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0.3 mg bupe
Half a joint
5mg Ritalin IR
300 mg Gabapentin

Finally started dreaming again last night🌙 Time to start learn lucid dreaming again then!
Hope you all are doing ok?
 
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Note: Do not ever attempt such doses of any currently available nitazene. You will die. My situation is unique due to the buprenorphine always in my system, and I have built up a heavy tolerance.

8mg bupe
10mg protodesnitazene; vaped.

I continue taking the bupe even on days that I dose the proto, as it keeps me from ever having to go through the re-induction period. I still get a to have nice buzz, every time.
 
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8mg bupe
10mg protodesnitazene; vaped.

I continue taking the bupe even on days that I dose the proto, as it keeps me from ever having to go through the re-induction period. I still get a to have nice buzz, every time.

Note: do not ever attempt such doses of any currently available nitazene. You will die. My situation is unique and I have built up a heavy tolerance.
Maybe it is a good idea to start with the sentence you ended with in your post. :cool:
 
Half a joint
0.2 mg bupe
5 mg Ritalin IR

ADHD and restlessness is insane from having stopped the k use. Started reading again though and that's the only thing I can manage to spend more than 3 minutes on before starting to do something else. Read 60 pages of Stephen King's book Holly yesterday. Feels amazing to get back to that. 📖
 
Half a joint
0.2 mg bupe
5 mg Ritalin IR

ADHD and restlessness is insane from having stopped the k use. Started reading again though and that's the only thing I can manage to spend more than 3 minutes on before starting to do something else. Read 60 pages of Stephen King's book Holly yesterday. Feels amazing to get back to that. 📖
You droppong 100mcg bupre a day so far the last few days, and hows the side. Carefull for a relapse but apart all the power to you. Props
 
Morning blieworld

Seeing as im over mostly being sick and here again. And got woke up at 7am by a courier company only to see it my one parcel i ordered. So got some goodies.

06:00
10mg methadone
10mg diazepam

08:00
Wake and baked some Swazi
0.1ml RSO Gelonade strain
Coffee

Happy monday
 
You droppong 100mcg bupre a day so far the last few days, and hows the side. Carefull for a relapse but apart all the power to you. Props

Nah I'm just splitting up my dosage, taking a little in the morning and a little at night. Im still at approximately 0.7mg/day total. Thanks for looking out for me though!
 
Only just started, 35cl dark rum and cola, and waiting for supplier to be on to score.3 or .4 hcl for crack
 
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Finally off the kratom after a long 2 week taper. I do feel a little like heated up garbage, but thankfully my mom has some extra diazepam she saves for me in the event I really need it.

So 5mg diazepam as scripted this am, plus 10mg I'm not scripted, opium powder pills 2 x 10mg,1 x 5mg olazipine.

I don't want to be heavily addicted to benzos again so it will be a 2-3 day affair at most with the extra.

Sending good vibes to all
 
Morning blueworld

Feeling better by the day, nice not waking up irrrated with a foggy mind.
And we have been having some extremely cold early mornings making wanting to get up for meds at right times not so lekker.

06:00
10mg methadone
10mg diazepam

08:00
Wake and baked some Swazi ( thats running low ).
0.1ml RSO Genolade strain
Coffee.

Noticed myself being very stoned around 9-10am so gonna drop my RSO dosage from tomorrow. Didnt really use any the last week and smoking was at its lowest too its been in a while.

But good even if it just brought the tolerance a bit down.

Awe
 
Relapsed last week after my sub prescription got used up, I abruptly stopped going to my sub doctor as I'm turning 40 this month and I wanted to be clean going into that.

I just don't think I can. My willpower sucks. I get like two weeks into withdrawal from subs and its like it's just starting at that point. A few years ago I got up to a year off subs and the depression grew worse...so I did what I always do and relapsed intentionally to feel numb again so I didn't have to deal with it.

Anyway sorry to cloud it up in here - so for past week I've been slamming tar and smoking crack. I actually had only two experiences with crack before last week; while scoring the H I was introduced to a crack dealer. I figured mine as well give it another shot because in the past I didn't care for it much due to my affinity for amphetamines. So yeah basically been doing this as a speedball-esque high for about nine days so far.

IVing a shot of H anywhere from 5-10 times a day depending on potency and how blasted I get from the crack. For the past two days I've smoked about an eight ball of it. I just love having the best of both worlds with three combination of heroin and crack. I haven't felt this good in a very long time. After 23 years of addiction my uninebriated brain state is extremely anhedonic and its hard to get any positive stimulation from anything. Being on my computer and watching films are really the only things that I do that bring me happiness and stimulation.

My body and brain are so fried from drug abuse, especially the years of staying up days and weeks at a time on meth, that generally speaking my existence is very meh. I was already someone who had low dopamine from an early age. Recall my depression hitting me heavy at age 12-13 and its been a battle every since.

Today I was having auditory hallucinations, I'm not really sure of how much sleep I've had in the 8-9 days. I'm kind of glad I have the hard because it counteracts the fetty fold. When I'm mostly just on the H/fent I tend to get stuck in unconscious bouts where I fall asleep while standing and I'll walk into walls and drop stuff all the time. I fell in my closet today and took a tote down with me. I'm fortunate that I was in a closed space and wasn't out in the open where I could have stumbled luck further and hurt myself.

Even though I was trying to move on from subs it looks like I'm going to have to head back to the sub doctor. Its better than blowing all my veins out yet again because that sucks, and a few years ago my main veins permanently collapsed and anytime I have a medical procedure or do blood work I have to sit through a bunch of phlebotomy amateurs. This last time, a few months ago, needed a bunch of bloodwork and it takes two nurses to finally get one in my hand but due to existing damage to that vein she could only draw so much from it because it stopped pumping blood into the vial. We still needed another vial for all the tests so they call in this guy, third nurse to help hit a vein. I'm thinking to myself awesome they're bringing in the cleaner, why didn't they just bring this guy in on the second round. He comes in and you can already tell he's pissed or just a dick. He proceeds to stab me a few times unsuccessfully before trying to put the damn needle in between my knuckles, and not only epically fails but chose the worse location out of all my knuckles to do it; I would know because I've used them many times.

Signing off now so I can blast off from the crack pipe. Y'all enjoy your DOCs and have a lovely one . 👋
 
Im doing alright, have a few things to do before I can relax and have fun with friends that are coming over. Like cleaning and finish my new hair bleaching project (I'm a 🐥 atm) Tonight it'll be mdma and some k again. Nice

0.4mg bupe
Small amount of speed swallowed
A small joint
 
It's really fucking hard to be without my kratom, I have to pretend I'm under the weather. A mate gave me a nothing dose of kratom for me (like 2g) and the difference is night and day. I want to order again with this low tolerance just to feel normal. So I did relapse yday evening technically. But at it's height I was easily using 20g a day.

I feel like an idiot for choosing to stop but after 10 months of high level kratom use my tolerance was getting stupid and expensive.

Anyways, I had the same as yday minus any kratom. I couldn't even get out of bed this morning and had to tell the nurse at this group home I'm sick, which I am, but I'm playing it off like I caught a nasty bug.

If I still feel like this after another day or two I know I'm going to order more. I can't fucking function.

Eugh.
 
It's really fucking hard to be without my kratom, I have to pretend I'm under the weather. A mate gave me a nothing dose of kratom for me (like 2g) and the difference is night and day. I want to order again with this low tolerance just to feel normal. So I did relapse yday evening technically. But at it's height I was easily using 20g a day.

I feel like an idiot for choosing to stop but after 10 months of high level kratom use my tolerance was getting stupid and expensive.

Anyways, I had the same as yday minus any kratom. I couldn't even get out of bed this morning and had to tell the nurse at this group home I'm sick, which I am, but I'm playing it off like I caught a nasty bug.

If I still feel like this after another day or two I know I'm going to order more. I can't fucking function.

Eugh.
Emergency coffeeshroom package on its way.. 🚑

But seruously sorry to hear you struggling but always known you to be soldier and props on what you have achieved so far. Dropping dosages and trying to stay off. Plus if you get again maybe use it only as last result for " those " but i know you know your body best.

Otherwise hope you been keeping good brotha.
 
Morning blueworld

Think Im almost back to normal, health wise.
Decent rest

06:00
10mg methadone
5mg diazepam

08:00
Wake and bake some Swazi
0.05ml RSO Genolade
Coffee

On my 2nd coffee now and feeling nicely awake and aware. Dropping the RSO dose maybe helped. Got 600mg pregabalin lined up for later.
 
Emergency coffeeshroom package on its way.. 🚑

But seruously sorry to hear you struggling but always known you to be soldier and props on what you have achieved so far. Dropping dosages and trying to stay off. Plus if you get again maybe use it only as last result for " those " but i know you know your body best.

Otherwise hope you been keeping good brotha.
Thanks man, I know you soldier on too, cutting that methadone when your tolerance gets too high etc. I know that pain well. I'm a little ashamed about ordering more kratom, but I'm definitely going to go with less is more...not trying to catch a nod or anything, just function. A friend gave me 150mg pregablin this am and am feeling miles better - It's my first time ever taking it and I do like it (but prefer phenibut). Take care G.
 
Morning peeps. 😎 🌄

Wrapping up the chill before I gotta get ready for work. Feeling pretty decent this morning, aside from the brief taper-related nausea/sneezing fit, which culminated in a ten sneeze run lol. Happens whenever the methadone levels get too low, i.e. in the mornings, right before I dose. 24mg down, 146 to go, only wd symptoms so far being this and some fatigue, sniffles and minor irritability, not bad so far but I just hope when I get down to the nitty gritty it doesn't get too bad. I'm really not trying to pause and I'm relatively new to my job, been there 8 months but full time for only 3, so 9 more months until I get any vacation/sick days. I gotta be able to work throughout this whole thing.

Anyway, OT:

Black coffee ☕
Nicotine vape
5mg apixaban
Psych med salad
300mg gabapentin
1.5g lion's mane
73mg methadone soon
And I'll probably smack this Space Cake rosin pen a few times before I clock in. 🖊 ☁️ ⏰😎

Same old shit. Seems to be working rather nicely though, so I'll run with it for a while lol. Hope everyone has an awesome day, stay safe. ✌️ ❤️
 
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