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Evening blueworld

18: 00
100mg cycliIne
20mg methadone
100mg Diphenhydramine Hcl 50mg
Smoking some Dirty Money. Got 4g and almost done with it.

Tomorrow i got a surprise if my body always it. Maybe wait till n3xr weekend.


But I have a full regime workout of RSO oil plus mesc dose.

Will see..
 
Started off the evening in junkietown with smoking some fentanyl and meth. Could have added some crack to the mix but I turned it down cuz that ain't my thing.

Ended the evening in another dimension, smoking a mix of DMT and 5-meo-dmt. Twas my first time doing 5-meo but I thought it quite lovely.
 
Cooling hard af this evening. 😎

Had the normal boring scripts earlier, plus staggered 4.8g gabapentin, smoked a .5 bowl of Runtz, and taking the nightly 75mg methadone later. Smacking this Space Cake live rosin pen, which is doing the job greatly.
 
Gridlink said:
Isn't it crazy how much gabapentin you gotta take when you have a tolerance?
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Yeah it's really fucking annoying lol, and for a rather underwhelming effect imo, but sometimes it's the only option to quell the anxiety or just loosen up. I'm scripted 900mg a day, which after a short break I think I'm going to go back to taking it more or less as prescribed. They won't give me benzos because I'm tapering methadone lol.
 
Psychlone Jack said:
Yeah it's really fucking annoying lol, and for a rather underwhelming effect imo, but sometimes it's the only option to quell the anxiety or just loosen up. I'm scripted 900mg a day, which after a short break I think I'm going to go back to taking it more or less as prescribed. They won't give me benzos because I'm tapering methadone lol.
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I am prescribed 900 mg a day of gabapentin too, but I save it up for a few days, and every 5-6 days throw myself a party with what I saved up.

I am lucky to have a psychiatrist who recognizes that I have a need for benzos despite being on methadone. Both she and I agree I don't need daily benzos, just a few each month for panic attacks, so I take one of those on occasion as needed or if I have a panic attack.
 
LucidSDreamr said:
After 4 days sober finally made it home to:

2 mg bupe
30 mg diazepam
Fresh tea made from 40 g dried kava whole root
10 mg THC 20 mg CBD
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How do you like kava? Amazingly I’ve yet to actually give it a real try.

For me this evening has consisted of:

5 mg vaped protodesnitazene

And will vape a bit more before bed.
 
Psychlone Jack said:
. They won't give me benzos because I'm tapering methadone lol.
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That isn’t a valid reason. Raising a dose of methadone is the only reasoning for caution I can see. Methadone was prescribed with benzos for decades no problem.

I get both (small doses)

Suddenly it’s a huge problem and instant death tk. If the two even though western medicine has for decades.
 
Mushoku_Sensei said:
200 mg Pregabalin (almost zero tolerance)
3mg Bromazepam (same)
25 mg dph
Earlier om.
Now I added 29 mg 2c-b orally.
Let's see
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So the result of the experiment: that dose hit my emotions straight and made me cry - oceans not rivers. Oceans of pain and loneliness that have been there since I can remember and still are there as well. Crying but not missing to put the kids to bed in between. Then falling asleep with them and some very beautiful cev... Guess next time no benzo... Didn't take my nightly Tram either so could hardly move out of bed today... No more benzo cause I can't have another addiction on top. 😒

@LucidSDreamr good to see you alive
 
LucidSDreamr said:
That isn’t a valid reason. Raising a dose of methadone is the only reasoning for caution I can see. Methadone was prescribed with benzos for decades no problem.

I get both (small doses)

Suddenly it’s a huge problem and instant death tk. If the two even though western medicine has for decades.
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I think they just don't want to add another addiction... Which is good imo cause benzo addiction is just as much of a problem as opiods isn't it?
 
Mushoku_Sensei said:
So the result of the experiment: that dose hit my emotions straight and made me cry - oceans not rivers. Oceans of pain and loneliness that have been there since I can remember and still are there as well. Crying but not missing to put the kids to bed in between. Then falling asleep with them and some very beautiful cev... Guess next time no benzo... Didn't take my nightly Tram either so could hardly move out of bed today... No more benzo cause I can't have another addiction on top. 😒

@LucidSDreamr good to see you alive
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20 mg of 2c-b can be enough for an emotionally wild ride. I forget if you mention it but did you insufflate it? Insufflation always made it but twice as hard for me. Glad you didn't mix any tramadol with it, sounds like it'd be a recipe for serotonin syndrome.
 
Gridlink said:
20 mg of 2c-b can be enough for an emotionally wild ride. I forget if you mention it but did you insufflate it? Insufflation always made it but twice as hard for me. Glad you didn't mix any tramadol with it, sounds like it'd be a recipe for serotonin syndrome.
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No I took it orally. I insufflated 17 mg once and that hit damn hard with immediate oev - but also hurt af for quite a bit 😅.. so I don't really want to repeat that all too soon ( but one never knows...)

Tried to get high on Pregabalin today, 400 mg since I don't have any significant tolerance, and had the brilliant idea to add 20 mg of K (boofed) when it had come up - bad idea. I was messed up. Could just sink into the chair and stare at my mobile pretending to be reading an article... Then lied down after all and waited for the K to clear out... And still don't like it. Good I got busy with some chores but seriously, when I first tried this kind of dose I felt so good I couldn't help myself - then came a phase where I'd just fall asleep every time - and now it just feels shitty. Can that please leave my head !? 🫨
 
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