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šŸ¤ Cultural šŸ¤ What Was Your Morning Fix v. Hit The Bottle & Go Right To The Rock

starting the morning off feeling very calm from the K-hole yesterday, some weed & just chilling for now.

Have a weird situation tonight, will be going out with 2 of my close friends, all three of us are in a ā€˜given up trying to regulate our substance use’ type of vibe currently, but they’re heavy drinkers and I’ve never liked alcohol, so I’m still deciding on the chemical soup I would like to have for tonight.

Even more complicated because this girl I’ve had kinda a crush on, will be coming as well and I have no idea where she stands on hard drugs so uhhh, either will be an awesome night or a ā€˜having to secretly sneak off to the bathrooms to do lines without arousing suspicions’ type of night, which I hate tbh. Or I could try just going with the alchohol, but ughhh, I don’t get the drinking culture at all, it just makes me sick and dizzy and it has shitty interactions with most other drugs, so it’s just a pain really.

Hope y’all having a nice weekend so far :)
 
Good morning. šŸ˜Ž šŸŒ„

SSDD; enjoying a moment's predawn peace before off to the races again lol.

5mg apixaban
60mg fluoxetine
100mg lamotrigine
.1mg clonidine
400mg gabapentin
49mg methadone
and a mixed joint of Lamb's Bread and my last bit of Biscotti Pancakes before I hit the road. šŸ‘

Hope everyone has a nice, chill Saturday. āœŒļø ā¤ļø
 
Good morninggg, finally having a decent day after feeling like shit

I seriously have to remember I hate alchohol and alchohol hates me. It makes me feel so sick for 3 days straight afterwards and it sucks cuz I only feel I drank too much like 8 hours afterwards when I start violently throwing up for hours on end lol. Don’t get how society somehow landed on alchohol as the hard drug that ā€˜isn’t a real drug’, bullshit, even a shitty speed, 3-mmc and tramadol speedball made me feel less awful. It’s probably all the meds I’m on, alchohol mixes well with absolutely nothing.

So far starting the day with some 0.39g speed, will try to be productive so I can relax more the rest of the week.

And omw to make some coffee rn, hope y’all having a good one :)
 
Good morning everyone. šŸ˜Ž šŸŒ„

Finally getting over a sickness that put me out of commission for a couple days, feeling my normal self again. It's the usual morning routine today, getting ready for the madhouse work is sure to be playing catchup.

Coffee ā˜•ļø
Nicotine vape, watermelon flavor šŸ‰
5mg apixaban
60mg fluoxetine
100mg lamotrigine
400mg gabapentin
.1mg clonidine
1.5g lion's mane
47mg methadone
and a joint of Lamb's Bread on my way out the door in a bit.

Been feeling the last couple drops on my methadone taper kinda hard, but I reach my halfway point in 3 weeks, so I plan on taking a one week break on the drop to stabilize a little. Keeping on keeping on. šŸ™‚

Hope everyone has a great day, stay safe. āœŒļø ā¤ļø
 
Good morninggg, finally having a decent day after feeling like shit

I seriously have to remember I hate alchohol and alchohol hates me. It makes me feel so sick for 3 days straight afterwards and it sucks cuz I only feel I drank too much like 8 hours afterwards when I start violently throwing up for hours on end lol. Don’t get how society somehow landed on alchohol as the hard drug that ā€˜isn’t a real drug’, bullshit, even a shitty speed, 3-mmc and tramadol speedball made me feel less awful. It’s probably all the meds I’m on, alchohol mixes well with absolutely nothing.
:)
Alcohol is a hard drug imo. It's harsher on your body and mind than heroin or methamphetamine (in my opinion, but that's also based on fact), potentially deadly to withdraw from, and capable of producing weird and unpredictable effects.

As for me, I gotta say that opiate and methamphetamine mornings are the best mornings. I just smoked some clear, then heated up my metal tooter (mouthpiece safely covered with rubber) to hit the residue within. Well, there must have been some fentanyl in there because I am feeling quite fine right now.

Time to add some gabapentin and the usual methadone dose to the mix. Also haribo starmix and maybe some tobacco?
 
Because Im sober and boring: šŸ˜‰
1g NAC
2g Glycine
2g Taurine
200mg L-theanine
200mg Magnesium
Coffee
Ashwagandha

Really nice stack giving smooth energy and reducing OCD pretty drastically

Taking a t-break from nicotine, probably wont have it until new years

Hope yall are having a great day ā¤ļøšŸ˜›
 
1 cup of coffee
1 blueberry muffin on the griddle
10mg dextroamphetamine XR
7.5mg methamphetamine hcl
400mg gabapentin
10mg cetirizine
4 drops immunotherapy (allergy treatment)
1 puff albuterol inhaler
Kombucha/seltzer/ginger ale mocktail - (peach flavored).
1 glass, water.
 
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