🤝 Cultural 🤝 What Was Your Morning Fix v. Hit The Bottle & Go Right To The Rock

[SuperPsych]

Woke up and snorted 1mg Buprenorphine and Swallowed 800mg of Phenibut

My back started hurting really bad at work so I took 750 mg of Acetaminophen.

Once I got home I snorted 2mg more of Buprenorphine and took 150mg of Gabapentin. 90 minutes later I took another 150mg of Gabapentin.

It was my last 300mg of gabapentin which is why I staggered it like that.

I get my refill of Gabapentin tomorrow. I'm gonna see if I can keep it to 2 doses per week. That way I can hopefully avoid physical WD and can do larger doses, which I prefer over lower daily doses. It's tempting to do larger doses daily because of my back pain. I'll have to utilize my lock box.

Have an appointment later this month where I will request to move up to 600mg of Gabapentin 3x day instead of my current 300mg. Gonna try to get to 900mg 3x per day.

 

[Coffeeshroom]

Morning blueworld.

Again not a good night sleep. Just was awake even though I had some extra diazepam and alprozalam throughout the night.

06:00am
14mg methadone

08:00am
Wake and bake Swazi and later on strawberry bliss.

Seeing as I have some time free I'm gonna try and get some of that sleep.

10:00am
2mg alprozalam
0.7g strawberry bliss self rolled joint
Few thc vape pulls of sunsherbet.
20mh thc toffee.

It's 10:40am now and can feel some body load and heaviness. Couch or this instance bedrock. Just need 4hr. And to think I need to do this morning. Lucky today is also a off day for micro dosing regime so not gonna worry about the downers for today.

 

[aesthetic.addict]

2 mg bupe (taking 2mg in morning and 1mg at afternoon/night now for the last 3-4 days, that solved the sleeping issue quite well)
20mg Ritalin ER
A small joint

Now its time to start work and then tonight im going to 4D Cinema with bf and some friends

 

[SuperPsych]

7am:
Nicotine
2mg Buprenorphine insufflated
100mg Caffeine
900mg Phenibut

230PM:
.5mg Buprenorphine Insufflated
100mg caffeine
300mg Gabapentin taken every 30 minutes until 1800mg is reached

Took a 20 minute nap then went on a long walk down the local nature trails and read a book (Better Than Sex by Hunter S Thompson). The gabapentin hit me HARD on the walk back. It's been a while since it's hit me like that. I think it was a mix of my legs being tired from being on my feet for most of the day as well as hunger. My legs felt like noodles. Not like they do on dissociatives and not like they do on Soma, although it was similar. Found myself having a hard time walking straight as well. I had to sit on a bench for a while.

Phenibut and Gabapentin is like a silver bullet for social anxiety. I usually have pretty bad anxiety when talking with strangers and keep interactions with them to the bare minimum. On my walk I had a good few minute conversation with a lady who wanted directions, so I helped her and we chatted a bit. Exhanged a few words with this lady who sat next to me on the bench while I was reading. I left both of those conversations feeling good and fulfilled as its not often I experience things like that. I can see myself wanting to do this combo every day, but I'm going to try to refrain. Gonna try to keep the gabapentin to once every 2 or 3 days, hopefully avoid any sort of serious dependence. Gonna drop the phenibut as well. At least try to keep it to once a week and not on days I take gabapentin.

730PM:
Nicotine
Cold Sprite and Peanut Butter and Honey sandwich
.5mg Buprenorphine

Later on:
50mg Hydroxyzine
.5mg Buprenorphine
15mg Mirtazapine