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What Was YOUR Morning Fix? v. Special K and Weedies

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Still no fucking post so no K or Zapain Co codamol

So shitty 16 x 8mg codeine and 500mg paracetamol with cold water extraction

Few gulps of Fortisip supliment drink and I couldn't finish it, it's worse than the bitter codeine water lol
 
Good morning everybody.

Over did the clonazolam today.

My last 48 hours have been insane to fights to people reaching out to me losing my phone and then having it magically show up on my door step later in the night when I'm feeling my lowest despite having small amounts of drugs and money (no stims, but I'd like)
3clonzol bars but I'm going thru it mentally. I have plenty left but I'm under no illusion that they're going to last forever.

Lastly a 24oz morning beer. Not mike's or any of my usual shit. Ice beer.

Walking back home.

I hope everyone gets shown love today and if u do quote me
 
60mgs methadone
Bowl of meth
Couple hits of hash
1 gram phenibut
500mgs magnolia bark extract
Winston Black cigs
 
Fuck all, I just heard the postman so I run to the door as I hear him posting a package

Posts it, it's definitely not my K or Zapain, just my leggings I'm going to tie-bleach, when I get bleach, but I still see him stood behind the glass, he's still looking through his pile of letters and parcels, and he posts something else, a letter I'm like "is that it" and stomp off, back to my documentary on "why addicts carry on using" sulking that my drugs ain't arrived
 
Fairy of the Flowers said:
Don't fucking go anywhere near them, they helped really good at first, helped my sleep which was mainly the reason went on them and for anxiety, I put weight on and looked healthy but now I've lost nearly a stone in 2 weeks as I can't eat, mirtazapine is also an appetite stimulant and you crave crabs and can't stop eating Google mirtazapine munchies it's a real thing, not only does it make you crave carbs but it changes the way your body processes them, so even on a diet you'd put on weight I put on loads of weight but it helped my sleep but I did get over 10 stone at one point, I've tried to come off them and take benzos to have a tolerance break from mirtazapine as it poops out on you, but I end up back on them again as its such a good sleeping pill and I get depressed when I stop them but your body gets used to the dose and you take more and more and when you go over 30mg it becomes a stimulating antidepressant, anything below 30mg its sedating, when you first start even half a 15mg pill will knock you out, then you go up and up as your body needs more of it and once you reach 30mg, you go to to doctor who calls an ambulance as its serotonin syndrome

They stopped my mirtazapine and I've had to wean myself off very fast using benzos and Promethazine self medicating and small doses of mirtazapine that I've got left, but the weight is dropping off me and I look like a fucking junky, yes I take drugs but I'm not a junkie anymore lol, but I look so bad that on more than one occasion they pharmacist has asked if I'm there for a methodone script

I can't fucking eat, I've no appetite and I'm self medicating alongside trying to come off Mirtazapine which if look up on any groups it says you need to very slowly by a tiny speck a month like 1mg using the water solution method

Its a mad drug it helps at first then it fucks you right up and you end up with depression when you stop even if you was only put on it for sleep and anxiety like I was, I don't know what to do I'm calling for an appointment over the phone tomorrow, I've been in bed for 2 weeks and it's affecting my fibromyalgia too and I'm not allowed painkillers for that either
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Thank you for the very well explained and very detailed response.

I’m definitely going to stay tf away from mirtazapine.

-4 strong cups of coffee
-75mg diphenhydramine
-400mg cimetidine
-8mg of alprazolam
-9/10 joints
-nicotine
 
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Fairy of the Flowers said:
Bollox I need to stay off that shit and now you say that lol, why didn't you say this months ago lol?
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I swear I did
Young n inebriated said:
-4 strong cups of coffee
-75mg diphenhydramine
-400mg cimetidine
-8mg of alprazolam
-9/10 joints
-nicotine
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Dph in the morning with coffee weed and benzos? Been there before haha you're as fucked up as me 👍
I used to snort dph sometimes alone or mixed with k, fucking hurts tho, not so much is you sniff a small bit of k first and let it soak in though

My morning fix today is yet again just a smoothie
I never have drugs in the morning anymore :'(
 
jhjhsdi said:
I swear I did
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Probably, my memory is terrible mate lol

jhjhsdi said:
I never have drugs in the morning anymore
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I do occasionally if my fucking postie actually brings me them, fucking mail is a joke has been for months, but I post something in the afternoon to my sister and a mate the other day, not drugs, nothing as important as that lol, and they get it the next day lol
 
Young n inebriated said:
I’m definitely going to stay tf away from mirtazapine
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Good, don't even get me started on the fucked up nightmares and night anxiety I had, I don't know what was happening, nightmares causing anxiety and making me withdrawal but to groggy and fucked up from so many zopiclone that I couldn't wake up out of the nightmare, I'm to scared to drop down more of a dose after that shit!
 
I don’t have any food in the house, and I cant drive cuz of my anxiety disorders, so until my girlfriend wakes up, that ain’t an option

Idk how much longer the weed will hold the hunger pains, but it is what it is and I’m very used to fasting anyway

Probably gonna smoke 6-7 more joints
Maybe 3-4 bong rips and probably 2-4 mg more of my alprazolam
 
Young n inebriated said:
I don’t have any food in the house, and I cant drive cuz of my anxiety disorders, so until my girlfriend wakes up, that ain’t an option

Idk how much longer the weed will hold the hunger pains, but it is what it is and I’m very used to fasting anyway

Probably gonna smoke 6-7 more joints
Maybe 3-4 bong rips and probably 2-4 mg more of my alprazolam
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If you have good water. Water does help allot.
 
Hylight said:
If you have good water. Water does help allot.
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I’m already knowing, but thanks for the advice cuz it’s very good advice

and it’s ridiculous how many people don’t know that they should keep their hydration levels in check

they should know if they’re
over hydrated/ dehydrated without needing to guess

Yo be fair I was taught about proper hydration since I was a toddler

I was forced to drink a lot of water as well as the right ratio of electrolytes/water, cuz my father does construction
 
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