It's always the biggest decision of the day. Opiates or stimulants. If over tired I smoke some A-Php, Pv-8, a drop of water and baking soda applied on to the foil pipe next to me as I sleep on the bed stand. This is done until I am awake enough to shoot fentanyl with out falling right back to sleep. Sometimes , well 2 years ago I always woke with a line of mdpv and 2 two milligram xanax or klonopin, just recently have I found a replacement for mdpv and the fentanyl took the place of methadone after 14 years.
I can't wait until I wake up in heaven and see my girl again.