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7.30am - 2mg clonazepam and 1mg etizolam
9.00am 95mg methadone
10am - 2mf clonazepam and 600mg pregabalin
10.50 - 1mg etizolam

An bit frivolous of me, but having a Wednesday slump.

Just wisti had some easily available stims except cocaine.
Anyone rate madafinil @ghostfreak? How is it for appetite suppressant?
At the start Modafinil reduced my appetite so much but now it just makes me angry and mad mood swings so I use it sparingly.
 
Kratom and a cappuccino.
I'm traveling by train and there's a bunch of people coughing here, fucking hell I don't want to catch covid right now. Fuck these people, it should at least be mandatory for them to take codeine/dxm or any kind of antitussive if then want to take public transport while sick...
 
Man it's been a while since my last login. Like a lil over a year... Life's been crazy but I'm glad to be back. I love bluelight and have always felt very comfortable here. Anyways,
This Morning
~90mgs methadone
~quarter gram of meth smoked
~ couple hits of weed mixed in a roll your own cig
~roll your own cigs
~probiotics,vit c, niacin, magnolia bark extract
 
Do you take pregabalin every day? And do you take that amount all at once? I thought pregabs should be taken 3-600mg at a time max or you're wasting some, as the body can only metabolise so much at a time.
Gabapentin only. I dont think theres much difference In stacking or takin all pregabs at once.
 
Do you take pregabalin every day? And do you take that amount all at once? I thought pregabs should be taken 3-600mg at a time max or you're wasting some, as the body can only metabolise so much at a time.
No def not every day. Once a week or twice a month since I got back to my hell hole of a work place.
 
15mg Adderall
200mg Tianeptine
2g Phenibut
Bang energy drink
Maverick menthols

It's been kind of a tough past week since stopping benzos, although I'm feeling a lot better at this point. I had court yesterday for my "driving on a revoked license" charge from April. Unfortunately it's sounding like they're threatening jail time, possibly a suspended sentence. Luckily, at least I qualified for a court appointed attorney this time, but yeah, I'm definitely sweating about this. I should be having my last drug screen, and completing my ASAP classes in order to complete the probation I've been on since last August over the next month or so.

Shit is annoying. I felt like I had made so much progress and the courts are going to undo it over me driving to literally just support myself. It's also impossible to get a hold of the motor vehicle administration in the state my license is from, as they had revoked it for some unrelated bullshit. Everything is just fuckass right now.
 
10 mg methadone with a low tolerance and just being on it a week prior to clean time. 1mg xanax

10 mg thc tincture.

Still not feeling much of anything better not be tomeremc going up.
 
15mg Adderall
200mg Tianeptine
2g Phenibut
Bang energy drink
Maverick menthols

It's been kind of a tough past week since stopping benzos, although I'm feeling a lot better at this point. I had court yesterday for my "driving on a revoked license" charge from April. Unfortunately it's sounding like they're threatening jail time, possibly a suspended sentence. Luckily, at least I qualified for a court appointed attorney this time, but yeah, I'm definitely sweating about this. I should be having my last drug screen, and completing my ASAP classes in order to complete the probation I've been on since last August over the next month or so.

Shit is annoying. I felt like I had made so much progress and the courts are going to undo it over me driving to literally just support myself. It's also impossible to get a hold of the motor vehicle administration in the state my license is from, as they had revoked it for some unrelated bullshit. Everything is just fuckass right now.
Sorry about the problems. I they purposely make it impossible to come back from charges.

My NA sponsor....who is 13 years clean including from alcohol...FiNaLLY just got the stupid breathalyzer shit removed from his car after thousands of dollars of fighting and BS fees....the man has been clean for 13 years and sponsored and helped so many addicts and they still fuck his life up with this burrecratic scam bullshit.

What type of benzo habbit are you a week clean from? Like how much use for how long?
 
gonna do a whole mg of bzd with dinner to try to build tolerance.
i know this sounds stupid as hell but to me it is necessary.
know imma be passed out hope i dont faceplant.
 
Sorry about the problems. I they purposely make it impossible to come back from charges.

My NA sponsor....who is 13 years clean including from alcohol...FiNaLLY just got the stupid breathalyzer shit removed from his car after thousands of dollars of fighting and BS fees....the man has been clean for 13 years and sponsored and helped so many addicts and they still fuck his life up with this burrecratic scam bullshit.

What type of benzo habbit are you a week clean from? Like how much use for how long?
I was taking about 3-5mg bromazolam daily for a few months. I might have had a break or two, short periods of not using any in the middle there. But yeah, I was in the hospital with my gf for almost a month, and then pretty much right after that we had an unexpected death in the family, so I think my consumption was just snowballing without me even thinking about it.
 
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