What Was YOUR Morning Fix? v. Special K and Weedies

[Ganjcat]

Last night’s acid dinner still feels like I should skip a psychoactive breakfast. The additional midnight snack 5 hours ago didn’t get me any higher but it’s sure delayed the beginning of the end…

lsd or other similar drug I can tell just from the last sentence I know people who have had some fucked up downright dangerous experiences

 

[Jabberwocky]

lsd or other similar drug I can tell just from the last sentence I know people who have had some fucked up downright dangerous experiences

I’[m not in much danger lying here happily on the sofa naked basking in the radiance of the dawn. But it’ll start to get a bit risky in the next half hour when the dog insists it’s time to head out for her morning toilet…

 

[Ganjcat]

I’[m not in much danger lying here happily on the sofa naked basking in the radiance of the dawn. But it’ll start to get a bit risky in the next half hour when the dog insists it’s time to head out for her morning toilet…

the more and more I here of lsd the more I want to do it then the next thing I here makes me scared to do it then another that makes me want to then scared etc I mean I loved diazepam even though that's obv nothing like lsd secretly glad I can out though because I probably liked them a bit to much..

 

[deficiT]

2mg Suboxone
50mg Vyvanse
1.2g Gabapentin
40mg Baclofen

I think the Suboxone withdrawal is starting to take effect a little bit, I'm having some stomach issues and generally just feel unmotivated and down. Hopefully I can push through it but overall I'm starting to feel like there's not much I can do to get things done. Really would like to push through this but idk how I'm gonna keep up with school, work, Bluelight, everything. Also broke af and it's got me feeling helpless.

Went ahead and added 10mg N-methyl-cyclazodone. This should hopefully help get me a little more pepped up, I went in to work early to try and knock out some more of this manager training.

I just learned yesterday that all of our team members are actually getting raises, and so now the rate for a level 1 manager is actually very good and competitive. I am considering not doing school next semester and just working as a manager full time. I just don't know how else I'm going to be able to afford to live while working only part time and going to school.

 

[Nas47]

Went ahead and added 10mg N-methyl-cyclazodone. This should hopefully help get me a little more pepped up, I went in to work early to try and knock out some more of this manager training.

I just learned yesterday that all of our team members are actually getting raises, and so now the rate for a level 1 manager is actually very good and competitive. I am considering not doing school next semester and just working as a manager full time. I just don't know how else I'm going to be able to afford to live while working only part time and going to school.

Its hard to quit or even tapper sometimes when you have a lot of work to do.By the way what kinda a stuff is that cyclazodone.Never heard

 

[Jabberwocky]

the more and more I here of lsd the more I want to do it then the next thing I here makes me scared to do it then another that makes me want to then scared etc I mean I loved diazepam even though that's obv nothing like lsd secretly glad I can out though because I probably liked them a bit to much..

If you just want to enjoy it vicariously and safely by just following along with the regular updates from the frontlines that’s fine with me. The reports are almost always truthful (except where memory blanks sometimes filled in with a little guesswork) and are intended to honestly highlight the fuck-ups and stupidity as much as entertain with the adventures.

 

[deficiT]

Its hard to quit or even tapper sometimes when you have a lot of work to do.By the way what kinda a stuff is that cyclazodone.Never heard

Cyclazodone is a stimulant, related to aminorex, 4-mar, and pemoline, it was developed in the 60s, but not used very frequently. N-methyl-cyclazodone is the n-methyl substitution, similar to the relationship between amphetamine and methamphetamine. I have found it to be a useful stimulant and adjunct to my usual dextroamphetamine dose.

 

[Nas47]

Yes remember aminorex thought was used in the past like anti-obesity drug.A long time ago i have seen it in our pharmacopeia.

 

[Ganjcat]

If you just want to enjoy it vicariously and safely by just following along with the regular updates from the frontlines that’s fine with me. The reports are almost always truthful (except where memory blanks sometimes filled in with a little guesswork) and are intended to honestly highlight the fuck-ups and stupidity as much as entertain with the adventures.

Is their not the slightest chance you could go on a mass killing spree only to wake up in a cell with no memory of it?

 

[Ganjcat]

Cyclazodone is a stimulant, related to aminorex, 4-mar, and pemoline, it was developed in the 60s, but not used very frequently. N-methyl-cyclazodone is the n-methyl substitution, similar to the relationship between amphetamine and methamphetamine. I have found it to be a useful stimulant and adjunct to my usual dextroamphetamine dose.

a lot of people swear by stims for wd never tried them for wd myself unless coffee and ciggies count now you mention it though a coffee does help me and it just gives me something to do with my hands, so do ciggies when I'm rattling the more I here about subs the more I think maybe I should have given them a try instead of methadone but I'm just to scared of making a mistake or thinking I'm in wd when I'm not and then putting myself into irreversible 24hour+ withdrawal sounds like a nightmare scenario.

If you don't mind me asking has this ever happened to you @deficiT have you mistook your subs and got out straight into intense withdrawal?

I know it's unlikely but unlikely to me is still possible and possible is to likely for me especially to be put into irreversible wd.. Nothing worse then being in withdrawal and not even being able to remedy it with an opiate fuck that mate... I will stick to methadone.

 

[Ganjcat]

Now I think about it I think mephedrone and cocaine would help me in wd it would certainly give me some energy, but the come down would surely make you feel worse then before you took them especially mcat

True story my name ganjcat is inspired by the drugs cannabis and mcat theirs some trivia about the great ganjcat for you

 

[Ganjcat]

Just had fish and chips from Grimsby, the best chip shop in Leicester people come from all over England to go there and for good reason to can't beat fish and chips even though I rarely actually have fish I'm full as a pig now this pig is gonna roll around in the Beatle and smoke the dragon

 

[Ganjcat]

Being homeless and then either coming home or living with someone else homely you really appreciate things like the chip shop etc and food in general I'm like a snake I slowly eat a big meal that I couldn't eat all at once and slowly digest it

 

[Ganjcat]

Star bar for desert with milk yes mate!

 

[Ganjcat]

Yes remember aminorex thought was used in the past like anti-obesity drug.A long time ago i have seen it in our pharmacopeia.

Stimulants must be the best anti obesity drug ever when I took mephedrone I lost of weight which sucked because I have a nice natural figure and stronger then average for my age and I lost all that with the weight I got it back now but it took a long time of looking after my body and eating properly

 

[Ganjcat]

Yes remember aminorex thought was used in the past like anti-obesity drug.A long time ago i have seen it in our pharmacopeia.

Probably better off just buying mephedrone to be honest a few 3 day earlier benders and watch the fat magically disappear!

 

[Jabberwocky]

Is their not the slightest chance you could go on a mass killing spree only to wake up in a cell with no memory of it?

Even with 30 solid years of stimulant and psychedelic ab/use I have never once been moved to violence while high or recovering from being high.

I did have a couple of psychotic episodes entirely unrelated to drugs (except maybe alcohol). No violence then either.

I don’t think I have psycho rage, anger, or violence in me. I tend to constantly reflexively observing and absorbing and internalising and processing my tendencies towards sociopathic behaviour thus keeping the vast majority of my insanity safely in my head. Batshit crazy on the inside. Solid citizen grandmothers would probably vote for mayor on the outside:

 

[deficiT]

a lot of people swear by stims for wd never tried them for wd myself unless coffee and ciggies count now you mention it though a coffee does help me and it just gives me something to do with my hands, so do ciggies when I'm rattling the more I here about subs the more I think maybe I should have given them a try instead of methadone but I'm just to scared of making a mistake or thinking I'm in wd when I'm not and then putting myself into irreversible 24hour+ withdrawal sounds like a nightmare scenario.

If you don't mind me asking has this ever happened to you @deficiT have you mistook your subs and got out straight into intense withdrawal?

I know it's unlikely but unlikely to me is still possible and possible is to likely for me especially to be put into irreversible wd.. Nothing worse then being in withdrawal and not even being able to remedy it with an opiate fuck that mate... I will stick to methadone.

No, I have never dealt with precipitated withdrawal. As long as you are in withdrawal when you induce the Suboxone, you are fine.

 

[deficiT]

2mg Suboxone
50mg Vyvanse
350mg F-phenibut
1.2g Gabapentin
20mg Methcyclazodone

Continuing to have stomach issues from the sub withdrawal, but at least my bowels are moving again without the use of laxative which is somewhat nice.

Managed to get some school work done last night, blasted off a couple times early this morning on 20 + 30 mg DMT respectively.

Got work coming up, gotta run to the pharmacy and to pick up my mail first, more manager training. I meant to go in earlier to do more training but I really didn't go to bed till early this morning and needed the sleep.

Took 20mg methcyclaz as opposed to the usual 10, just need the extra boost of energy today. Starting to feel a little bit better, I was dangerously suicidal this morning, and that seems to have passed a little bit.

 

[Ganjcat]

No, I have never dealt with precipitated withdrawal. As long as you are in withdrawal when you induce the Suboxone, you are fine.

that's my point though what if your nose became irritated by something and started running and when you feel it running you assume your in wd then you be in precipitated wd? Or maybe I am just over thinking it