This is normally a morning fix for me but I haven't eaten for a long time (cutting down dabbing) and woke up late at 2pm (temporary insomnia from cutting down dabbing), and I like to take my morning dose right before the first meal of the day. So yeah:
5mg oxycodone
5g kratom
75mg lyrica
350mg soma
150mcg clonazolam
50mcg alprazolam
300mcg etizolam (first time using etizolam, been on 220mcg c-lam for a month which replaced my 0.5mg xanax for almost a year, dropped c-lam dose today to 150mcg so I supplemented with 300mcg etiz/50mcg alpraz for today, so 200/50mcg tom, 150/50mcg next day, etc.
^^ (volumetric, therapeutic doses are accurate as hell). I have no idea why people abuse RC/Rx benzos chasing a recreational aspect, youthful thoughts of invincibility? Benzos are useless in that regard and chasing the benzo "high" dragon is not sustainable after a month or two. The only reason I bought rc benzos was for post-trauma (psychologically and physically) in December and they certainly did the job combined with some talk therapy, then to replace and eventually taper off the street xanax bars I get which are fake a third the time (oh yeah, I got my money back for the fake bars, no doubt). I'm done with buying xanax from dealers, they don't even know they're fake when I bring em back to my guy and so they just end up sending annoyed texts at their own guy for not knowing the differences. If i'm going to buy a pressed bar that doesn't taste like alprazolam, I have no idea which or how much of a random RC benzo or melatonin/nothing is in there, so if I ever buy more xanax it'll be from the pharmacy with a doctor's prescription. Luckily, I have 3/4 of a real-deal bar left I've been saving.
Hope you all are having a good and safe night. :D