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🤝 Cultural 🤝 What Was Your Morning Fix v. Hit The Bottle & Go Right To The Rock

Morning blueworld

Hope everyone had an awesome weekend, know I did. Went away.
Clear my head only to return with a hangover 🤣 yeah that work but was fun.

06:00
10mg methadone
0.5mg clonazepam

08:00
Wake and bake Swazi
0.05ml RSO Chocolate Haze

My stomach is still not happy with me. Fighting that constant linger nausea feeling.
 
Lucky you, i dont get my giro for 12 days and only got enough for .4 and two bottles of rum till then, ill be rattleing and clucking like a cunt by thursday
 
Morning dose was:

Black coffee
Nicotine vape
5mg apixaban
60mg fluoxetine
100mg lamotrigine
1.5g lion's mane
120mg dxm
77mg methadone

Had a super shitty head space all day, really negative thought loops. Not sure if it's a bad reaction maybe from the dxm and residual bupropion in my system, which I quit taking after just starting recently due to similar negative psychological impacts... today was also a drop day on the methadone taper, but only by 2mg and only 4 weeks in. Anyway, made it home and power ripped the bowl a few times, which has notably improved the mood and eased symptoms. Thank God for weed.
 
I've had the most amazing midsummer celebration with friends and some really magic experiences with the ketamine, but now its time to take a break. My stomach has been killing me these past 3 days. Yesterday I had to microdose ketamine IM just to stand the pain. Getting some oxys today instead and will seek medical help if it doesn't get better in a few days. It's better today then yesterday at least.
Take it easy with corrosive drugs, people. Trust me bc this pain ain't fun.. been waking up once every hour through the night..

0.2 mg bupe
5mg oxycontin
Half a joint

Hope you all are doing better than me 🩷
 
aesthetic.addict said:
I've had the most amazing midsummer celebration with friends and some really magic experiences with the ketamine, but now its time to take a break. My stomach has been killing me these past 3 days. Yesterday I had to microdose ketamine IM just to stand the pain. Getting some oxys today instead and will seek medical help if it doesn't get better in a few days. It's better today then yesterday at least.
Take it easy with corrosive drugs, people. Trust me bc this pain ain't fun.. been waking up once every hour through the night..

0.2 mg bupe
5mg oxycontin
Half a joint

Hope you all are doing better than me 🩷
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Personally would drop the bupre dose while on oxy and when done with oxy swit h back to bupre, max like a 12 hr wait..
 
Haven't checked into DC in a bit so I'll say what's up. Just going through the motions at work while it's slow.

30mg Vyvanse
15mg Amphetamine
4gs Kratom
40mg 7-Hydroxymitragine
Coffee
Nicotine vape

I recently tapered down off of my mood stabilizers and primary psych meds. Idk, tbh, I feel like an incomplete person while on them, and I had been with those particular ones for a couple years now. It's hard to get up in the morning, I can never get enough sleep, I never have any energy physically, spiritually, or cognitively, and yeah it's just a draining existence I'm really tired of feeling like that. I'm sure my psych will still prescribe them to me, i don't feel like arguing with him about it or trying to convince him that I know it's the right move. Whatever man, all I really need to function is the ADHD meds, but doctors always want to paint you in a bad light because of that and require you take all sorts of extra bullshit. Whatever man I feel like a million bucks, sharper than I've been in a long time so I'm gonna stick with it for a bit.

Making progress on my Tech support course, but it's long as fuck. I'm about halfway through it. Still doing the same job. Making a ton of progress with music, the album is coming along, and my TikTok and YouTube channels are beginning to really pick up some steam.

I learned how to really do the basics of graphic and merchandise/clothing design by myself recently, and so I'm making some awesome progress with my merch website. Feeling great about all of that.

Hope everyone's doing well ✌️
 
Psychlone Jack said:
today was also a drop day on the methadone taper, but only by 2mg and only 4 weeks in
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This is how I tapered at the clinic :
-- 180mg reduce 5mg per week
-- @ 80mg hold for 2 weeks, then reduce 3mg per week
-- @ 40mg hold for 2 weeks, then reduce 2mg per week
-- @ 10mg hold for 1 week,, then reduce 1mg per week until off

At 80mg I could finally feel it physically thus the hold to balance out. I ended up walking at 3mg and had mild withdrawals symptoms for 3 days.
 
Sup guys. 😎 🌄

Off work today, much needed recharge time this morning, just chilling around the homestead until a couple appointments later this afternoon. Kicked back in the bed on my third coffee, pondering going out for a smoke soon. 🌼 🍃 💚

The mix:

Black coffee
Nic vape
1.5g lion's mane
5mg apixaban
60mg fluoxetine
100mg lamotrigine
300mg gabapentin
77mg methadone here soon
And as stated likely some weed soon too. 🙂

@deficiT Funny reading your post this morning, I've been thinking a lot here lately about beginning the taper process off my heavy stack of psych meds. Needed, I believe, to get me through and out the other side of the hands down hardest period I've ever faced mentally and emotionally last year, but I'm beginning to feel like it's hindering more than helping at this point, and those side effect/risk profiles that come with prolonged use with some, particularly the lamotrigine and the olanzapine which I take nightly. Also a consideration, a month into my methadone taper, but I literally don't think I could be more cautious with that, dropping only 4mg per week. Still, only would consider lowering/stopping one med at the time. But yeah... right there with you. Walk before you run and all that, but maybe time for a light jog, no? 😉

Hope everyone is well enough, stay safe. ❤️ ✌️
 
Them Witches said:
This is how I tapered at the clinic :
-- 180mg reduce 5mg per week
-- @ 80mg hold for 2 weeks, then reduce 3mg per week
-- @ 40mg hold for 2 weeks, then reduce 2mg per week
-- @ 10mg hold for 1 week,, then reduce 1mg per week until off

At 80mg I could finally feel it physically thus the hold to balance out. I ended up walking at 3mg and had mild withdrawals symptoms for 3 days.
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Thank you for this, gives me hope lol. I've felt nothing more than maybe sniffles during the drop from 170 to 154/day (split dose, at 77 twice daily now, dropping 2mg from morning and night each Monday.) Definitely gonna talk to my doc later on today about possibly going ahead and programming pauses into my time line at the appropriate times, to allow that balancing out as you said, but without having to navigate the paperwork and red tape at the clinic time of, when I actually do begin to feel more pronounced symptoms. I know it's not going to be fun, I have a long, long history with opioids, but wd is nothing new. As long as I can continue working, I'm good lol. 👍
 
Coffeeshroom said:
Personally would drop the bupre dose while on oxy and when done with oxy swit h back to bupre, max like a 12 hr wait..
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I actually didn't take that 0.2 bupe bc the oxy fixed my wd's. But yeah you're right its no use to take both of them at the same time. I've taken two more 5mg oxy now and my stomach pain is finally manageable.
 
Morning was just tobacco snuff, out of meds, put script in at medical unit earlier so should have olazapine by friday, just been given £10 from landlord for hoovering property, so been to store and purchased 35cl of rum and 2 litres of cola so that will mellow me out and hopefully help some sleep later, and its doubtfull that ill be able to get hcl until next week 😕
 
Psychlone Jack said:
Thank you for this, gives me hope lol. I've felt nothing more than maybe sniffles during the drop from 170 to 154/day (split dose, at 77 twice daily now, dropping 2mg from morning and night each Monday.) Definitely gonna talk to my doc later on today about possibly going ahead and programming pauses into my time line at the appropriate times, to allow that balancing out as you said, but without having to navigate the paperwork and red tape at the clinic time of, when I actually do begin to feel more pronounced symptoms. I know it's not going to be fun, I have a long, long history with opioids, but wd is nothing new. As long as I can continue working, I'm good lol. 👍
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A Clonidine Rx would be very helpful in the transition process and would probably remove any minor withdrawal symptoms. Clonidine is the best Alpha2 drug available IMO. In 25 years I have never had an issue of it not working as intended. The starting daily dosage is 0.2mg. I have an Rx for 0.9mg daily.
 
deficiT said:
Haven't checked into DC in a bit so I'll say what's up. Just going through the motions at work while it's slow.

30mg Vyvanse
15mg Amphetamine
4gs Kratom
40mg 7-Hydroxymitragine
Coffee
Nicotine vape

I recently tapered down off of my mood stabilizers and primary psych meds. Idk, tbh, I feel like an incomplete person while on them, and I had been with those particular ones for a couple years now. It's hard to get up in the morning, I can never get enough sleep, I never have any energy physically, spiritually, or cognitively, and yeah it's just a draining existence I'm really tired of feeling like that. I'm sure my psych will still prescribe them to me, i don't feel like arguing with him about it or trying to convince him that I know it's the right move. Whatever man, all I really need to function is the ADHD meds, but doctors always want to paint you in a bad light because of that and require you take all sorts of extra bullshit. Whatever man I feel like a million bucks, sharper than I've been in a long time so I'm gonna stick with it for a bit.

Making progress on my Tech support course, but it's long as fuck. I'm about halfway through it. Still doing the same job. Making a ton of progress with music, the album is coming along, and my TikTok and YouTube channels are beginning to really pick up some steam.

I learned how to really do the basics of graphic and merchandise/clothing design by myself recently, and so I'm making some awesome progress with my merch website. Feeling great about all of that.

Hope everyone's doing well ✌️
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Glad to hear the album and all are progressing! It's fascinating how much graphic design helps musicians, I often found myself designing my own album art and the sort. Are you doing music production type stuff on Youtube?
 
deficiT said:
Haven't checked into DC in a bit so I'll say what's up. Just going through the motions at work while it's slow.

30mg Vyvanse
15mg Amphetamine
4gs Kratom
40mg 7-Hydroxymitragine
Coffee
Nicotine vape

I recently tapered down off of my mood stabilizers and primary psych meds. Idk, tbh, I feel like an incomplete person while on them, and I had been with those particular ones for a couple years now. It's hard to get up in the morning, I can never get enough sleep, I never have any energy physically, spiritually, or cognitively, and yeah it's just a draining existence I'm really tired of feeling like that. I'm sure my psych will still prescribe them to me, i don't feel like arguing with him about it or trying to convince him that I know it's the right move. Whatever man, all I really need to function is the ADHD meds, but doctors always want to paint you in a bad light because of that and require you take all sorts of extra bullshit. Whatever man I feel like a million bucks, sharper than I've been in a long time so I'm gonna stick with it for a bit.

Making progress on my Tech support course, but it's long as fuck. I'm about halfway through it. Still doing the same job. Making a ton of progress with music, the album is coming along, and my TikTok and YouTube channels are beginning to really pick up some steam.

I learned how to really do the basics of graphic and merchandise/clothing design by myself recently, and so I'm making some awesome progress with my merch website. Feeling great about all of that.

Hope everyone's doing well ✌️
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No jokes but did the 7 oh bug bite you too or have you been using for a while now. Just for interest sake
 
115mg opium and 5mg dexamphetamine at 12.30pm as a hopefully analgesic and mental/physical boost to help get some shit done today that really needs attending to, which if successful will lead to stress reduction.

What a fucking drag though, 'nice' as the combo is.
 
Got some light cleaning done after my clinic run this morning, getting ready to lay in for the afternoon and chill, watch some shit on YouTube and just rest.

Coffee
Nic vape
Normal boring scripts
300mg gabapentin
77mg methadone
And currently smoking a nice 1g green leaf L of some Gush Mints, had a bowl of Durban Poison earlier.

✌️
 
Good day to all, been hectic as fuck in my life lately, been trying to cut down on the opioids but it is quite hard.

Took my daily 75mg venlafaxine this morning after a night full of IV ketamine where I didn't sleep for more than an hour.
Mixed up a shot of 20mg Methylphenidate, 10mg Hydromorphone and about 80mg of Ketamine.
Right before work I picked up my Morphine, did 100mg IV with 10mg Methylphenidate IV and a 25mg cannabis edible. I'm out of weed and that's all I got left to combat my daily nausea and stomach issues....alas the dispensary is right beside my work so I will be visiting that after :)

only started adding methylphenidate to my shots like last friday, it provides a nice little kick and boost to my hydro/morphine and works very well, very clean stimulation imo and I don't get much of a comedown though it does only last 2-3 hours IVd for me. I'm aware of the risks of IV Methylphenidate and I do wonder about the ingredients in Biphentin.....but then again I was injecting ketamine nasal spray flavoured with essential oils for a solid 2 weeks and came out ok....just kidding not using that to justify anmything

have a good one everyone!
 
Still have stomach pain but not as bad.. Eating only yoghurt, boiled rice, boiled vegetables, boiled eggs etc.. But seriously people, this is no fun :( Be nice to your bodies!

10 mg oxycontin
900 mg gabapentin (stayed over at a friend's home and begun to get opi wd's so had to take it, didn't really want to take any pills in my sore stomach but..)
A big ket line (Yes I know I shouldn't🙄)
A small amount of ketamine IM
 
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