Skipped my methadone so I've shot a half gram of heroin. Just fixed up a 0.3g shot and smoked a few bowls of Hashplant, feeling absolutely GGGRRREAT! %)
Finally got that dizzying, pins n' needles, and undeniably-heroin rush from my last shot... Been awhile since I've had one of those. (been on MMT for 2 + months)
Feeling stoned and DOPEIATED at the moments, putting back a few Vanilla cokes. Could definitely take some diazepam though, and it's a personal rule to always take my valium sublingually haha
59 mgs of the 'done and .125 mg of xanax, almost done with my taper feels good to be gettin off the benzos happy i stuck with it and didnt give up...im in the home stretch almosssttt there!!
And a pina tamale.
Finished the semester yesterday, so happy. Celebrated w a nice lil shot last night but then had horrible dreams i was in withdrawal. It felt so real..HORRIBLE .