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I just had a attack of trigeminal neuralgia so i treated it with 60mg's of IV morphine. That worked rather nicely and theres nothing like being in alot of pain then having a iv shot of morphine to take away the pain.
 
deficiT said:
Good on you for being productive boyyo! I need to get back on zyprexa or Seroquel. This trileptal I feel just makes me stupid and is only so effective
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How do you feel about trazadone about the anti psychotics you mentioned. Seroquel always give me extreme heart palpitations and like an anxiety attack for about an hr after taking it.
 
I already posted my nightly fix, but can’t resist

….an hour or so after dinner 7pm ish
Methadone 25mg (75-100mg in morning)
Ritalin (methylphenidate) 40mg IR
Diazepam 10mg X 2-3
Alprazolam 1mg
Pregabalin 300-450mg
Ethanol (Gin) 2.oz X 4-6 drinks until 12pm/1am bedtime
 
Been a good one all things considered, got some things done needed doing and didn't receive news I was hoping not to receive, so we'll call it a win?! 😁

It's a tame evening as per the usual, a big dinner, 10mg olanzapine and a few bowls of this Super Boof flower - smoking the last of for the evening currently.

Hope everyone has a chill night. 😎
 
A small smorgasbord of something a bit psychedelic in gummy form no one really knows for certain what they use it's OTC headshop candy stuff discreet enough to not name the primary ingredient anywhere I have seen but I did read people's best guesses as to which tryptamine they use the effects are telltale I think ACO variety of DMT anyways rambling into the bramble of no sense also Green Indo hah threw some powder in my glass I brought into the Panera bathroom mixed some water from the sink and swish lol across the way from the headshop I got it in mintues prior again with the crappy details here is a simple list:

Kratom green vein
Cannabis Indica
Weird psy gummies low doses but fried finishing the last one of course I eat the whole package nonstop till they gone but not a big dose at once a crescendo maybe I should step back from them wtf hah
Oh how can I not mention the Elfbar tightening my chest up better throw down the laundry chute let it cool off down there out of sight

That's it for now lol 😂 almost wanted to look for crack the other night haven't smoked that in over five years would have had I known someone to smoke me up my goodness to think I was gonna roll into the neighborhoods in the hood and mingle with strangers on the street to find a willing participant WAS WASTED lol only explanation that will happen if I get drunk enough and boy that is another story for another place heh
 
nightly fix

Well for tomorrow night it’ll be
80mg of #H (pure H no fentalogs or zines added) you know the route this will be taken (: it’s the only thing that I break my rule for, especially at the price it sells for, absurd if you ask me. None the less stuff like this don’t come around often, must enjoy since I have a chance (:
3-4mg kpin (half insulated half sublingul if Sjogren’s won’t drive my mask too much))
3 grams GABA
And a Leira Canagar
And perhaps 2 finger or Pappy Van Winckle
And if im still I’ll take one estazolam that’ll knock me out
 
well right now i'm trying to get those last two hours of sleep b4 alarm 4 work...

so of course i took a couple bong rips because the stuff i have (which i've gone on about incessantly for months on here and icmag), onycd, is pretty good for relaxation and doesn't get my thoughts extrapolating to kingdom come.

hope 4me some zZZzZs
 
Good morning y'all, happy Thursday. 😎 🌄

Coolin' the most this morning, feeling good - gonna get myself together here in a little while and take my documents into the new job, find out when I start before I go uniform shopping with family later on today. 😁 Still on the street, with all the daily problems and struggles that comes with, but damn is it a load off to know I'm going to be working again soon!

Today's breakfast:

Black coffee
Nicotine vape, plus the daily post-methadone cigarette
40mg fluoxetine
50mg lamotrigine
5mg apixaban
140mg methadone
and fixing to have what counts for me as a wake and bake with a fat bowl pack of some tasty Orange Crush sativa flower. 🍃

Hope everyone has a killer Halloween! 🎃 👻 😈 🥸
 
8g of Kratom every 4 hours which is a bit higher than usual. Gonna try to begin a taper tomorrow. 6g every 4 hours as of tomorrow. Gonna do that for a week, then 5.8g every 4 hours for a week, then 5.6g every 4 hours for a week, etc. Hopefully I can stay strong and not fuck it up. I've tried many times to quit kratom and always slip up. I've only ever been able to quit completely doing a cold turkey but I only have 2 day weekends and can't afford to take time off so I can't do that.

Other than the kratom I'll probably have 1 or 2 hits of weed before bed. Unfortunately will just be kratom and small amounts of weed for me until I can get more 3-HO-PCP in about a week
 
100mg Quetiapine
15mg Mirtazapine
1000mg Magnesium
400mg Bacopa Monnieri Extract
8mg Senna
30mg CBD

I convinced my doctor to put me back on seroquel, as the trileptal I had been taking over the past year was begining to fall far short of utility in managing my moods. I feel like Seroquel generally does the best job at managing mania and also being useful in the immediate sense when you are panicking or anxious.

I overslept for work today and used up the last of my good will with this company in the second week. If im late again I will likely be fired. I have no protections as a temporary worker. As such I am continuing the hunt for a full time permanent job, this one is going well but the company is so hard ass that I feel like the experience is just built on quick sand. I am in fairly severe physical pain most waking moments, and I am pretty confident that I will be struggling with chronic pain related to this leg injury for as long as I remember.

I should soon have some pain medicine that will be worthwhile and worth the expense, and hopefully the Seroquel keeps me on an even keel, but no promises
 
Evening blueworld

Had an awesome day on that dose of gabapentin of 5200mg. Roughly at 4 the afternoon. I fell asleep till quarter too seven and got up and was still very under the influence. Smoked some weed and watch 1 episode of Witcher and then had another nap from 9 till 10 and now feeling fine but already stoned.

10mg methadone
10mg diazepam
Half a joint purple haze

Was a fun day.
 
I'm still tweaking but yesterday I had 9 mg of bromazolam and 2 zopiclones (goddang metal taste) and a gram of hash.

So in a couple hours just going to try to lower my dose of benzos.

I have seroquel as a last resort but not a big fan feels more like passing out than sleeping..
 
Took my olanzapine earlier, plus a hefty dose of diphenhydramine and melatonin, 100 and 15 respectively - gotta be up super early so I'm passing out super early - and been smoking bowls of this Dante's Inferno and Gold Cash flower, both heavy indicas. Feeling nice and mellow, and like one more bowl of that Dante's might do me in. 😉
 
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Took my olanzapine earlier, plus a hefty dose of diphenhydramine and melatonin, 100 and 15 respectively - gotta be up super early so I'm passing out super early - and been smoking bowls of this Dante's Inferno and Gold Cash flower, both heavy indicas. Feeling nice and mellow, and like one more bowl of that Dante's might do me in. 😉
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I just had some space dawg for my night time smoke and glad I did, also a strong indica. Gonna have a good rest.
 
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