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Man, bill hicks was fkn godly. Too bad he died so young60mg Vyvanse
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Listening to a Bill Hicks comedy special and preparing to go to work in a couple hours.
^Lucid I am fascinated by your documented decent into benzo addiction. I know you said you played around for 15 years without addiction. But enjoying the honeymoon stage now. But I see you keep it light. That is probably the smartest thing you can do, not start just taking handfuls. You are knowledgeable though so your good to go. In other words you know all the rules by now and the fire from the ice.15 mg methadone (pills) 1.5 mg Xanax. 25 mg thc edible.
I had bad sciatica and a herniated disc long ago. Had to have a brutal surgery. And this period in my life was marked by major IV opioid and everything else abuse. It's horrible pain...but I can tell you my surgery cured my back and I have a very strong back now.^Lucid I am fascinated by your documented decent into benzo addiction. I know you said you played around for 15 years without addiction. But enjoying the honeymoon stage now. But I see you keep it light. That is probably the smartest thing you can do, not start just taking handfuls. You are knowledgeable though so your good to go. In other words you know all the rules by now and the fire from the ice.
Me I had kratom, (I take it daily), 1800 mgs of gabapentin, first time in a week so it hits. And I will add an edible and have a smoke.
But I have sciatica killing me these last few days. I was screaming last night when I could not get away from the pain. I am icing my ass praying to God to let it pass. It takes a lot to make me wimper, and a bad sciatica scene will make me wimper. When I use to suffer from cluster headaches I would wimper and almost cry too. But I outgrew those (yes it is true cluster headaches can be outgrown, I had them for years in Spring and Summer and when I hit 45 they stopped)
That is good to hear. A success surgery. Yeah no surgery for me. It clears for long periods. I have had it for years and only mention it to my doc who says take the gabapentin (which I do but once a week lol) and do some stretches.I had bad sciatica and a herniated disc long ago. Had to have a brutal surgery. And this period in my life was marked by major IV opioid and everything else abuse. It's horrible pain...but I can tell you my surgery cured my back and I have a very strong back now.
Yea I really hate living in a country where safe pharma or at least quality controlled opioids aren't easily accessible.That is good to hear. A success surgery. Yeah no surgery for me. It clears for long periods. I have had it for years and only mention it to my doc who says take the gabapentin (which I do but once a week lol) and do some stretches.
And I for sure get in the fuck it and who cares. (I think that is healthy though!) I will admit I like that you are enjoying the honeymoon stage. I wish I liked benzos. I hardly take them but do for sleep. The other night I did take 300 mgs of gabapentin, 600 mgs of ibuprofen, 1 mgs of etizolam and edible and smoke to sleep. Just in the thick of the sciatica stage. But it will clear. It always does. But that is how I would use a benzo. I never pushed it. I do know opiate honeymoon stages that is for sure. We are chemical factories. Of course we we take things. Availability being the only concern.