tentram
Ex-Bluelighter
200mg IV morphine at like 5am this morning not long before another Rugby League World Cup game was televised on tv. i was nodding throughout it but i caught most of the game, thank fuck. yahaha.
Thanks much app. I would be a mess at work but by the work of zeus I have till the 9th off, so I have time to detox..buuuttt I get paid on the 4th and knowing myself I'll prolly get high, or at least buy some kratom which I found out works for wd, there's a head shop Right next to my bank... so yeah. But I'm on day 5 and should feel worst but have consumed a lot of kratom. In the last 24 hours, took my last dose around noon and jus been sleeping and youtube in it all day, 2moro I know I'll be in hellTo the postee above hang in there man things will be alright an suicide should never be the answer. Its all only momentary soon you will feel better maybe by dose or even kicking it eventually.
My withdrawls have made me a mess at work due to social anxiety and workin for a company that sees hundreds of different people every day.
I want to cut the shit but at the same time I'm always wanting to get high..
220ish mg Done. Should get me alright for the morning... im a hypermetaboliser
When he said 220mgs I think he was referring to the Ibuprofen/Codeine combo. So that kind of dose isn't really anything to worry about, at least opiate-wise; all that Ibuprofen probably more dangerous. And I do find it ironic you're questioning somebody for being on a high methadone dose while you're using heroin, a drug cut with whatever and sold on the street, usually slammed by addicts. Even if he was taking 220mg of methadone a day (which I don't think he is, because if he was he probably wouldn't give a fuck about codeine!) I'd feel more confident with his safety than yours.I can never believe when I see these kinds of doses. As a bluelighter u have to know what your doing to yourself. How do u ever plan to get off methadone? The pain is going to be extreme and long lasting you are completely saturating your opiate receptors times 10.
Im not sure if I sound mean but I am just curious about what u think about taking this kind of dose and your plan for the future?
Ot: for me .25 of heroin babyyyyy and lots of coffee cause I am highhh an have to do a lesson today haha
I know exactly how you feel man. Hope you're able to score something to help you out. It's tough when your medicine is also recreational.My withdrawls have made me a mess at work due to social anxiety and workin for a company that sees hundreds of different people every day.
I want to cut the shit but at the same time I'm always wanting to get high..
5mg amphetamine sulphate - Plugged
200mg heroin -IV
5mg diazepam - SL
coffee and cigs
EDIT: wow i forgot how great plugging regular amphetamine feels. almost better than smoking or snorting meth IMO...