Don't have to work outside 'till Friday, so I went on bit of a small coke and benzo bender from friday till yesterday, though I ate and slept and even saved coke for today and have a little more more saved for another day...it was ~70% purity Peruvian Fish Scale bought straight from the Peruvians, half a gram of this shit lasts me a couple of days.....anyways
I woke up at 16:40, after hitting the bathroom I loaded up on benzos (have a hefty tolerance):
17pmish 1 bump (~50mg) of good peruvian fish scale cocaina after 4mg alprazolam 20mg diazepam 10mg lorazepam 4mg clonazepam and 12mg bromazepam with 600mg lyrica 30mg zolpidem (it doesn't get me to sleep and it doesn't enhance the weed effect no more, but sometimes it does, and it's great if you're gonna be doing coke imo but I'm a weirdo that does stimulants only on benzos , used to be only on opioids but quit)....too bad I forgot my Cimetidine at the studio and they don't sell it here so brought me loads of those generics CVS/Wal-Greens ones otherwise I'd have taken it first thing
17:15isn went and got me some croissants and did some groceries, mostly milk, yogurts and cereals...no alcohol which now I regret.haven't been eating and pre-loaded on lope, but my stomach feels better than when I'm sober
17:40 came back and rolled a spliff (80% weed 20% toasted Dunhill Toabocco) of some G-13 with a sprinkle of Amnesia Haze and Charas, was too strong because of the coke, even though it was mostly indica that amnesia haze, which is one of my fav strains made it too strong so I on;ly smoked 1/3rd could feel the zolpidem 'buzz'
18:00 had 0,7 of great cocaine, so said fuck it been bumping and saving let's do a fat 150mg line....was great ut then got a little paranoid so I took 90mg Midazolam (6 Dormicum Tablets, 4mg alprazolam, and 30mg diazepam oh and 1mg SL clonazepam...hiosicapine since my stomach was kinda queasy
18:10till 20
Cocaine in various amounts and playing the bass out loud in my recording studio and doing big fat lines I knew where a waste I didn't need but it felt so money that I made myself think I was from New Zealand...I pushed it too far I think, luckily I was on all those benzos and the cut is inactive, no ephedrine, no caffeine, no amps.......I still have some left for another day, with real coke you don't do huge ass lines....I've been doing bumps and preaching that since friday but today I went a little berserk
20-21:30I took more benzos and zolpidem to comedown, I don't remember which ones and the amounts, finished the J from the bathroom and rolled another 80/20 g-13/dunhill spliff, smoked felt much better, made phone calls
21:30 335mg pregabline and 2mg alprazolam and more hiosicapine
22:00 another g-13 J
22:30 hit the kitchen, too lazy too cook so I;m just eating yogurth and cereal since then
well my morning is the evening....if I find enough local currency I'll try and procure some wine or beer if my stomach allows, I'll keep on eating dairy in the meantime and I'm gonna update later cause I'm gonna pop more hypnotic and short acting benzos and the usual suspects as well
so today so far in alphabetical order :
Alprazolam
Bromazepam
Cannabis (have G-13 and Amnesia Haze, like having an Indica four relaxation and a Sativa like Moby Dick or Amnesia to get things done when I'm nor doing coke, which is like very rare, I'm much more of a stoner/downer guy, but quit opioids after 13 years of use)
Charas Hash
Clonazepam
COCAINA PERUANA DE LA BUENA Y RE BARATA!
Diazepam
Hisicapine
Lorazepam
Midazolam
Pregabaline
Zolpidem
Dunno if it's the coke or the benzo tolerance but i feel more awake and normal now....i might smoke another J and go to bed and read bluelight from my ipad....I haven't smoked cigarettes in days, nor drank alcohol, I have cigs and really bad cheap wine a guest left, but I'd rather dose more benzos....fuck let's do all the Midazolam remaining!!