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Coffeeshroom said:
I use to dose alprozalam 3x a day and now just dosing twice a day of diazepam that is, the alzam i just always have a few laying around for when needed or wanted lol. And just prefer the less dosing and diazepam has a lot of properties that alprozalam doesn't have, mostly use alzam for attacks or comedowns that or lorazepam. That instant fix.
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Yea I pretty much do the same with alprazolam …. just take as needed for panic attacks or PTSD flashback stuff. I also take clonazepam but that’s much longer lasting and don’t use it in the same way (or have the same effects) as the alprazolam. For me personally the clonazepam will work as a muscle relaxer for my jaw/neck problems but the Xanax doesn’t in that way.

Esperighanto said:
I hope things start getting better! Hydromorphone and alprazolam is a classic combo, in high school I was a big fan of that specific combination. I used to take it with zolpidem or lorazepam to add a somewhat deliriant/trippy element to the experience.

We've talked a fair amount about your use of opioids, benzodiazepines, muscle relaxants, etc. and they seem to have highly therapeutic benefits for you. Have you ever used phenibut/tolibut/floribut, agmatine, memantine, bromantane, blue/red/pink lotus, tianeptine, kavalactones, or kanna extracts (I tend to need 400x-500x), or wild lettuce? These are all legal stateside (I think you're in the US but I'm not positive), and can contribute to sedative, painkilling and dissociative effects. I would advise getting to know them on their own before mixing them with other drugs, but they may be of use for you, especially if your prescriptions ever get fucked up by supply chain issues or whatever.

Sorry if I've brought this up before or there are any grammatical abnormalities/typos, I've been in a 3-4 day etizolam bender to cope with not having medical supplies I need to survive, so my memory is relatively foggy but it's keeping me from acting pretty rash at the Jacksonville FedEx distribution center hahaha. I wanna get a paintball gun and driveby spray "WHERE ARE MY SUPPLIES I'VE GOT LESS THAN A WEEK AND YOUR OVERNIGHT SHIPMENT HAS TAKEN OVER A WEEK" on the side of the building, but that would just be too much of a pain in my ass to try to spray such a long sentence on the building, hahaha.
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Aw gracias 💜

& actually I’ve not tried any of those that you mentioned but some of them have wanted to try & over the years have had others mention to me. Yea I’m in the US, currently living on a reservation in NY.

Oh man yea F FedEx lol … I hope you get what you’re looking for soon but that was kind of funny picturing you doing that with a paintball gun haha. A long time ago I had FedEx just ‘lose’ one of my packages after giving me the run around for two weeks telling me it was “on the way or would be delivered today.” Oh my gosh they were driving me nuts with some of those customer service calls trying to figure out what was going on. No matter how bad or unhelpful some of those calls were, at the end of every phone call they would ask me “was my service helpful today? … and please hang on the line to take a short survey on our customer service.” Lol I really almost started to lose it.

*I would have wrote more about some of those substances you mentioned, but I have an appointment soon and have to go.

Hugs 🌺
 
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AngelsandFairiesarereal said:
A long time ago I had FedEx just ‘lose’ one of my packages after giving me the run around for two weeks telling me it was “on the way or would be delivered today.” Oh my gosh they were driving me nuts with some of those customer service calls trying to figure out what was going on. No matter how bad or unhelpful some of those calls were, at the end of every phone call they would ask me “was my service helpful today? … and please hang on the line to take a short survey on our customer service.” Lol I really almost started to lose it.
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A package that was obviously containing a guitar worth ~$1,800 mysteriously "went missing" in the US Postal System once as I sent it to the purchaser (I was selling it online). I was calling the personal cell phones of USPS investigation agents and shit hassling them about it, but nobody ever came up with any info. The post office I was using (the one in Portland, Maine) is notoriously sketchy though, there was a large scale spice/ketamine/mdma distribution ring working out of it until a year or two ago.
AngelsandFairiesarereal said:
*I would have wrote more about some of those substances you mentioned, but I have an appointment soon and have to go.
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Never an obligation for a lengthy reply! As far as pain relief and all, some of them may be helpful to you. That's really the only reason I bring them up, it's the majority of the list of meaningfully psychoactive substances still legal in the US as far as I'm aware, outside of things I doubt would be helpful to you like DXM, Methylhexanamine, etc.

It's funny you mention a rez in NY, A friend I skate with grew up on a rez in Maine but was the first person to offer me liquid LSD, and he also is tied into the only clandestine operation I've ever heard of that still grows peyote for consumption, they do it all indoors on two reservations, one in NY and one in MA. They're unafilliated with the NAC as far as I'm aware, but I think they got their grandfather plants from NAC grows, according to the lore at least. I personally avoid reservations a lot of the time because I already lived in a violent enough area, and there was significantly more violence on the rez than off, and if I was in a coastal town of less than 10k and I got shot at twice in high school, fuck going to a reservation that has even higher rates of violence.
Coffeeshroom said:
@Esperighanto

1. I use to dose alprozalam 3x a day and now just dosing twice a day of diazepam that is, the alzam i just always have a few laying around for when needed or wanted lol. And just prefer the less dosing and diazepam has a lot of properties that alprozalam doesn't have, mostly use alzam for attacks or comedowns that or lorazepam. That instant fix.

2. Not sure about synergy but in the relaxing department, especially like muscle relaxing properties, the 2 together almost always guarantees that my body is at rest. I get no euphoria from it not even if I just jump up to 120mg a day, nothing, just extra sedation. But with my opiate/opioid background use, it takes a lot and only certain ones are still worth the effort.
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In high school, I used to think that half a xan, a 10mg valium, and a kpin was the perfect combination of euphoria and long-lasting effects, but nowadays I tend to prefer more RC-ish benzos due to how unique they are. I could see three xans a day holding somebody over, but it's so easy to toss back 15-20 in a day that it's shocking to me that people would recreationally use just a few. After a few super high doses in high school, my blackout threshold has increased dramatically, and seemingly permanently even after years of abstinence.
TheGyattDamnRizzler said:
I injected .03 of ice (and missed lol).
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This sounds like a fucking nightmare, what are the results of this occurring? I used to watch people miss with H and freak the fuck out
 
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Esperighanto said:
How do you find consistent dosing of alprazolam compares to the use of longer lasting benzodiazepines like clonazepam?

I hope things start getting better! Hydromorphone and alprazolam is a classic combo, in high school I was a big fan of that specific combination. I used to take it with zolpidem or lorazepam to add a somewhat deliriant/trippy element to the experience.

We've talked a fair amount about your use of opioids, benzodiazepines, muscle relaxants, etc. and they seem to have highly therapeutic benefits for you. Have you ever used phenibut/tolibut/floribut, agmatine, memantine, bromantane, blue/red/pink lotus, tianeptine, kavalactones, or kanna extracts (I tend to need 400x-500x), or wild lettuce? These are all legal stateside (I think you're in the US but I'm not positive), and can contribute to sedative, painkilling and dissociative effects. I would advise getting to know them on their own before mixing them with other drugs, but they may be of use for you, especially if your prescriptions ever get fucked up by supply chain issues or whatever.

Sorry if I've brought this up before or there are any grammatical abnormalities/typos, I've been in a 3-4 day etizolam bender to cope with not having medical supplies I need to survive, so my memory is relatively foggy but it's keeping me from acting pretty rash at the Jacksonville FedEx distribution center hahaha. I wanna get a paintball gun and driveby spray "WHERE ARE MY SUPPLIES I'VE GOT LESS THAN A WEEK AND YOUR OVERNIGHT SHIPMENT HAS TAKEN OVER A WEEK" on the side of the building, but that would just be too much of a pain in my ass to try to spray such a long sentence on the building, hahaha.

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How have you found the intersection of hydroxyzine, benzos and THC? I've found it to act a lot like using soma instead of hydroxyzine from the 125-250mg range (for the hydroxyzine specifically).

I'm also curious, how would you say methadone synergizes with diazepam? I have never encountered methadone but I'm fascinated by its long duration. Does it elicit any euphoria relative to things like kratom, oxycodone, tianeptine, mitragynine, or 7-OH-Mitragynine?
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I would say they synergize well. In higher doses can increase the psychedelic effects of cannabis and or hydroxazine (not sure if you can trip from high doses of hydroxazine like you can DXM but seems to add some visuals with the THC/hydroxazine combo. That being said with the benzo added there is very little visuals for me when dosing high levels of THC.
 
pnillyg said:
I would say they synergize well. In higher doses can increase the psychedelic effects of cannabis and or hydroxazine (not sure if you can trip from high doses of hydroxazine like you can DXM but seems to add some visuals with the THC/hydroxazine combo. That being said with the benzo added there is very little visuals for me when dosing high levels of THC.
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A couple of weeks ago I was on ~35mg of 2C-B and took 150mg of hydroxyzine, and it reminded me of how carisoprodol (Soma) interacts with LSD. Wild extension of the trip's duration and intensity, a chill GHB-like vibe, visuals changed in character and became more intense, it became much more erotic too. I suspect that certain sedatives combine with certain psychedelics in very unique and powerful ways.
 
Esperighanto said:
A couple of weeks ago I was on ~35mg of 2C-B and took 150mg of hydroxyzine, and it reminded me of how carisoprodol (Soma) interacts with LSD. Wild extension of the trip's duration and intensity, a chill GHB-like vibe, visuals changed in character and became more intense, it became much more erotic too. I suspect that certain sedatives combine with certain psychedelics in very unique and powerful ways.
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Sounds super interesting. I’ve unfortunately never gotten to try soma. Definitely interested in it though. I do have baclofen and flexeril which I believe are potentially similar? Not sure though you may know more than me reguarding this. I’ve also never dried G which is something else id love to add to the bank. 2-CB as well.
 
Alcohol, some Deschloroketamine earlier today and 70mg ketamine sublingually while drinking. The dissociatives don't do much for me anymore as I've been taking them daily for months now. Can't even remember when I didn't take them for more than 2 days in a row.

Feels nice to be a bit drunk though. Man I miss the days starting Opioids, it was tramadol for me that really improved my life for a long time.

Everything got so much better, untill it didn't.

Such is life.
 
In the last couple hours:

80mg methadone
50mg hydroxyzine
75mg diphenhydramine
5mg apixaban
10mg olanzapine
200mg thc edible
1.1g joint of Superboof and several hits off this Jedi Kush diamonds pen.

Feeling very relaxed, itchy, chilling on my soft, cushy bed and waiting for the edible to kick in lol, hitting in turn the pen and this orange slush flavored nicotine vape which is delicious somehow. Can for sure tell a difference adding the antihistamines too. 👍
 
6 hours ago = A few joints and cigs.. over the course of the next 4 hours after getting home from a long day at work.

2 hours ago = 15mg Zopiclone + 30mg Mianserin

15 minutes ago = 2mg Alprazolam

Just "Kicked in"......... "like a mule".

perfect time to hit the sheets.

Good night folks.






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Evening blueworld

Nightly fix, someone just choke or knock me out cold. I have only had 2hrs sleep since Friday morning I woke up..

10mg methadone
30mg diazepam
1mg clonazepam

Been a rough weekend or even before that but anyways. I need sleep....
Auditory hallucinations are getting overwhelming.



Black helicopters in the sky..
 
Sup, y'all. 😎

Unwinding after work and off tomorrow, chilling to the max for the moment, just waiting about 45 more minutes for all the meds to digest and then dinner time. 🥄

85mg methadone
600mg gabapentin
10mg olanzapine
5mg apixaban
a nice 2/3g bowl of Superboof with a fat glob of wax.
 
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500mg primidone
50mg dph
90mg dxm
8g kratom
2 relora
2 Fat blunts
Black pepper & turmeric
 
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