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What Was YOUR Morning Fix? v. Special K and Weedies

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Flower Fairy said:
I'd not heard of it till like the 5th time I tried to quit lol, I'd go a week or two then went back on vallies done this so many times, it was worse each time, then I heard of the kindling effect and I was like "it all makes sence now"
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why do you think I've had a massive morphine habit? didn't know that shit until last year i think XD. Everytime i'd come out of rehab I'd relapse after the 3rd day thinking my brain was fresh new. WRONG!
 
geekgrl said:
Bollocks this is not good news for me. Only got off a 0.5g a day 3 year H habit twice this year. this shit is gonna get harder? If only I had good will power and lack of access
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IT GETS HARDER EVERYTIME, especially the psychological dependency gets worse over time cause of all the shit we do while hustling, fucking people over,deceiving, robbing, hurting our relatives.etc. when all that sinks everytime we quit sometimes we are too weak to cope and we end up relapsing harder everytime.
 
nznity said:
IT GETS HARDER EVERYTIME, especially the psychological dependency gets worse over time cause of all the shit we do while hustling, fucking people over,deceiving, robbing, hurting our relatives.etc. when all that sinks everytime we quit sometimes we are too weak to cope and we end up relapsing harder everytime.
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I've learned loads today and I though I knew A LOT from 20 years abusing every drug available. Benzos and opiates are my true love but also my worst downfall. Bit of crack to make me skinter. Damned accessibility and boredom are a bad mix that I'm trying sirt then this COVID shite to ruin all my plans cancel all my work volunteering so it's far too easy.
 
geekgrl said:
I've learned loads today and I though I knew A LOT from 20 years abusing every drug available. Benzos and opiates are my true love but also my worst downfall. Bit of crack to make me skinter. Damned accessibility.
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omg don't talk about accessibility to cocaine cause i can get it 10x cheaper than you, banging quality and only have to walk 4 blocks to get that poison....I don't even buy crack already made, i cook it myself cause cocaine is so abundant here(peru) so u can imagine the quality.
EDIT: 20 times cheaper than you and prob twice the purity from the AVG dealer.
 
nznity said:
omg don't talk about accessibility to cocaine cause i can get it 10x cheaper than you, banging quality and only have to walk 4 blocks to get that poison....I don't even buy crack already made, i cook it myself cause cocaine is so abundant here(peru) so u can imagine the quality.
EDIT: 20 times cheaper than you and prob twice the purity from the AVG dealer.
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If it was that cheap I'd have had it every day, I soon realised it goes too quickly and I have to pay a good £90 a g thats nothing like some stuff someone I had contacrs with brought back from Peru. Theres a lot of shite coke here at a thied of the price, I often dont bother.... Mixed with some nice H I chased that feeling for years now. But the super expensive stuff I had from someones personal peruvian stash (after a visit there) was something I never have experienced again.
 
geekgrl said:
If it was that cheap I'd have had it every day, I soon realised it goes too quickly and I have to pay a good £90 a g thats nothing like some stuff someone I had contacrs with brought back from Peru. Theres a lot of shite coke here at a thied of the price, I often dont bother.... Mixed with some nice H I chased that feeling for years now. But the super expensive stuff I had from someones personal peruvian stash (after a visit there) was something I never have experienced again.
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Ok nvm a g of good shit Is 30x less than that.
 
And I lost my best friend years ago to coke and I still started IV'ing it! How fucked up is that I must have a death wish
 
geekgrl said:
And I lost my best friend years ago to coke and I still started IV'ing it! How fucked up is that I must have a death wish
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Wyen i used to Smash coca i was depressed AND addixted to múltiple substsnces. I totally under stand u i didn't even enjoy it only the first hit. Then it was just pure misery. I totally under stand you. Thank god i dont do that anymore.
 
nznity said:
Wyen i used to Smash coca i was depressed AND addixted to múltiple substsnces. I totally under stand u i didn't even enjoy it only the first hit. Then it was just pure misery. I totally under stand you. Thank god i dont do that anymore.
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I still do it cos I'm a dick, try to keep it once a month but it's hard getting my H dose right now, I've obviously not learned the hard way about this yet. And yeh I'm conscious of not OD ing but I'm stupid
 
geekgrl said:
I still do it cos I'm a dick, try to keep it once a month but it's hard getting my H dose right now, I've obviously not learned the hard way about this yet. And yeh I'm conscious of not OD ing but I'm stupid
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Careful with dat, i stopped iving coke because my heart Started to feel odd. I've had 3 seizures on 0.2 shots, got a kidney infection twice AND had a mini Stroke once. Haven't shot coke since dec last year. Dont think I'll ever do it again. I'm starting to love myself. If u know what i mean. Like someone in rehab told me once, your body Is a temple that you should take care with all Ur heart, stop doing that to yourself. But all i could think at that age, i was immsture as fuck. Was....when the fuck am i getting out of here to enjoy a nice speedball... Take care xx
 
Shit. Ye I needed a few terrible things to happen before I learned how benzos fuck me over. But at least they aren't as dangerous as a IV speed/snow ball. Loving myself is something I've been trying to do a long time but I cycle between love and hate too quickly
 
Me too I'm obsessed with cats, I have one as I don't want him getting jealous of having another cat, I worked at catterys and cat cafes and everything I have pawprint tattoos all down my back and a tattoo on my thigh of my old lady cat who went missing aged 17 but she was poorly and think she went away to die

I got the tattoo while she was still with me though
 
I would love a tattoo but but even at 38 my mum has made it her wish that I don't. Am tempted though.

Good job she doesn't know about the drugs!
 
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