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distAnTKarmA said:
Day 3 no opioids/kratom at all. I feel like some shit. Mentally I'm feeling a lot clearer but physically, bleh.

Just been working on some music and trying to find a desk/remote job.

I got cut off my health insurance right when I left my construction job to do physical therapy.

I'm starting PT next month, hopefully

60mg Vyvanse
2 cups of coffee
3gs of black seed oil cold pressed
Weed
100mg Hydroxyzine
Nic vape, cig
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Are you trying to quit intentionally?

paranoid android said:
Oh its kratom? Ive never had kratom but i wanna try it sometime
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You have IV morphine so it likely won’t do much for u unless u took a tolerance break. The 7HO tablets might give u a good buzz if u took a whole lot.
 
My morning fix was
700mg Phenibut
6g White Thai Kratom

I'm posting this almost 10 hours after taking those and I feel very minor withdrawal which is huge for me. I was worried after my attempted and failed cold turkey that I would quickly revert back to my old usage but I seem to be making slow progress. I was taking 5g or so every 6-8 hours the past 3 days or so but today I felt fine skipping my evening dose. Gonna keep on pushing thru to my night time dose and take another 6g which will put me at 12 grams today. Considering I was at 30-40GPD just a week or two ago, I'm doing pretty good. Noticing an improved mood and a steadily increasing sex drive with this lowered dose as well
 
5mg of dexamphetamine and a vape.

I woke up in the middle of night with the munchies so I grabbed myself a bowl of cereal and went back to bed. I don't know if that caused an insulin crash or what but I could barely keep my eyes open all day and I ended up falling asleep again in the afternoon. Weird.
 
I was cutting up a gel tab into thirds/quarters, what it be. and the razor blade cut it and both halves went flying somewhere. thought I lost them. Found one shortly after. and spent ten minutes looking for the other and found that

So one quarter pyramid has me pretty lit.
Vaped some weed.
Coffee earlier.
 
Woke up at 4pm today. Couldn't sleep last night and decided not to set an alarm as today was my day off, got called into work for a few hours anyways.

6g White Thai kratom
Nicotine vape

Have my pregabalin locked up in my time safe. Did it 6 days in a row and know that I need to stop now before I develop a dependence, especially considering I also used Phenibut on 2 of those days. Luckily no unpleasantness so far today. I was expecting to have some sort of rebound
 
Morning, everyone. 😎 🌄

It's the usual over here -

Coffee
Nicotine vape
40mg fluoxetine
100mg lamotrigine
5mg apixaban
60mg dxm
150mg methadone later and maybe a joint before work this morning.

Should be a fun one today, calling for a fair bit accumulation of snow, which never happens here so everyone is running around like it's the apocalypse lol.

Hope everyone stays safe, stays warm and has a great day. 😎 ✌️
 
Finally received the meth I was waiting for as well as 100g of Phenibut.

So for breakfast I loaded a big ole' bowl of meth in the oil burner. Gonna try to keep it to this one bowl as I work tomorrow so will be needing a benzo to sleep as is. Gonna weigh out 500mg or so of Phenibut then I should try to find some actual breakfast
 
a cup of strong coffee with line or two of heroin followed by 30mg of meth in gel tab form, perfectly dosed imo

Got pretty much one dose of H left, saving it for as late tonight as I can stand. I want to IV it as the last line of the bag is never satisfying, we’ll see though.
 
Tramadol and Xanax .. maybe a coffee in a little bit (it’s weird I’m not drinking one, don’t know what’s up with me)

*This is officially my 6th day off of 7oh … I was taking A LOT, so this has definitely been the worst time I’ve had with a 7oh withdrawal. I could still feel it even though I was taking extra tramadol, which means I will run out of tramadol. However I don’t do hydromorphone anymore and won’t be doing 7oh again … I might take some regular powder leaf kratom when I run out of tramadol. But by next script of tramadol switching from plain leaf kratom to tram instead of high doses of 7oh to tram, I won’t go through this crazy withdrawal again. So I plan to do that and by my next tramadol script to take moderately and sensibly and cut out kratom for good. I’m trying the best I can. It’s honestly hard with pain and severe PTSD … not making excuses, guess I’m just being honest.

Sorry I’m rambling here guys, thanks if anyone read this

Big hugs mis amigos 💜
 
Sup guys. 😎 🌄

It's just past 8am and I've been awake a whole 10 minutes and I'm drinking my first cup of coffee and luxuriating in the fact that I have nothing to do today, nowhere I have to go. I don't even have to run to the clinic today. I have, for the first time in recent memory and likely for the last time in the foreseeable future, full and clear license to fuck the fuck off today! 🥳

Also it snowed last night so it's all pretty out and stuff. Excellent scenery for a morning joint walk here in a bit. Which that's the overall jist of the day - coffee, weed, methadone and laziness. Yeah.

Hope everyone has a good one. ❤️
 
Tryptamino said:
Are you trying to quit intentionally?


You have IV morphine so it likely won’t do much for u unless u took a tolerance break. The 7HO tablets might give u a good buzz if u took a whole lot.
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No not really, I can't really work and finally just ran out of money and shit.

I put together a couple bucks yesterday and got a kratom shot. Expensive fuckers... Felt a little better but yeah obviously, doesn't last. Just took my last gabapentin.

So, until someone calls me back with a job I guess I'll be subsisting on Vyvanse and LSD, which are cool but for pain, yeah not really
 
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