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40mg levomethadone
2mg ksalol like da baws
15mg oxa<epam
Coffee
Cigs
Snus
50mg testosterone in gel form

@Coffeeshroom love you man, glad that you are back and doing better brother :heart3::heart9:
Glad to be back, I missed the family I have here. And weird as it sounds you guys give me some kind of accountability of my actions making me think twice on the decisions I make. Much love and respect

@elgoucho9 that cup of coffee looks damn good. Makes me remember my good ol days of working at the coffee shack making coffee from scratch every day by hand.
 
Today's a bit different:

- 240mg Morph
- Started smoking something called "Knaster" (cherry taste) to break my habit of smoking tobacco. Tastes good but doesn't burn that well.
- Sheep milk (yeah I'm being serious here. This stuff tastes absolutely awesome. Has a naturally sweet taste that is very distinct but expensive as fuck!)
- Wasting time on Bitchute. I actually wanted to do something productive today...read a couple more pages from Ennoy Freye's "Opioide in der Medizin". Currently on page 96.
 
My morning routine is pretty simple these days. Out of bed before the sun, everyday. Some water, a few smokes (cowboy killers of course) and a few puffs of good flower or live resin depending on how Iโ€™m feeling.

A few months ago my morning routine was vastly different.

Stay good yโ€™all
 
My morning fix was 600mg pregablin. Pretty fucked up from last night still i had 1200mg so i've had to have 2 cups of strong coffee to straighten me out a bit. Typing even is a mission. I have a meeting with addiction counseller today aswell. So need to be straight but also i don't want to be anxious. I suffer from severe social anxiety.

I have some diaz. But i'm thinking that would be a mad move before the addiction counseller.

Head is really not in a good place since one of my mates died exactly one year ago. And yesterday was the anniversary of my uncles death. Struggling is not the word. Trying my best to keep it together.
 
Today's a bit different:

- 240mg Morph
- Started smoking something called "Knaster" (cherry taste) to break my habit of smoking tobacco. Tastes good but doesn't burn that well.
- Sheep milk (yeah I'm being serious here. This stuff tastes absolutely awesome. Has a naturally sweet taste that is very distinct but expensive as fuck!)
- Wasting time on Bitchute. I actually wanted to do something productive today...read a couple more pages from Ennoy Freye's "Opioide in der Medizin". Currently on page 96.
Sheep milk, muy interesante โ€ฆ I would try it
 
45mg levomethadone
I'll try out Levomethadone next week (liquid solution). I made an arrangement with one of the other patients to exchange one of my morph pills for 6ml of his Polamidon. Gonna slam that bitch and tell ya how it was. If it feels even better than my morph, then I'll tell my doc to switch my prescription to Polamidon because shooting up these Substitol pills is not only dangerous but the preparation sucks.
 
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