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I had a fantastic masturbation session and drank chamomile tea.
No it’s Cyclazodone. It’s a stimulant. It’s not very popular on these message boards, but I think it gets the job done.Do you mean cyclozine? Just I hear they potentiate the fuck outta done
What's your poison?Oh man....well up until about 2:30pm I had 12 days clean. Then the nice postal man brought me a present. But I am not beating myself up over this. Each time I quit, I make it to a longer stretch. So, its progress. And I will def make this last awhile so that my NEXT withdrawal is even easier. Gotta say, this shit does get old. I am too old to still be using. Its not cute, cool, rock-n-roll. Its such a cliche. I actually am challenged now to see what my life could be like without drugs involved. I believe good things would come. But I need some support, man. This small town of mine...its been impossible to try and find a therapist or counselor etc. Everyone has been impacted mentally by the pandemic. NOT GOING TO QUIT TRYING...TO QUIT