Sp4rky
Bluelighter
starting the morning off feeling very calm from the K-hole yesterday, some weed & just chilling for now.
Have a weird situation tonight, will be going out with 2 of my close friends, all three of us are in a āgiven up trying to regulate our substance useā type of vibe currently, but theyāre heavy drinkers and Iāve never liked alcohol, so Iām still deciding on the chemical soup I would like to have for tonight.
Even more complicated because this girl Iāve had kinda a crush on, will be coming as well and I have no idea where she stands on hard drugs so uhhh, either will be an awesome night or a āhaving to secretly sneak off to the bathrooms to do lines without arousing suspicionsā type of night, which I hate tbh. Or I could try just going with the alchohol, but ughhh, I donāt get the drinking culture at all, it just makes me sick and dizzy and it has shitty interactions with most other drugs, so itās just a pain really.
Hope yāall having a nice weekend so far
Have a weird situation tonight, will be going out with 2 of my close friends, all three of us are in a āgiven up trying to regulate our substance useā type of vibe currently, but theyāre heavy drinkers and Iāve never liked alcohol, so Iām still deciding on the chemical soup I would like to have for tonight.
Even more complicated because this girl Iāve had kinda a crush on, will be coming as well and I have no idea where she stands on hard drugs so uhhh, either will be an awesome night or a āhaving to secretly sneak off to the bathrooms to do lines without arousing suspicionsā type of night, which I hate tbh. Or I could try just going with the alchohol, but ughhh, I donāt get the drinking culture at all, it just makes me sick and dizzy and it has shitty interactions with most other drugs, so itās just a pain really.
Hope yāall having a nice weekend so far
