5-meo but I thought it quite lovely.

 

[Psychlone Jack]

Cooling hard af this evening.

Had the normal boring scripts earlier, plus staggered 4.8g gabapentin, smoked a .5 bowl of Runtz, and taking the nightly 75mg methadone later. Smacking this Space Cake live rosin pen, which is doing the job greatly.

 

[Gridlink]

Cooling hard af this evening.

Had the normal boring scripts earlier, plus staggered 4.8g gabapentin, smoked a .5 bowl of Runtz, and taking the nightly 75mg methadone later. Smacking this Space Cake live rosin pen, which is doing the job greatly.

Isn't it crazy how much gabapentin you gotta take when you have a tolerance?

 

[Psychlone Jack]

Isn't it crazy how much gabapentin you gotta take when you have a tolerance?

Yeah it's really fucking annoying lol, and for a rather underwhelming effect imo, but sometimes it's the only option to quell the anxiety or just loosen up. I'm scripted 900mg a day, which after a short break I think I'm going to go back to taking it more or less as prescribed. They won't give me benzos because I'm tapering methadone lol.

 

[Gridlink]

Yeah it's really fucking annoying lol, and for a rather underwhelming effect imo, but sometimes it's the only option to quell the anxiety or just loosen up. I'm scripted 900mg a day, which after a short break I think I'm going to go back to taking it more or less as prescribed. They won't give me benzos because I'm tapering methadone lol.

I am prescribed 900 mg a day of gabapentin too, but I save it up for a few days, and every 5-6 days throw myself a party with what I saved up.

I am lucky to have a psychiatrist who recognizes that I have a need for benzos despite being on methadone. Both she and I agree I don't need daily benzos, just a few each month for panic attacks, so I take one of those on occasion as needed or if I have a panic attack.

 

[chris_p]

400mg mdma + 2g APE + 6 DMT cart blinkers.. took a while to recover from that one

 

[Mushoku_Sensei]

200 mg Pregabalin (almost zero tolerance)
3mg Bromazepam (same)
25 mg dph
Earlier om.
Now I added 29 mg 2c-b orally.
Let's see

 

[Deleted member 290563]

After 4 days sober finally made it home to:

2 mg bupe
30 mg diazepam
Fresh tea made from 40 g dried kava whole root
10 mg THC 20 mg CBD

 

[Helpmeescapethis]

After 4 days sober finally made it home to:

2 mg bupe
30 mg diazepam
Fresh tea made from 40 g dried kava whole root
10 mg THC 20 mg CBD

How do you like kava? Amazingly I’ve yet to actually give it a real try.

For me this evening has consisted of:

5 mg vaped protodesnitazene

And will vape a bit more before bed.

 

[Deleted member 290563]

How do you like kava? Amazingly I’ve yet to actually give it a real try.

For me this evening has consisted of:

5 mg vaped protodesnitazene

And will vape a bit more before bed.

1st time trying it

 

[Deleted member 290563]

. They won't give me benzos because I'm tapering methadone lol.

That isn’t a valid reason. Raising a dose of methadone is the only reasoning for caution I can see. Methadone was prescribed with benzos for decades no problem.

I get both (small doses)

Suddenly it’s a huge problem and instant death tk. If the two even though western medicine has for decades.

 

[Deleted member 290563]

Evening blueworld

L
Smoking some Dirty Money. Got 4g and almost done with it.

whatvis dirty money?

Crack is what I guessing based on the 4 grams smoked

 

[Deleted member 290563]

godawful meth that some jackass cut with baking soda of all things, l

Why do ppl even do this? I’d rather they just short the bag or straight up steal from me

 

[Mushoku_Sensei]

200 mg Pregabalin (almost zero tolerance)
3mg Bromazepam (same)
25 mg dph
Earlier om.
Now I added 29 mg 2c-b orally.
Let's see

So the result of the experiment: that dose hit my emotions straight and made me cry - oceans not rivers. Oceans of pain and loneliness that have been there since I can remember and still are there as well. Crying but not missing to put the kids to bed in between. Then falling asleep with them and some very beautiful cev... Guess next time no benzo... Didn't take my nightly Tram either so could hardly move out of bed today... No more benzo cause I can't have another addiction on top.

@LucidSDreamr good to see you alive

 

[Mushoku_Sensei]

That isn’t a valid reason. Raising a dose of methadone is the only reasoning for caution I can see. Methadone was prescribed with benzos for decades no problem.

I get both (small doses)

Suddenly it’s a huge problem and instant death tk. If the two even though western medicine has for decades.

I think they just don't want to add another addiction... Which is good imo cause benzo addiction is just as much of a problem as opiods isn't it?

 

[Coffeeshroom]

whatvis dirty money?

Crack is what I guessing based on the 4 grams smoked

Lol no, its jusy an indoor strain that is sold at the cannabis shop.

Fuck, no crack messed my life up. I stay away feom that stuff.

 

[Gridlink]

So the result of the experiment: that dose hit my emotions straight and made me cry - oceans not rivers. Oceans of pain and loneliness that have been there since I can remember and still are there as well. Crying but not missing to put the kids to bed in between. Then falling asleep with them and some very beautiful cev... Guess next time no benzo... Didn't take my nightly Tram either so could hardly move out of bed today... No more benzo cause I can't have another addiction on top.

@LucidSDreamr good to see you alive

20 mg of 2c-b can be enough for an emotionally wild ride. I forget if you mention it but did you insufflate it? Insufflation always made it but twice as hard for me. Glad you didn't mix any tramadol with it, sounds like it'd be a recipe for serotonin syndrome.

 

[Mushoku_Sensei]

20 mg of 2c-b can be enough for an emotionally wild ride. I forget if you mention it but did you insufflate it? Insufflation always made it but twice as hard for me. Glad you didn't mix any tramadol with it, sounds like it'd be a recipe for serotonin syndrome.

No I took it orally. I insufflated 17 mg once and that hit damn hard with immediate oev - but also hurt af for quite a bit .. so I don't really want to repeat that all too soon ( but one never knows...)

Tried to get high on Pregabalin today, 400 mg since I don't have any significant tolerance, and had the brilliant idea to add 20 mg of K (boofed) when it had come up - bad idea. I was messed up. Could just sink into the chair and stare at my mobile pretending to be reading an article... Then lied down after all and waited for the K to clear out... And still don't like it. Good I got busy with some chores but seriously, when I first tried this kind of dose I felt so good I couldn't help myself - then came a phase where I'd just fall asleep every time - and now it just feels shitty. Can that please leave my head !?

 

[Psychlone Jack]

900mg gabapentin thus far
10mg olanzapine
5mg apixaban
73mg methadone later
Packed the bubbler full of Durban Poison earlier, about to do the same with some Biscotti Pancakes, keep smacking this Space Cake rosin pen and taking gabas until I fall asleep lol.