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Scheduled my final exam to get my state license. Sadly, it's not till like the 23rd of this month, so that's two more weeks I've got to muddle through no income, and then hope to God that I pass the exam.

Anyway, for me it's basically the usual:
16mg Suboxone
50mg Vyvanse (just talked to my psychiatrist, luckily he increased my dose to 60, so that should help on my next refill)
1.2g Gabapentin
Monster energy
Maverick menthols
Several shots of Burnett's vodka

Last night fucking sucked man. Everything's alright now I guess. I don't really wanna get into it, other than just mentioning that I'm kind of in a rough spot mentally right now.

I think it'll be fine, but, I'm kinda just trying to muddle through the day and get better. Ah, well.
*hugs* it's gonna b k brooo, things are looking bright upon ahead ๐Ÿ’ฏ๐Ÿคœ๐Ÿค›๐Ÿค˜
 
My usualy meds-diazepam 15mg,lyrica 75mg,subs-2mg(2 in the afternoon too),last joint.......and yeahhh shroom day-0.5g.The morning was wonderful,sunny and i got pretty nice semi-tripping.Good day-alive and well.Thanks God!
 
I did just take 300 mics. I had 500 in hand. Felt unsure, decided to abort to another time.

Then I thought...compromise. 300 it was.

Already wasted on lots of weed and kava. Barely slept forever.
 
16mg Suboxone
60mg Vyvanse
1.2g Gabapentin
Strawberry chobani yogurt
Maverick menthols
Mountain dew

Headed off to WORK (finally). I lined up some gardening work for a few days here and there, with a friend's cousin whom I used to work with.

So now I'll be out busting my ass in the blistering cold all day. At least I bundled up in layers.

That's right, no one can actually call me lazy.

Happy Tuesday, fellow rapscallions.
 
16mg Suboxone
60mg Vyvanse
1.2g Gabapentin
Strawberry chobani yogurt
Maverick menthols
Mountain dew

Headed off to WORK (finally). I lined up some gardening work for a few days here and there, with a friend's cousin whom I used to work with.

So now I'll be out busting my ass in the blistering cold all day. At least I bundled up in layers.

That's right, no one can actually call me lazy.

Happy Tuesday, fellow rapscallions.
Come bacj safe. Keep busy to stay warm. And keep spirit.
 
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16mg Suboxone
60mg Vyvanse
1.2g Gabapentin
2 shots of vodka
Monster Energy
Maverick menthols
Strawberry yogurt

Got work again today. It's nice having something to do with my time, it definitely helps feeling productive. Luckily my boss gave me some money up front, I def needed it in order to have gas to get to work.

But damn, I'm definitely sore af this AM, I'm sure tomorrow will be even worse, but hey it's a good workout.

Happy hump day varmints
 
Rising up about 15 minutes before the sun is kinda sweet cause you get to drink coffee/tea just as it gets lighter.

Pregab.
3 am summer time is a wicked time to drop 500 mics you know.

The dawn comes on with the onset and the whole day is crazy, but more challenging than say 11-12 pm drop.
 
16mg Suboxone
60mg Vyvanse
1.2g Gabapentin
2 shots of vodka
Monster Energy
Maverick menthols
Strawberry yogurt

Got work again today. It's nice having something to do with my time, it definitely helps feeling productive. Luckily my boss gave me some money up front, I def needed it in order to have gas to get to work.

But damn, I'm definitely sore af this AM, I'm sure tomorrow will be even worse, but hey it's a good workout.

Happy hump day varmints
When I started age 18 as dustman then, my muscles were broken with lactic after 3 days.

Within weeks, I was so fit. Felt better in every way in life round the clock.

It's a pain = gain thing you're on to. Keep going man and credit to you for getting out there.

I bet you will be sleeping more log like too soon, drug or no drug.


On topic. Up early, good weed vaporizing session, two strong coffees, 5 mg's Etiz in 2 seperate doses.

And Kava. It's essential for me whether I fancy it or not.

I have incredibly severe nerve damage based anxiety and oversensitivity.

Kava does actually work wonders on melting my ultra conscious panic state.

Kadavu from Fiji this a.m. Very hypnotic one.

Oh, and an edible dose just now.
 
60mg Vyvanse
1.2g Gabapentin
Glass of chardonnay
L&M menthols
Monster energy drink
Coffee

Back to work today, we're mulching most of the bed and cleaning out the rest of the beds we didn't finish yesterday. Probably going to rain and cut the day short. At least I'll be getting my first real paycheck today, she's at least giving me half of my paycheck from this pay period today instead of waiting till next Friday since she knows I'm broke. So luckily, it should be about enough to carry me through next week.

Things are well enough at home, I'm kinda trying to build up a filter to repel some of my gf's annoying snark and snappiness. I know she doesn't mean anything by it and that she loves me, but it can still be pretty frustrating.

Oh well, going to finish my tax return today so should have some real, real money shortly to catch me back up on bills, then got my student loan refund coming soon as well.

Things are sorta looking up!
 
2.5g phenibut
Lots of coffee
A little baggie with probably 10mg crystal meth that I rinsed and drank.
Not sure if it was placebo but I felt it. It was very good stuff.

No methadone this morning cos I thought it would be a good idea to drink/plug it lastnight... meh allmit does is hold me these days. Time to start tapering down I think.
 
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