10 days got passed...so quit Fent....now paws-got some lyrica-about 200mg daily and some pills tramadol/apap combo,which here is otc...even got some sleep
....i am stupid mf no doubt...playing with these shits like toys......no good like that
Hey Naas!!!!! Why do you do this kind of things?
I thought you were a very clever person, but now I doubt it!! Jajajaa im joking
How are you??
Im doing stupid things too. The other day someone( a bastard) gave me some pills of oxy 20mg naloxone 10mg, like 30 pills. And he told me that I could take 10 and crush them then swallow with water. Fuck, in a few seconds my belly was hurting and I thought, fuck shit, I'm fucked because of naloxone cause I take 70mg methadone every day. And yes WDs for 3 hours, and didnt feel nothing for oxy. What a fucking bastard designed these meds? I have to say that WD wasnt very hard but I had to take 2 extra bottles of methadone because I didnt wanted feel like I was. So this week I had 3 doses of methadone less for the week.
After I read heere about this meds and people said that more than 50mg naloxone could lead to WD to opioid addicts, even orally. Its absorved the 1 or 2% of the naloxone. If you crush pills you absorve it all at the same time when you swallow this shit. So be careful with these formulation and dont crush the pills.
Well Then I had 3 days with no methadone but I had these pills. I tried to swallow them like they come and I had no WDs. I managed to divide the pills for the 3 days without methadone. It was the first time that I took Oxy and didnt nothing aboutt it. I read that it lasted 12h, so I took 2 doses per day and it worked but didnt feel any kind of high, I was functional like with methadone. But yesterday I dont know what I did that didnt took 2 doses and I woke up with a very strange feeling , I thought that I was having a restless leg syndrome, but I realised that I was on full WD. I started to take benzos, lyricas, I had only 5 pills left of oxy/nalox, and took all of them. One hour after I was ok but I didnt have more pills for the second dose.
I began to think(yes I sometimes do it) to go drive and get any opioid for the night, but I had 2 pills of 8mg subutex. And I passed all night taking little peaces of buprenorfine, like 0.5mg every hour, and at fourth dose like 1mg, I took total 6mg and didnt sleep anything but not WDs. Thanks bupe.
I stayed allnight at my music studio doing amphets that helped to and ket. Now its 11.14 am and Im going to have my methadone in minutes, when I want to get there. I think Ill do a double dose jajaj these 3 days wasnt the best.
Hugs NaS!!!! YOURE NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO PLAY WITH FIRE
all after I got the baby changed and clothed so she could sleep in longer
