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What was your morning fix? v. waking and baking

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60mg Methadone
50mg Dramamine (Only anti-histamine I could find)
2-3mg's of Clonazolam
Cigarettes
Caffeine
Last night wore me the fuck out. But I didn't pass out in this chair, so I actually got some good sleep in my bed with my girl for the first time in awhile.
 
I still remember separating my methadone in 7 portions for the week. What a nightmare it was for me.

Coffee / Nicotine.
 
My custom yerba mate soda thing, mixed with some kanna extract and ~400 mg phenibut. (Plus vaporized nicotine.) Was happily surprised to find my nootropics order had arrived by the time I woke up.
 
It's getting better, the clonazepam and gaba helps out with the pain a partial-agonist can't help out with (as well as weedz). Hows the MMT been? You got your honeymoon nod going on?

IV 0.5g bupe
2 bowls of the m-amp shardzzz, I'm russsshin'
1 bowl of Lemon Diesel (shits hawt fire)
1.5mg clonazepam subL

Gonna get some skrilla painting apts today, I think. I can never have enough cash-flow.

That's what's up wish I was gettin all those goodies on the side haahaa.

No honey moon, was shootin so much dope on top of it I'm practically in WD on my dose.

Cravings subsided.

Gonna smoke some weed an a cig after I dose today.

So far oatmeal an caffiene, might be middlemannin some shit here soon second on never enough cash flow.
 
3mg clonazepam sub'd
2/3 bowls of crystal m-amphetz
1 more bowl of Lemon Diesel earlier
800mg gabapentin (400mg x 2 staggered)
Nicotine
Caffeine

That's what's up wish I was gettin all those goodies on the side haahaa.

No honey moon, was shootin so much dope on top of it I'm practically in WD on my dose.

Cravings subsided.

Gonna smoke some weed an a cig after I dose today.

So far oatmeal an caffiene, might be middlemannin some shit here soon second on never enough cash flow.

Oh shit that sucks man, I always over exaggerate my dependency just a bit so I can get a proper dose and get that warm, sedating m'done glow for ~2 months or so. I miss the analgesia from methadone and the full-agonist properties (mild euphoria, sedation, analgesia, NMDA antagonism). You gonna ask the MMT doc to up your dose?

Middlemannin' is crucial when you need that $krilla, I'm on the same shit w one of my homies, gotta get a cut tho.
 
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smoking weed that's 28% called Jr and 30% called fire og that I bought at one of the weed shops in town. also got sage, haze and OG Kush oil.
took 200 mgs of methadone with a mg of kpin (kolonopin, I know that's not how u spell it.) and plenty of cigarettes. man I'm so baked. been smoking weed non stop since it's been legal.
 
Dosed methadone 55 mgs nothing nice.
Smokin lots of parlis and weed as well as caffine.

3mg clonazepam sub'd
2/3 bowls of crystal m-amphetz
1 more bowl of Lemon Diesel earlier
800mg gabapentin (400mg x 2 staggered)
Nicotine
Caffeine



Oh shit that sucks man, I always over exaggerate my dependency just a bit so I can get a proper dose and get that warm, sedating m'done glow for ~2 months or so. I miss the analgesia from methadone and the full-agonist properties (mild euphoria, sedation, analgesia, NMDA antagonism). You gonna ask the MMT doc to up your dose?

Middlemannin' is crucial when you need that $krilla, I'm on the same shit w one of my homies, gotta get a cut tho.

Prolly not honestly I want to taper off bit who knows what's a good idea.

My limbs usually feel good
sedation is nice as well I feel you man

I tested positive on a ua to oxy codone and hydromorphone and codiene as well as morphine an herion metobalites after only using black tar heroin...
Tis some strange shit
 
I tested positive on a ua to oxy codone and hydromorphone and codiene as well as morphine an herion metobalites after only using black tar heroin...
Tis some strange shit

I've tested positive for oxycodone while only using bth aswell. Weird. Obviously doesn't seem economical to cut dope with oxy..
 
Dosed methadone 55 mgs nothing nice.
Smokin lots of parlis and weed as well as caffine.



Prolly not honestly I want to taper off bit who knows what's a good idea.

My limbs usually feel good
sedation is nice as well I feel you man

I tested positive on a ua to oxy codone and hydromorphone and codiene as well as morphine an herion metobalites after only using black tar heroin...
Tis some strange shit

I've tested dirty for oxy slamming ECP heroin as well.

The opium-derived metabolites are no surprise w/ BTH, but the oxy and hydromorphone positives make zero sense unless it was used as a cut, which would be economically wasteful as Kush mentioned.

I only get a nice glow/mood-uplift if I use IV doses <0.5 (have to dose a lot more, like every 5 hrs) than other ROA's), plugged doses <2mg (50-60% BA IIRC, decent duration), and subL doses <2-4mg (considering the BA is 30% via sublingual administration, but longest duration); in other words low-doses throughout the day. I can't fathom taking 16mg as I'm prescribed, way too much partial-agonist side-effects and worse dependency. I wish you could just go pick up a monthly MMT script at the pharmacy like BMT allows. Far too risky considering it's easy to OD on due to respiratory depression and strong interaction/potentiation with sedatives. Just does so much more for my cravings and provides a warm mu-agonist glow/euphoria/nod + better analgesic properties and NMDA-antagonism.
 
Nicotine. I woke up to refill my nicotine portion patches.
I'm making some coffee but I was hoping I could go back to sleep.
 
Took mad sedative droogz (prometh + clonidine + gabapentin + kpins + cannabis) in order to add more sedating, analgesic effects in synergy w/ low dose <0.5mg IV buprenorphine. Should've not got myself busy with some bullshit during the sleep inducing time-window, which now I'm left awake and floored; not to forget, delirium from the crystal m-amphetz.

IV 0.3mg bupe and a few more hits of cannabis. So mentally tired, but not so much physically from residual CNS-stimulation from the m-amps, this combination of anticholinergic sedation and the comedown are causing my eyes to play tricks on me now. Maybe I'll add a positive note to the mix and cont. to smoke this mood-lifting/euphoric sativa-hybrid strain Lemon Diesel. Definitely can be energetic alongside stims, though can bring back to life the residual stimulation of ER/XR and long-duration amps and other stims.
 
I've tested dirty for oxy slamming ECP heroin as well.

The opium-derived metabolites are no surprise w/ BTH, but the oxy and hydromorphone positives make zero sense unless it was used as a cut, which would be economically wasteful as Kush mentioned.

I only get a nice glow/mood-uplift if I use IV doses <0.5 (have to dose a lot more, like every 5 hrs) than other ROA's), plugged doses <2mg (50-60% BA IIRC, decent duration), and subL doses <2-4mg (considering the BA is 30% via sublingual administration, but longest duration); in other words low-doses throughout the day. I can't fathom taking 16mg as I'm prescribed, way too much partial-agonist side-effects and worse dependency. I wish you could just go pick up a monthly MMT script at the pharmacy like BMT allows. Far too risky considering it's easy to OD on due to respiratory depression and strong interaction/potentiation with sedatives. Just does so much more for my cravings and provides a warm mu-agonist glow/euphoria/nod + better analgesic properties and NMDA-antagonism.

I was expecting the morph an heroin maybe even the codiene but oxycodone and hydromorphone is strange.
Mist have been a cut which it was killer dope but who would put all that in some tar and how is it profitable..

Monthly mmt would be a god send going daily fuckin sucks and the hoop jumping required for take homes is outrageous right now an only gettin worse sense the last time I was in methadone treatment.

This morning a lil weed cigarettes coffee and my mdone.
Almost forgot the steel cut oats best part.
 
Today is gonna be a good day!

snorted some speed paste
coffee
nicotine
20mg methadone
100mg hydroxyzine
50mg amitriptyline

weed for later ...

good morning bluelighters!
 
4mg Nifoxipam (Not presses)
12mg Flubromazepam (Not presses)
60mg Methadone
50mg Doxylamine
Some caffeine
Some gas station food (It's actually pretty good)
And you know my lovely Camel Menthols.

Finally I get to coat my mouth with a new benzo solution. (No comment)
 
20mg adderall IR
Cannabis
Caffeine
Half a shot of whiskey
Cigarettes
.5mg xanax
And 1 line of cocaine

I may end up taking another 20mg adderall IR as well soon.
 
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