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🤝 Cultural 🤝 What Was Your Morning Fix v. Hit The Bottle & Go Right To The Rock

300mg of a benzo? If so, which one? I'm also a little confused by "(bottle)", sorry for prying I'm just curious!
awww hell naw! lol no heroic doses anymore unless i feel im starting to nose dive then i knock myself out but no more than 1mg in two doses of .5 each two hours apart.
.3 (a little less than a third mg).
bottle refers to the medium in which i solve the bromazolam: 95 proof spiced rum. set to deliver 1mg per ml.
damn didnt know they still produced that. go figure ...

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awww hell naw! lol no heroic doses anymore unless i feel im starting to nose dive then i knock myself out but no more than 1mg in two doses of .5 each two hours apart.
.3 (a little less than a third mg).
bottle refers to the medium in which i solve the bromazolam: 95 proof spiced rum. set to deliver 1mg per ml.

damn didnt know they still produced that. go figure ...

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Ya they still make ritalin. They prescribe it here alot if you dont have insurance cause its cheap
 
For gabapentin and mild mild opiate wds 1200 mg NAC + 1000mg agmatine should noticably lessen discomfort
Thanks 🙏, I noted that.... Though I'd probably have to be able to eat a lot before taking that, as either alone can give me stomach ache...
Edit:
OT:
4,5 g Kratom,
25 mg dph
Trying to stabilize on the twice daily dosing, as it's making the timing easier and means I don't have to push lunch to very late... Just a pain in the ass to keep the damn addict inside from pushing for another dose... 😒
 
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Started my day with:
  • 2mg of MGM-15 from that liter-and-a-half of lean I made last night.
  • 200mg of caffeine.
  • 150mg of bupropion XR.
  • Unmeasured THC/HHC/THC-B from the box mod.
  • 80mg of memantine.
  • About to cap up ~25mg of ice, to top it all off.
  • Considering a 30mg line of noopept, may eat some phenylpiracetam instead.
 
Yesterday’s meth and speed rolled into a bit of a shit night / early morning .—.

- 10mg deschloroetizolam
- 1mg bretazenil
- 40-50mg IC-26

Started with the benzos which weirdly made me feel more energetic and motivated to work on my DIY stuff. Led to me staying up way too late, roommates were also awake and being obnoxious, which got me paranoid and my vision was acting weird.

Ended up dosing IC-26 all throughout the night & early morning then realized ohh fuck I have to get up for uni in an hour, so now omw to uni still a bit too high, but at least not nodding out anymore .—. Last uni day before changing studies so yeah, little weird last uni day doped up.

Little nauseous, managed to eat something at least, but hoping the rest of the day will be better.

Hope y’all having a decent morning :)
 
Started my day with:
  • 2mg of MGM-15 from that liter-and-a-half of lean I made last night.
  • 200mg of caffeine.
  • 150mg of bupropion XR.
  • Unmeasured THC/HHC/THC-B from the box mod.
  • 80mg of memantine.
  • About to cap up ~25mg of ice, to top it all off.
  • Considering a 30mg line of noopept, may eat some phenylpiracetam instead.
I took a day off from it, but I'm so impressed with this combination I'm genuinely just going to rerun it today, except halve the bupropion, redose the caffeine at a faster interval (5 hours instead of 6 hours between doses). I'm hoping my tolerance will be low enough by Beltane for me to throw 2.25mg of DOB (or less if my fiance wants some but he usually doesn't enjoy DOB much) alongside some LSD, a combination I haven't played with in a long time but it feels very Beltane-y. Considering also throwing in some memantine, for three long-lasting hallucinogens to play a part in the holiday.
 
Woke up soaked in sweat as usual, no serious aws at this point, just incredible exhaustion... Tried to eat first but gave up after a few spoonfuls...
3 g Kratom,
1,5 mg Pridinol ( muscle relaxer with zero high, that I'm really grateful for, as by now my back would be killing me otherwise)
The only thing I get for pushing my first dose to later is 1-2 hours during which I'm moving like a 90 yo, because I have near zero energy to function, so I'll give up on that strategy.
500 mg Agmatine in the late morning, this is my last attempt. If I still can't tolerate it, that's it. I guess the fat- burner is not an empty slogan, so either it's low dose or none for me.
Any ideas how to convince my intestines to actually digest something, instead of just throwing it out?
Which one is the fat burner? Agmatine? I only ask cuz I know some people who are interested in things like that.

It's been a moment since I posted in this thread but I've been doing well, pretty much staying off fent and meth minus one slip up where I smoked some clear without thinking. I just have to be more mindful, especially if i am going to be around it (which I kinda have to be for one of my jobs ...my boss loves the stuff). It wasn't even a matter of anybody offering me some, I just saw the bong and hit it, then five minutes later I'm like, "goddamnit, I am not supposed to do that!"

OT: this rainy morning is sleeping weather, so I am counteracting that with:
225 mg methadone
120 mg Adderall
2400 mg gabapentin, staggered not stirred
1 bottle sunny d (which is a little kids' drink but damn it has a lot of vitamin c)
1 bowl chicken tortilla soup
1 small hit DMT

Hope everybody out there is doing good and staying safe!
 
Which one is the fat burner? Agmatine? I only ask cuz I know some people who are interested in things like that.
Yes, it's Agmatine. You're supposed to take it 45 minutes before exercising, as it increases blood flow (pump effect, which I didn't even try tho, lol) and metabolism. I notice some sort of hot feeling and the fact it gives me a starving sensation and when I don't eat a lot it makes me nauseous. - But that's me being a stick in the landscape (that's how we put it at least) and having pathologically low body fat to begin with. It's not like it's increasing appetite or something, it's just my experience that if I don't eat (a lot) then, I'll fall into the nausea- starvation cycle. So that's clearly a sign that it is burning some energy on it's own, even without exercise...
It's been a moment since I posted in this thread but I've been doing well, pretty much staying off fent and meth minus one slip up where I smoked some clear without thinking. I just have to be more mindful, especially if i am going to be around it (which I kinda have to be for one of my jobs ...my boss loves the stuff). It wasn't even a matter of anybody offering me some, I just saw the bong and hit it, then five minutes later I'm like, "goddamnit, I am not supposed to do that!"
😲 ... That's definitely a special situation. Glad you're doing fine though 🖤

OT:
4,5 g Kratom,
25 mg dph.
Yesterday I reduced the second dose to 3 g and woke up with bone pain today, so trying to keep up the dose reduction by cutting some of the morning dose ( so the afternoon dose can go up a bit instead). And I'm so done with the Kratom extracts! 😒
Hope everyone is able to stick to their resolutions today 😜 🍀🙏
 
Yes, it's Agmatine. You're supposed to take it 45 minutes before exercising, as it increases blood flow (pump effect, which I didn't even try tho, lol) and metabolism. I notice some sort of hot feeling and the fact it gives me a starving sensation and when I don't eat a lot it makes me nauseous. - But that's me being a stick in the landscape (that's how we put it at least) and having pathologically low body fat to begin with. It's not like it's increasing appetite or something, it's just my experience that if I don't eat (a lot) then, I'll fall into the nausea- starvation cycle. So that's clearly a sign that it is burning some energy on it's own, even without exercise...

😲 ... That's definitely a special situation. Glad you're doing fine though 🖤

OT:
4,5 g Kratom,
25 mg dph.
Yesterday I reduced the second dose to 3 g and woke up with bone pain today, so trying to keep up the dose reduction by cutting some of the morning dose ( so the afternoon dose can go up a bit instead). And I'm so done with the Kratom extracts! 😒
Hope everyone is able to stick to their resolutions today 😜 🍀🙏

This is the problem with Agmatine is it will make you hungry..

Eating high satiety foods like fish and eggs, or veg can allow you feel full and calorie restrict too but that’s not appropriate for your situation at all it sounds like

You have to get the movement in for the blood flow to be effective, blood carries nutrients and tendons and joints are not very effective at self healing without movement.
 
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ahhh man that was eons ago lol
cant remember
had sometin to do with kratom, a cig, a little bnz blah blah

sometimes the cat sometimes the mouse
 
Yes, it's Agmatine. You're supposed to take it 45 minutes before exercising, as it increases blood flow (pump effect, which I didn't even try tho, lol) and metabolism. I notice some sort of hot feeling and the fact it gives me a starving sensation and when I don't eat a lot it makes me nauseous. - But that's me being a stick in the landscape (that's how we put it at least) and having pathologically low body fat to begin with. It's not like it's increasing appetite or something, it's just my experience that if I don't eat (a lot) then, I'll fall into the nausea- starvation cycle. So that's clearly a sign that it is burning some energy on it's own, even without exercise...

😲 ... That's definitely a special situation. Glad you're doing fine though 🖤

OT:
4,5 g Kratom,
25 mg dph.
Yesterday I reduced the second dose to 3 g and woke up with bone pain today, so trying to keep up the dose reduction by cutting some of the morning dose ( so the afternoon dose can go up a bit instead). And I'm so done with the Kratom extracts! 😒
Hope everyone is able to stick to their resolutions today 😜 🍀🙏
If you have pathologically low body fat, then what benefit would the agmatine give you? Is there something I'm missing here? Congrats on being done with kratom extracts though, are you switching to leaf only for maintenance or possibly taper?

OT: Tonight is nothing too crazy, just the usual menu items at the pharmacological restaurant:
225 mg methadone
800 mg gabapentin
90 mg Adderall
1 homemade burrito
1 cheapo cigar that probably wishes it were made into a blunt instead of being smoked as is, but I don't smoke weed so too bad for the cigar!

I hope everyone is having a great start to their weekend and being safe. Love and light!
 
If you have pathologically low body fat, then what benefit would the agmatine give you? Is there something I'm missing here?
Yep, it's supposed to reduce tolerance and help with WD... The rest for me is unwanted side effects 😅.. They're the reason why I can't use it much unfortunately.
Congrats on being done with kratom extracts though, are you switching to leaf only for maintenance or possibly taper?
Yes it's leaf only now, finally back to that... I'm down to 2 doses since a week or so 🤔 (last heavy Mitragynin dose is only 4 days ago tho) but every morning I get a (in reality several) rough calory reduction session(s) on the toilet still 😒 - I dreamt of Zombies tonight and our car driver had such teary eyes that he kept putting his head into white flour... 🙄😒😅 woke up trying to stop the car from derailing... And no this has nothing to do with me at all 🤣
OT: Tonight is nothing too crazy, just the usual menu items at the pharmacological restaurant:
225 mg methadone
800 mg gabapentin
90 mg Adderall
1 homemade burrito
1 cheapo cigar that probably wishes it were made into a blunt instead of being smoked as is, but I don't smoke weed so too bad for the cigar!
Why would you take Adderal at night though?

OT:
4,5 g red Kratom
25 mg dph,
Hoping to get out of the bathroom soon. I guess this is my last attempt at tapering on my own. There are no options to switch around anymore, so - chances are there.
Safe weekend to everyone! 🍀
 
Woke up at 4:xx a.m. again and got up at 5 am, diarrhea is finally milder and for the first time in quite a while I'm not soaked in sweat. 🙏🙏🙏
Still on 150 mg Pregabalin and feeling that.
First nicotine of the day almost knocked me out 😅 (Jeez I became weak, but nice for once)
I guess Pregabalin really helps... So far I could never really make it out tbh...
Will wait til 6 am before taking the 4,5 g Kratom and
25 mg dph ( not even sure that really helps as well, but I definitely don't dare to stop it now)
Have a good morning everyone! 🙏
 
Hello BLworld! I forget who says that, but I like it, so I'm using it as a greeting.
Today I'm shredding the gnar and gleaming the cube, with:
225 mg methadone
70 mg Adderall
3200 mg gabapentin
And regular boring ol psych meds

Hope everyone is having a great intro to the weekend! Stay safe all.
 
Cut my dose by half a gram (😅) for two days now and plan on reducing by another half g today. Still waking up with the shits at 4 vxx a.m. but no more chills n sweats 🙏
Aiming at a 6 a.m. + 6 p.m. kinda schedule and equal doses to make this smoother for my system...
So for now it's:
3,5 g Kratom
25 mg dph

Good morning blue world! ( @Coffeeshroom used to say that)

Edit: forgot the 75 mg Pregabalin...
 
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Ugh I Get a bit bored of this thread because it seems I am always posting the same thing but here we go.

Was up all night because I had a bad feeling something was gonna happen like someone was gonna kick down my door or something and my neighbor's has a cat that likes to climb the flimsy creaky fence and a couple cars coming and going so Ive been on in bed but on edge all night.. sleeping next to my shank which I do every night.

Anyway.. was smoking a lot of tt raw (choco chip h the expensive uk heroin) all night to try and relax and a few cheap ciggaretes listening to a few podcasts(and pausing every 10-20minutes when I heard a noise) I thought I was finally dropping off an hour or so ago but no good so even though I dont like smoking much heroin before going sleep because I think its a waste I am probably gonna break off a little more tt and hopefully get a bit more relaxed. I didn't do any exercise today or go gym so I have some catching up to do later.
 
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