60mg dextroamphetamine taken rectally and a small toke of kief and hash... feels pretty good. i remember when taking 10mg orally would get me higher than this... meth totally ruined all other stimulants for me. Now i'm gonna have to arrange to purchase some ice... which doesn't make me feel good since i've been off it for a month, but I'm glad that i have enough self control to not get straight up addicted to it. oh well. hope i can get some benzos between now and when i score :-/
couldn't find my oxies at first but finally found them just as I was starting to ache, so boom 50 mg oxycodone 400 meprobamate some coffee and eggs and toast. love life!
1. One large pikes peak Starbucks coffee. two packets sugar in the raw. 2%milk
2. one up each nostril 50mg MXE total 100mg. (yes I have a ridiculous tolerance. Have been taking daily mxe for about a year now)
3. One 30mg vyvanse and One 40mg vyvanse (my doctor loves me this I know)
4. Combo of cranberry grapefruit juice about 12 oz. Then watered down with 64-128 oz water filtered. Throughout day. (must stay hydrated on mxe and amps)
I do not smoke cigarettes or marijuauna and I am almost religious with this regimen
Benzo withdrawal scares the ever living fuck out of me! Be careful, I hope you tapered down slowly.
I woke up to a phone call from a friend of mine who's boyfriend (also my friend) was missing... Turns out he's all good & safe now but my nerves are shot.
Had some Suboxone and Klonopin to calm said nerves. Fuuuuck.