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plumbus-nine said:
15g Maeng Da red vein
300mg pregabalin
1 coffee
2 balls of coca leaves (with baking soda, the taste makes me nauseous even though Kava is worse for me.)

Looking forwards to receiving my orders of RCs, and finally dissociatives and real stims again.

@deficiT Yeah, dissociatives and specially the MXE-esque ones are the best anxiolytics I know of, they surpass benzos imo, not by the potency but by that they're actually stimulants instead of depressants, this is an unique combination. Memantine unfortunately doesn't match by far, it's also anxiolytic but not so completely than MXE.

Do you find stims (Vyvanse) and DMXE to be synergetic? Sometimes I felt like I lack stimulation when doing a lot of dissociatives and added a stim when available but I also read that this increases neurotoxicity. Possibly would emoxypine abolish this, will be anoither experiment - for science, ya know. Emoxypine protects against dopamine autooxidation and thus free radicals.
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Yeah, I definitely do think there is some sort of synergy between dissociatives and stimulants, I guess maybe from the dopamine activity. This can definitely lead into manic overstimulation easily, especially with the PCP analogues, and I've seen the combo send me down a pretty difficult spiral a couple times, and I also lost a good friend/mentor to the combo. My friend's dad who was kinda my intro to the RC game back in the day, lost him in 2014, to an overdose of some unknown combination of substances. He had been slowly losing his grip for a while at that point.

One of my favorite speedball combos used to be 3hopcp and methamphetamine IVed. That definitely was a very euphoric, heady combo when slammed, amazing rush.

I've got another disso on hand at the moment, some HXE, probably only enough for one or two uses though. As well I'll have some NEH and aphip soon, so I'm looking forward to diving into that.
 
200mg Tramadol (IR)
225mg Pregabalin
4mg Alprazolam
10mg Amitriptyline
Coke and Oxy's didn't turn up the fucking mail systems still up the creek.

If I sill smoked and drank alcohol, this list would go on like Ariston...

 
60mg Vyvanse
300mg Gabapentin
200mg Pregabalin
50mg Hydroxyzine
Monster energy
Maverick menthols

Didn't sleep a fucking bit last night. Shit sucked, probably didn't fall asleep until maybe 230, with my alarms set for 4 and 430, snoozed right on through all of them and overslept for work. Fucking annoying getting back into the swing of things getting up early and all that.

Tensions still seem to be at a high being cooped up where we're at. I'm so over it. I just want a place to live. It's infuriating and difficult.
 
On my cup of coffee.
Fap
Ganja Fruity Pebble square
Cup of activia
Gatorade

Don't beat yourself up or anything is my motto. But it's been bad. Nothing seems to satisfy this sexual dragon. Alcohol helps to drown it.
 
60mg Vyvanse
Monster Energy, fuggin watermelon one I forgot my regular one at home this morning and the store was out, so had to buy this one on the way, actually isn't bad
Maverick menthols

Getting started pulling in some cable for the job I'm working at, fun stuff. It's funny how it's like riding a bike, just a week back to it and I'm already directing guys on the process of pulling stuff in. It's frustrating because you expect people to at least know the basics, but this is the way we learn I reckon.
 
Nicotine, valium, vicodin, marijuana, ecstasy and alcohol,
marijuana, valium, vicodin, marijuana, ecstasy and alcohol
cocaine !


Just Kidding !! I actually forgot at this point. Lol.
 
40mg valium and its 2:15am so yeah not working, and I was on 30mg FUCK, taper not going to well, why do I always do CT off opioids and rapid taper off vallies, I can't do slow tapers, having them in my draw next to my bed is to tempting
 
Hippy Flower Fairy said:
40mg valium and its 2:15am so yeah not working, and I was on 30mg FUCK, taper not going to well, why do I always do CT off opioids and rapid taper off vallies, I can't do slow tapers, having them in my draw next to my bed is to tempting
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Well one-two days 10mg up is not a big deal.just following days try to follow your schedule.Important is,that you have the desire to tapper
 
Tea always (Good quality black, sugar, milk)
Cigarettes always
Anti-depressant 20mg (SSRI - useless but the withdrawals suck)
Thyroid hormone 100mg

Today: What's left of meth
 
Im currently in the hospital because of an infection caused by IV drug use. I get 1mg lorazepam and 80mg Oxycontin (some crap generic) three times a day, also have my own supply of OC80 and a ltittle cocaine and some ketamine. Yesterday they set up this thing that's supposed to last the remaining month or so of my treatment (6x a day IV antibiotics, also have a shitton of bloodwork done so this can be used for that too.

Where has this thing been my whole life? No need for needles anymore, just this rubber thing from my bicep apparently really close to my heart. So of course my morning fix was a little speedball (oxy and coke) injected into this thing. :rolleyes: I guess I'll be playing a little with the ketamine today,I've always wanted to try ketamine as a drip, could maybe sneak some into the bag next time they give me the antibiotics? :unsure::LOL:
 
Thanks a lot, I'm already feeling a lot better since being admitted. Probably won't go through with sneaking ketamine into the antibiotic drip, just sounded like a fun idea. But its asking for trouble..
 
Nas47 said:
Well one-two days 10mg up is not a big deal.just following days try to follow your schedule.Important is,that you have the desire to tapper
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Thanks, yeah tonight I'm down to 35mg,while I wait for them to kick in I go on here lol, don't normally break them in half as they're not scored down the middle but snapped okay, let's see how the 35mg works
 
Hippy Flower Fairy said:
Thanks, yeah tonight I'm down to 35mg,while I wait for them to kick in I go on here lol, don't normally break them in half as they're not scored down the middle but snapped okay, let's see how the 35mg works
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Mine valiums are also without breaking line,but they crushed easily on two equal halfs.
 
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