Everybody's brain chemistry is drastically different and some people just get dysfunctional and really intoxicated and on the other end of the spectrum other people get more functional so the faster they get that high in the morning the faster they will be "ready" to start the day
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Added another floricet and SL another 2 Kpins and steady toking that budWell I couldn't sleep at all but that's my life so it is what it is
5-6 grams of quality herbs
Menthols/vaping
75mg diphenhydramine
300mg caffeine
50mg butalbital
3.5mg clonazepam SL
Feeling fuckin greatI hope Y'all have a good day
between the sleep deprivation and the long half life of the butalbital and Klonopin I feel like I'm in a complete hypnotic state and it truly feels amazing but I definitely won't be taking any more today just to be safe
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Raya22
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Morming all. It’s been a minute.
I’ve been craving bad and it would figure because my tax money finally came
I guess it is what it is..
Duloxetine 90mg
Ibuprofen 800mg
Dextroamphetamine 30mg
& as much coffee/cigs as humanly possible.
Missed you all!
I’ve been craving bad and it would figure because my tax money finally came
I guess it is what it is..Duloxetine 90mg
Ibuprofen 800mg
Dextroamphetamine 30mg
& as much coffee/cigs as humanly possible.
Missed you all!
*sigh’* the usual 900mg Pregabalin
Costa Rican instant coffee with 4 sweeteners.
Costa Rican instant coffee with 4 sweeteners.
chris_p
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The worst I've ever done was 6g kratom on a monday morning after a really shitty hangover. Even the idea of smoking weed before work scares me lol
Oh shit lol that makes so much sense as to why you didn't understand if that's all you've ever done
But it's damn good you're not experienced like me or some of the rest of us on this forum
Morning Blueworld
ITS FRIDAY
Which in itself is a problem, money plus weekend plus of time = me getting up to shit but i actually wanted to get some shit done and not waste money so today i took a super high dose, highest i have every taken of methadone to basically deter myself from using any drugs.
150mg methadone
20mg diazepam
few bong hits.
I dont expect to get any recreational value at this dose even though my prescribed maintenance dose is 40mg a day which i already brought down to 30mg a day.
But at least i know trying to use any h now will be useless and more so a waste of money. Maybe i can stock up on some unusual stuff. Maybe i will phone this friend (female) that i ran into the other day and plus she gave me her nr and said phone if you feel like unwinding sometime.
ITS FRIDAY
Which in itself is a problem, money plus weekend plus of time = me getting up to shit but i actually wanted to get some shit done and not waste money so today i took a super high dose, highest i have every taken of methadone to basically deter myself from using any drugs.
150mg methadone
20mg diazepam
few bong hits.
I dont expect to get any recreational value at this dose even though my prescribed maintenance dose is 40mg a day which i already brought down to 30mg a day.
But at least i know trying to use any h now will be useless and more so a waste of money. Maybe i can stock up on some unusual stuff. Maybe i will phone this friend (female) that i ran into the other day and plus she gave me her nr and said phone if you feel like unwinding sometime.
BK38
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Sounds dope, get a female to kick it with you. I'm still in rehab so just codeine, diazepam, an ssri, a neuroleptic and nicotine/caffeine.
lol no females for me, i'll be staying away from them in a while even that friend i wanted to phone i decided against it as i know how its gonna end. most people properly wont complain but me, im not feeling it atm. Gonna resupply or pick my monthly script of methadone (500ml/1000mg) and decided that im gonna add a box of 100 caps of 400mg gabapentin to that script. and maybe treat myself to a ice cold beer. Its already 28 degrees celcius and climbing and stil mid morning. Gonna be a scorcher today
edit: sorry for off topic
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BK38
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Sounds like a nice plan, wish I had some weed. Even CBD would be cool rn. Just went foraging for mushrooms (the non-psychedelic kind) on a hike. We got black truffles that are worth 40 euro a kg. We got 75grams.
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The sound of a man listening to his brain instead of his dick - nice move!
10mg Methylphendiate and 5mg Oxycodone for me this morning
Hoping for a few smooth hours of relaxed concentration with a smidge of pain relief
Morning, peeps. 
Not great, but a better wake up this morning than has been par for the week. Able to keep the predawn existential terror to a minimum, at least.
Starting off our day:
Double Acai Blueberry energy drink mix (240mg caffeine)
Nicotine
40mg fluoxetine
50mg lamotrigine
5mg apixaban
140mg methadone
and some herb, soon.
Heading back to home base from the clinic now, soon start getting ready for a 10am job interview. Truth be told, this might be one of the most menial jobs I've ever applied for, but I don't think I've ever wanted one so badly. Send all positivity, prayers and good vibes this way plz, I'm gonna need it.
Not great, but a better wake up this morning than has been par for the week. Able to keep the predawn existential terror to a minimum, at least.
Starting off our day:
Double Acai Blueberry energy drink mix (240mg caffeine)
Nicotine
40mg fluoxetine
50mg lamotrigine
5mg apixaban
140mg methadone
and some herb, soon.
Heading back to home base from the clinic now, soon start getting ready for a 10am job interview. Truth be told, this might be one of the most menial jobs I've ever applied for, but I don't think I've ever wanted one so badly. Send all positivity, prayers and good vibes this way plz, I'm gonna need it.
BK38
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Best of luck! Break a leg at your job interview!Morning, peeps.
Not great, but a better wake up this morning than has been par for the week. Able to keep the predawn existential terror to a minimum, at least.
Starting off our day:
Double Acai Blueberry energy drink mix (240mg caffeine)
Nicotine
40mg fluoxetine
50mg lamotrigine
5mg apixaban
140mg methadone
and some herb, soon.
Heading back to home base from the clinic now, soon start getting ready for a 10am job interview. Truth be told, this might be one of the most menial jobs I've ever applied for, but I don't think I've ever wanted one so badly. Send all positivity, prayers and good vibes this way plz, I'm gonna need it.
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Good morning!!
And good night for the BLers living at the othes side of the world, have a good rest!
Today 120mg methadone
And amphetamine sulphate
My classic speedball
Amphetamine is really helping me to be more productive. I dont know why I didnt take it before, when I was full depressed. I think it could have helped a lot. Fuck cocaine!! I think I will stay away from it for a long time. Now its 2 years IV coke clean. It is the most dangerous thing I ever did by far. I could be dead easy.
And good night for the BLers living at the othes side of the world, have a good rest!
Today 120mg methadone
And amphetamine sulphate
My classic speedball
Amphetamine is really helping me to be more productive. I dont know why I didnt take it before, when I was full depressed. I think it could have helped a lot. Fuck cocaine!! I think I will stay away from it for a long time. Now its 2 years IV coke clean. It is the most dangerous thing I ever did by far. I could be dead easy.
Morning Blueworld
Its Saturday but i got morning shift today and already was heavy mission this morning at work.
Gonna have another gabapentin day today but think not gonna go so high with the dosages as yesterday. Plus seeing as i have so much extra methadone i also just for the weekend decided to also increased the dosage hoping for just a nice floating day just not as high as yesterday.
100mg methadone
30mg diazepam
1600mg gabapentin ( staggering them again every 40 min till i reach 3200mg)
Sorry for not being online so much yesterday but the gabapentin dose i took yesterday F'd me up completely. I went as high as 4000mg (10x 400mg caps).
As was even still high off it this morning at 2am when i got up to go to the toilet and found myself still stumbling around like a drunk person. So today i think im gonna go as high as 3200mg and stop there and see how i feel compared to yesterday.
Its Saturday but i got morning shift today and already was heavy mission this morning at work.
Gonna have another gabapentin day today but think not gonna go so high with the dosages as yesterday. Plus seeing as i have so much extra methadone i also just for the weekend decided to also increased the dosage hoping for just a nice floating day just not as high as yesterday.
100mg methadone
30mg diazepam
1600mg gabapentin ( staggering them again every 40 min till i reach 3200mg)
Sorry for not being online so much yesterday but the gabapentin dose i took yesterday F'd me up completely. I went as high as 4000mg (10x 400mg caps).
As was even still high off it this morning at 2am when i got up to go to the toilet and found myself still stumbling around like a drunk person. So today i think im gonna go as high as 3200mg and stop there and see how i feel compared to yesterday.
Super proud that you dropping the coke from your regime. respect.
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