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Morning blueworld

Yesterday was a freaking busy day and today is gonna be no different.

06:00
10mg methadone
5mg diazepam

08:00
300mg GT ( 2nd last dose and day )
Waked and baked some Malawi
20mg thc toffee

Good thing about today is that im gonna do something for myself, either Plat or twist braid my hair today.
Family not impressed but my hair mofo's. Was gonna be corn rolls braided out at the back. But decided on braids if they can be twisted or platted she will have too see.

Anyhow happy Friday
 
Had such an amazing night, 10/10, the vibes where perfect. Took almost a whole E and actually felt it this time. Ket lines trough the night. We were all at the same level and just talking, hugging, laughing and vibing. Slept 3 hours or so and today we are just taking it easy. Watching nature documentaries and chilling.

1mg bupe
2 lines of k
A joint
300 mg Gabapentin
 
SuperPsych said:
It's really easy to reach a gram with those lozenges. I did the same not long ago.

I also struggle with bad dissociative addiction. Last time I got Ketamine crystal I had planned to make a gram last the weekend. I snorted it all up within a couple of hours and barely got any effect out of it. Thats when I decided it was time for a break. I just dropped it completely as its not physically addictive. The first few days suck and the first week or so are very boring feeling, but you do recover and start to forget about dissociatives. 2gs a day is a lot. I completely understand the draw, but like @Esperighanto said, it's doing more harm than good. I will disagree with them on one poit. I personally would rather be addicted to 2g of Ketamine a day than Kratom every day. The ketamine is more dangerous long term but is also much easier to quit. Kratom I find damn near impossible to stop. It always puts me back onto suboxone.
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Thank you for the further elaboration here! I want to specifically mention that even though period is of using high potency prescription opioids and high doses of prescribed benzos back when I was terminal as a teenager, I've never experienced a withdrawal or come down, even from high doses of molly or meth. I've sustained enough brain damage to be on total disability if I wanted to though, and I suspect it may be related. I'm the odd one out here, so my perspective on kratom vs ketamine (as far as which one is easier to drop) is obviously going be skewed by my own subjective perspective.
 
24mgs of Buprenorphine/naloxone, 400 mgs of Dimemhydramime (suboxone makes me nauseas and Dramamine helps the nausea but also gets me so good feeling an amazing potentiator to bupe), I constantly puff on my thc pen all day, I have arthritis in my lumbar spine and I crushed my l1 vertebrae (broke my back in my lumbar) in a car accident. You wouldn’t know it though I ski, ride my sport motorcycle, martial arts, weight lifting (mostly machines though). I stretch a lot. Ohhhhh yeah. I’m always drinking redbull too
 
Weezyfidelis said:
24mgs of Buprenorphine/naloxone, 400 mgs of Dimemhydramime (suboxone makes me nauseas and Dramamine helps the nausea but also gets me so good feeling an amazing potentiator to bupe), I constantly puff on my thc pen all day, I have arthritis in my lumbar spine and I crushed my l1 vertebrae (broke my back in my lumbar) in a car accident. You wouldn’t know it though I ski, ride my sport motorcycle, martial arts, weight lifting (mostly machines though). I stretch a lot. Ohhhhh yeah. I’m always drinking redbull too
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Just wanted to say hello to everyone!!✌️😃. I have spent years on here but never making my own posts. I used to be a bad benzo, heroin and meth addict, and the stories everyone would write would help me So much. So many if my friends overdosed and died. So many people I would follow on here died too. So sad. One handle “dying tomorrow” was one of the saddest most hardcore poster deaths. Blue light really helped me through some very dark times
 
Esperighanto said:
Thank you for the further elaboration here! I want to specifically mention that even though period is of using high potency prescription opioids and high doses of prescribed benzos back when I was terminal as a teenager, I've never experienced a withdrawal or come down, even from high doses of molly or meth. I've sustained enough brain damage to be on total disability if I wanted to though, and I suspect it may be related. I'm the odd one out here, so my perspective on kratom vs ketamine (as far as which one is easier to drop) is obviously going be skewed by my own subjective perspective.
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You must be made out of metal or something to be able to avoid withdrawal like that. I know that you're intelligent and know what you're doing, but don't let the lack of withdrawal lead into thinking that you're immune to it. I'm not proclaiming that you feel that way or anything. I'm just a worry wart. I think you know what I'm trying to get across.

My morning fix:
About 1mg buprenorphine up the nose (I'm not good about weighing it out)
300mg Gabapentin
220mg Naproxen Sodium
500mg Acetaminophen
Vaped Nicotine
Caffeine in the form of soda from the fountain station at work
 
Weezyfidelis said:
Just wanted to say hello to everyone!!✌️😃. I have spent years on here but never making my own posts. I used to be a bad benzo, heroin and meth addict, and the stories everyone would write would help me So much. So many if my friends overdosed and died. So many people I would follow on here died too. So sad. One handle “dying tomorrow” was one of the saddest most hardcore poster deaths. Blue light really helped me through some very dark times
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We're always here for you :) Don't be a stranger now

Sorry for double post
 
2mg Buprenophinee
300mg Gabapentin
1 Cigarette
60mg 3,4-MDPCP

gonna go out to dinner with some family to celebrate my birthday, my brother in laws birthday, Father's day, and the soon arrival of my niece or nephew, depending on how the pregnancy turns out
 
Morning blueworld

End of the weekend and having a braai for lunch today. was a good weekend for me.

06:00
10mg methadone
5mg diazepam

07:00
Wake and baked some Swazi
0.1ml RSO Face on Fire strain ( edit )

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Oh how my hair turned out. For those interested

Edit: RSO dose was 0.1ml = 75mg thc
So 1/10 of 1ml syringe.
 
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Morning blueworld

New week, new month and and almost half way through the year, damn. Anyhow I need to stock up today and refill scripts. So lots driving today. Anyhow the usual

06:00
10mg methadone
5mg diazepam

08:00
Wake and baked some Malawi
0.1ml RSO Face on Fire strain
And coffee

Was a dumb ass and didn't cover my hair properly lastnight and this morning woke up with 5 loose tips. Lucky they didn't thread out or whatever you call it so I could just tie the tips again.
 
Today a chill morning
-Methadone 100mg with Pear Juice big glaass
-4mg Rivotril (Clonazepam)
-300mg Lyrica
At mid-morning
-6mg Rivotril
And one hour and half kindish
-6mg Rivotril
-900mg Lyrica
Now after a little lunch, lying on the bed
 
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