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Be careful with ketamine IV @krkkhed , it can get bad real fast. Especially if its not pure crystals. And dont inject oils!! Take care 🩷
(A little ironic of me to say but I could not say anything, sorry🙏)
 
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aesthetic.addict said:
Be careful with ketamine IV @krkkhed , it can get bad real fast. Especially if its not pure crystals. And dont inject oils!! Take care 🩷
(A little ironic of me to say but I could not say anything, sorry🙏)
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I'm aware lol that was a while ago, other than that I've only ever shot crystal ket

As for today....
75mg venlafaxine followed up by 50mg IV ketamine, and 8mg hydromorphone IV
few hours later just before work did 30mg morphine and 25mg methylphenidate IV
lil bit of Avizafone as well (5mg maybe) just to take the edge off lol
in other news my vape is out of juice....fml nicotine-less at work is the worst
 
Today began with boring ol' methadone, then quickly escalated to smoking methamphetamine, which proved a much more enjoyable breakfast. Then, because meth causes me to disregard my health, I began swigging Mountain Dew.

I also took my usual cocktail of prescribed pharmaceuticals for mental and physical health, but who wants to know about that crap? They sure don't get one high.
 
Just got back from store bought 35cl of dark rum , 2 litres of cola, got £17 left so will possibly try to squezze my dealer for a .2, but is just a .2 worth it? I could get rum and cola until monday, payday wedensday, saturday today, dont know if i can be bothered to try my supplier for such a light weight of hcl🙄
 
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Just got back from store bought 35cl of dark rum , 2 litres of cola, got £17 left so will possibly try to squezze my dealer for a .2, but is just a .2 worth it? I could get rum and cola until monday, payday wedensday, saturday today, dont know if i can be bothered to try my supplier for such a light weight of hcl🙄
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yeah I'd say go for the rum - 0.2 coke is just a pricktease

OT - I had 40mg very pure amphetamine sulfate for breakfast (well at midday, but I'd just got up). This stuff is ultra-smooth, powerful af with not a single jitter or discomfort

It wasn't mine but a guests who has now gone, and has taken his pure speed with him thank fuck. I'm noticing an increasing pattern of suddenly struggling to resist drug offerings from mates, this has to stop. @Shinji Ikari has noticed this and referred to me having 'cool friends', but not really, just aged drug survivors who will only entertain pure shit to consume. I mean I do have some cool friends too, but I'd prefer the ones who use not to offer me hardcore stims of excellent purity (where the fuck were they 35 years ago, Idda loved it then, cunts). I can't be diving back into stimulant abuse again now, hell fucking no. would be carnage on all levels

Setting an alarm for 15 minutes then getting the fuck off bl or I'll be here all day writing inappropriate doxxy essays - may as well channel the energy into something productive
 
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Gooood day to everyone
Was sick all fucking night last night for some reason. Throwing up non stop to the point it was just pure bile. Awful.
Anyways...woke up and took a toke of some really old weed I have to help the nausea and then ate breakfast and took 75mg Venlafaxine.
Folllowed that with 6mg Hydromorphone IV. I then napped for several hours, felt alot better around 1pm
Picked up my daily Kadian script (180mg), went home and did 100mg IV with 15mg Methylphenidate IV.
4 hours later, 8mg Hydromorphone and 10(ish)mg Methylphenidate IV

Right now though...I'm spicing things up a bit
Took 200mg Phenobarbital, 100mg MDPM and then shot 10mg Hydromorphone and the rest of the Morphine (80mg)

Have fun today everyone :)

3 hours later edit: Shot another 8mg hydromorphone, and also ate another 75mg MDPM.
Friend came over with some more dilaudid and some cocaine :)
Took a few 50mg lines and shot about 25mg. Im craving a bellringer as Ive only ever had them from crack and they weren’t as strong as they couldve been…_
 
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Hey everyone 💙
First day I can say that my stomach is better and not hurting. It did at night but it was fixed with yoghurt every 2 hours lol. It's been a hassle to fix it and very careful eating habits. Now out for a walk.

5mg oxycontin
2 joints
 
Yesterday I went and picked up all my prescriptions, so I was able to start off today with a healthy cocktail of methadone, gabapentin, and Adderall. And green beans because why not green beans?

The gabas just took effect and I feel like I'm walking through a sea of pudding. But I'm not sure what flavor the pudding is.

Will probably transition into the afternoon with a low dose of DMT, maybe a lil acid if I'm feeling up to it.
 
I'm still better oh the relief 💙

10mg oxy
0.15-0.20 mg bupe, time to get back on it
2 joints
A small line of speed

That sounds like an awesome day @Gridlink ! :)
 
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Good morning...early start at work
75mg venlafaxine this morning along with 100ug Clonidine, 100mg phenobarbital and a shot of 25mg methylphenidate and 12mg hydromorphone.
Also took a toke of some animal runtz before I left. I hope everyone is well!!!
Dosing 100mg of MDPM shortly. Thatll be fun
 
krkkhed said:
Good morning...early start at work
75mg venlafaxine this morning along with 100ug Clonidine, 100mg phenobarbital and a shot of 25mg methylphenidate and 12mg hydromorphone.
Also took a toke of some animal runtz before I left. I hope everyone is well!!!
Dosing 100mg of MDPM shortly. Thatll be fun
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What is this MDPM stuff I keep hearing about? I am going to look it up but I want some info from people who use it.
 
Dreamt that I hosted a party, maxed out on drugs, and I couldn't stop behaving in the worst ways, I had all my worst drug induced behaviours constantly on display and amplified. My subconscious gave me a not so subtle lesson all night long and it was horrible 🙃

A small line of speed
5mg oxy
0.2mg buprenorphine
Half a joint
 
aesthetic.addict said:
Dreamt that I hosted a party, maxed out on drugs, and I couldn't stop behaving in the worst ways, I had all my worst drug induced behaviours constantly on display and amplified. My subconscious gave me a not so subtle lesson all night long and it was horrible 🙃

A small line of speed
5mg oxy
0.2mg buprenorphine
Half a joint
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I love your uncompromising refusal to bend truth here. <3
 
Sup peeps. 😎 🌄

Got the day off here, no plans but chilling, maybe a little cleaning, make a phone call or two I gotta make, and oh yeah run out to pay the rent real quick lol, first of the month and all that jazz. 😉

Coffee ☕️
Nic vape
Normal boring scripts
25mg diphenhydramine
120mg dxm
75mg methadone
and a bowl of Durban Poison.

Out of my gabapentin, could get it today but I won't be around to the pharmacy until tomorrow... wishing for something to break up the monotony but all I have is alcohol and I just had a few beers last night, not trying to go for two hangovers in less than as many days lol.
 
Thank you @onefinekitten , I need to be more honest with myself and others and this feels like a safe space to practice that 🙏
Has my last hole yesterday and it was not pleasant, died 7 times in a row before finally letting go and getting something good out of it, but not worth it one bit.
Ketamine is such a tricky one, when I take a lot of it during a long time I feel like im channeling important information and helping people through being this vessel, but the cost is high, the cost is your life and body. So very seductive and destructive! All might be spiritual psychosis as well though 😂

10 mg oxy
0.4 mg bupe
A small joint
Tiny bit of speed swallowed
 
Morning blueworld

Still feeling under the weather. And sleep was bad, feeling drained.

06:00
10mg methadone
50mg cyclizine
10mg diazepam

08:00
Wake and bake some Swazi
40mg thc toffee
Energy drink.

And we at the half way mark..

Awe
 
Starting off the morning with my pharmaceutical phrenzy. I'm cruising off:
240 mg methadone
4800 mg gabapentin
90 mg Adderall
But I decided to eschew the Xanax.

I am also playing with my dog which is definitely contributing to my buzz. She wants me to add, "woof woof" to my post so I did.
 
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