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From last night, I present... "The Magic of Microns":


= Unfiltered solution (~0.55g black tar heroin)



= Intermediate stage (plus rinse of 0.45um filter)



= "His & Hers" shots (ready to slam @ <0.22um)


I hope the photos show the contrast between the opaque, murky "before" and clear, translucent "after."
(You may need to zoom in to see it, however.)
Yup, sure the stuff is pretty much the same shade of brown in both pics, but in the before pic looks like old used cooking grease and the after looks like black tea.
 
Music sounds amazing right now but my trip is a bit lacking in the visual department, this pill may have been under-dosed. Hard to say though since I've only taken 2C-B once or twice before.

I'm slowly getting into that weird mindset where everything seems to make sense, it's like a pre-flow state, my mind is not flowing freely yet but I can grasp it.
 
6:30 PM just got my meds refilled, so having a little Tramadol party. Some other time I'll throw some extra Trazadone into the mix but right now the only thing I'm taking past my actual rxed dose is the Tram, I'm supposed to take 50mg but I just took 100mg and I'm going to take another 100 in half an hour and another 100 around 7:30. I do have my regular dose of Trazadone on board though, plus I've barely slept for several nights, so I've already been fighting to keep my eyes open for awhile BEFORE I took anything. So we may get some anesthesia challenge vibes up in here tonight. Which I'm totally here for. ๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿคค๐Ÿ˜ด
 
Been high All day on 90mg xr morf
Just put a 2mg clonaz pill under ma tongue
Lots and lots of Cigarettes w00t
 
7:00 PM Just popped my 2nd dose. I'm responding about like I expected. If you asked me how I feel right now my answer would probably just be "Sleepy z zz". But it's the kind where your eyes feel more tired than anything else. Like I only yawned once and I'm able to mostly pay attention to the stuff I'm watching/reading online, with just a bit of mind wandering/dreaminess. But my eyelids feel really heavy and most of the time I've got one eye closed as a compromise between wanting to keep my eyes open and fight the sedation and stay awake and how much my eyes want to close and how good it feels to just close my heavy tired eyes and relax.
 
Well the day was something else. Its actually past midnight and Im still up in bupre "withdrawals".

So

150mg pregab
8 cups of black tea
Meth still working...
Ksalols still working...
Snus
And cigarettes I "stole" from my old spot.
I remember 2 years ago u saying u never got wds xd. The honeymoon phase is over. Do u still get high from buprenorphine though,?
 
One time I was doing Tramadol and I fell asleep after my last dose, slept for about 3-4 hours, and woke up deliciously numb all over.
 
7:30 I've taken 300mg of Tramadol in total now tonight. I have been told that is the limit for safety re: seizure risk. But I've seen a lot of people take 350 or 400 in one night so I might take 1 more dose if I can keep my eyes open long enough to unscrew the pill bottle. Spending more and more time with both eyes closed. Nice lil cozy body high. Everything feels better when I close my eyes and let go. But I'm still fully conscious and fighting the sleepiness.
 
8:00 I thought about taking one last dose but I decided no because I didn't want to risk nausea. It's definitely harder for me to focus on typing now. Dreaminess with some microsleeping going on I think.
 
Bupe
1200mg of gabapentin
25mg benadryl
10mg flexeril
1.5mg clonazepam
30mg propranolol
200mg ibuprofen

Would ditch all of this and settle for some good brown.

Been the same the last 3 nights. None of this touches my back pain, which at the moment is curved & my torso looks like it's hanging off of me to the right.
Can't stand up all the way. Just getting up, walking or trying to sit or lay down is painful.
Unsure if I need to go to the hospital to get it adjusted or what.... But I'm doubtful my pain will get treated seriously. So I will just have to keep sucking it up & hope that the curvature of my back goes back to normal.
 
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Vaped Delta 8 new name brand cartridge 92.3% THC
coffee
vaped 4-ACO-DMT from meth pipe. Feels great but left black shit all up in my pipe.
meth vaped from pipe residue
 
And to sleep- 10mg Ambien, 150mg Amitriptyline, 50mg Melatonin, 1-2mg Lorazepam, and if sore from gym- Clonidine, Tizanidine, and/or Cyclobenzaprine. BTW, and I don't recommend this, but after 8 years post grad, I usually had to wait until my anxiety was so high that it forced me to cram for tests. It's also a lot easier to remember stuff you just went over. Otherwise getting up, and first thing in the morning, jamming 200-400mg caffeine tabs would give me solid hour of retainable data, or reading while falling to sleep helps me to retain things because they are my last thoughts of the night. Good Luck
 
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Thanks to whomever straightened out my message. I thought it looked a bit off, but I am learning this forum's look.
 
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