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1.5mg Alprazolam
1.5mg Flualprazolam
1.2g Gabapentin
40mg Baclofen

Took half of one of my bars when I got home from work, and then just now added another half, figured I'd throw in some gabas and even added another 40mg baclofen, I usually only take 40mg a day, but figure I need to relax and wind down from the methcyclazodone + dextroamphetamine that powered me through my work shift, the admin headaches and the overall stress of the day. Gonna hold off on the Quetiapine as I took some last night and I'm trying to not take it as frequently, just enough to keep me from getting manic. But I'm tired of the blunted emotions I get from it, overall Quetiapine is a very useful drug for me but when I'm on it for long periods I just get numb to the world and I don't appreciate that.

I even was able to knock out my human services homework, so now just gotta stress about the English paper rough draft + annotated bibliography by Tuesday. We'll see what goes down. Overall I'm happy with my progress. Looking forward to getting some disso magic going on soon.
 
deficiT said:
1.5mg Alprazolam
1.5mg Flualprazolam
1.2g Gabapentin
40mg Baclofen

Took half of one of my bars when I got home from work, and then just now added another half, figured I'd throw in some gabas and even added another 40mg baclofen, I usually only take 40mg a day, but figure I need to relax and wind down from the methcyclazodone + dextroamphetamine that powered me through my work shift, the admin headaches and the overall stress of the day. Gonna hold off on the Quetiapine as I took some last night and I'm trying to not take it as frequently, just enough to keep me from getting manic. But I'm tired of the blunted emotions I get from it, overall Quetiapine is a very useful drug for me but when I'm on it for long periods I just get numb to the world and I don't appreciate that.

I even was able to knock out my human services homework, so now just gotta stress about the English paper rough draft + annotated bibliography by Tuesday. We'll see what goes down. Overall I'm happy with my progress. Looking forward to getting some disso magic going on soon.
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Half patch 15mg diazepam....some weed
 
It’s 8:30 PM Sunday here and I absolutey have to be asleep by 1AM and up to tackle the week and my many critical overdue things by 7AM.

Only problem is I feel I just woke up and wouldn’t mind taking the dog for a 10 k walk.

I fear there is nothing in the medicine box to close out this weekend. I took 5 mg of valium a half hour ago to give my brain a signal to start packing things up. My brain replied “ha ha nice try, now fuck off”.

I’m tempted to try a full anti-psychotic trip killing dose of Seroquel. Maybe 400 mg. Plus another 40 mg valium. Seems a bit over the top since normally 25 mg seroquel and 5 mg puts me to sleep in 20 minutes after a 2 day party.

I need to start putting drug injestion, comeup periods, high periods, comedown periods, and recovery periods in my phone calendar along with every other thing I do in life. These last minute scheduling conflicts are where I’m gonna get caught out as the uncontrollable and entirely unprofessional fiend and debauch that I am. I missed a tennis lesson last week too due to having utterly no idea what day of the week it was.
 
Idk like 750mg f-phenibut, lost track
.75mg alprazolam
.75mg flualprazolam

Still pretty down. Idk what it is. Didn't get any management training done. Got bitched at by a bunch of shit customers at work. Just wishing I was someone else at the moment.

Might take a Seroquel later. Idk. Maybe that'll help me stop feeling things.
 
Earlier had
2mg Suboxone
10mg methcyclazodone
.75mg Alprazolam
.75mg Flualprazolam
Just dropped 100mg MDMA

Finished up with work. Didn't get to finish any of my manager training shit. Honestly haven't even been able to start on my English paper at all. But with the condition my mental has been in lately, I thought it appropriate that I introduce a little love into my head and I'm hoping this is an enjoyable experience. I haven't rolled in so long, and I've definitely missed it.

Happy trails!
 
deficiT said:
Earlier had
2mg Suboxone
10mg methcyclazodone
.75mg Alprazolam
.75mg Flualprazolam
Just dropped 100mg MDMA

Finished up with work. Didn't get to finish any of my manager training shit. Honestly haven't even been able to start on my English paper at all. But with the condition my mental has been in lately, I thought it appropriate that I introduce a little love into my head and I'm hoping this is an enjoyable experience. I haven't rolled in so long, and I've definitely missed it.

Happy trails!
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May be no more than 2mg bupe a day good in patch form 15mg diazepam some weed.Some work to do in the nearest town
 
deficiT said:
Earlier had
2mg Suboxone
10mg methcyclazodone
.75mg Alprazolam
.75mg Flualprazolam
Just dropped 100mg MDMA

Finished up with work. Didn't get to finish any of my manager training shit. Honestly haven't even been able to start on my English paper at all. But with the condition my mental has been in lately, I thought it appropriate that I introduce a little love into my head and I'm hoping this is an enjoyable experience. I haven't rolled in so long, and I've definitely missed it.

Happy trails!
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You lucky mother fucker lol dam me and my boyfriend have been trying to cop some molly but no luck. Haven’t rolled in like 5 years lol. I’m definitely jealous 😝
 
At the corner store wit my man just copped another nightly bottle of Hennessyyyy my main bitch lol. Now it’s time for some midnight mobbin 😝😝😝
 
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