šŸ¤ Cultural šŸ¤ What Was Your Morning Fix v. Hit The Bottle & Go Right To The Rock

20mg Omeprazole
1 cigarette
2mg buprenoprhine
750mg Carisoprodol
600mg Gabapentin
220mg Naproxen Sodium
500mg Acetaminophen
Vaped Nicotine
1 Diet MTN Dew and 1 Zero Sugar Dr. Pepper Strawberries & Cream (~100mg caffeine)

Gonna eat lunch, pack a bowl and pocket some soma and gabapentin then go on my daily nature walk/ read
 
Two shots of Roma Expresso with milk
600mg Pregabalin
2.5mg buprenorphine
0.25mg Xanax
Two tablespoons of powdered poppy pods infused
fluoxetine
gabapentin as needed
more coffee, more pods

I'm really pleased with how moderate that list is these days.
However I can't deny taking 2400mg pregabalin puts the biggest grin on my face, I'm pain free and useful in that state and tend to throw in more opiates, but I won't cum or shit,:eek::ROFLMAO::ROFLMAO::ROFLMAO:.
Weed is for the afternoon and night time, I vape with the mighty plus, a worthy investment in myself.
 
gooooooooooood evening
75mg Venlafaxine and 30mg Methylphenidate this morning with 130mg IV Morphine and a toke.
600mg Pregabalin throughout the day with a small 15mg shot of Tiletamine.
200mg of 3-CPM around 4pm and since then just been toking. Bout to take another 100mg shot of morphine and about 15mg of Avizafone (oral) :)
 
Good morning, everyone. šŸ˜Ž šŸŒ„

My second day off in a row, something that rarely happens but man, it's so much better than one day for recharging... Woke up feeling pretty good this morning, just been sipping coffee and hitting weed/nicotine vapes, wake and baked a joint of Jet Fuel Gelato earlier. Normal boring scripts alĆ  psych med salad, 60mg dxm and 85mg methadone, 1.5g lion's mane here in a bit, before I leave. Going out to grab some breakfast, hit the pharmacy and the shop for a new weed vape.

Talked with my doc yesterday to game plan my methadone taper - it starts this coming Monday, and the plan for now, since I'm on a total of 170mg/day but split 85/85, morning and evening, is to drop 2mg on each dose, each week. So it'll stay at 85mg for the rest of this week, but when I go to pick up my doses on Monday next week they'll all be 83mg, same for Thursday and then 81mg the following week.

I've attempted a taper once before, in 2023/24, but I was on buprenorphine then. Totally different ballgame, I know, but at least I have a little idea of what to expect lol. Here we go then...

Oh, and have a kick ass hump day. šŸ™‚ šŸ”„
 
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Infused with a concentrate so that they're higher in morphine, I assume? I'm interested, I've never heard of these before.
That is a great idea, my friend's been sending me photos of oramorph from his hospital bed, lucky sod, not lucky to be in hospital, but still there are benefits.
But I'm not so well stocked so I buy pods, easy to get in summer, grind to a powder then eat or wash in boiling water to get a lovely bitter dark tea, the darker the better, you can nod with this stuff but it's obviously just as addictive as other opiates, so I vary my bupe up and down, I have that at home.
These pods are 10-15% opium, of which 10-15% is morphine, so you might get a gram of morphine out of 40g-50g pods, nice.
A warning, I've a quite high tolerance, another friend said she DIED after having only 8g of powder. However, she looked very alive to me and no one had resuscitated her...:shrug:
Morphine is very readily dissolved in water, heat until 85'C won't degrade morphine and by the time the boiling water is poured into a cold flask over cold powder it will be around 85'C, so give it a shake and strain. I wash it three times before it's binned, a handful a day does me now, I previously used 50g-70g a day, My small dose of bupe sits under it, it's not a blocking dose and pregabalin enhances it as well as preventing wds as I only take it once a day and I get wds by next morning unless I've pregabalin.
Life is GOOOOOOD!
I've attempted a taper once before, in 2023/24, but I was on buprenorphine then. Totally different ballgame, I know, but at least I have a little idea of what to expect lol. Here we go then...
I've found buprenorphine easy to taper while I've heard methadone is an awful taper, let us know how you get on this time.
 
300mg gabapentin
2.5mg diazepam
Nicotine
THC

Been doing way too much ket for the past 3/4 months need to stop before the damage is irreversible + can do a gram in 10 minutes and I just feel a little weird but nothing worth it…

Let’s see if I can replace with weed
 
That is a great idea, my friend's been sending me photos of oramorph from his hospital bed, lucky sod, not lucky to be in hospital, but still there are benefits.
But I'm not so well stocked so I buy pods, easy to get in summer, grind to a powder then eat or wash in boiling water to get a lovely bitter dark tea, the darker the better, you can nod with this stuff but it's obviously just as addictive as other opiates, so I vary my bupe up and down, I have that at home.
These pods are 10-15% opium, of which 10-15% is morphine, so you might get a gram of morphine out of 40g-50g pods, nice.
A warning, I've a quite high tolerance, another friend said she DIED after having only 8g of powder. However, she looked very alive to me and no one had resuscitated her...:shrug:
Morphine is very readily dissolved in water, heat until 85'C won't degrade morphine and by the time the boiling water is poured into a cold flask over cold powder it will be around 85'C, so give it a shake and strain. I wash it three times before it's binned, a handful a day does me now, I previously used 50g-70g a day, My small dose of bupe sits under it, it's not a blocking dose and pregabalin enhances it as well as preventing wds as I only take it once a day and I get wds by next morning unless I've pregabalin.
Life is GOOOOOOD!

I've found buprenorphine easy to taper while I've heard methadone is an awful taper, let us know how you get on this time.
Thank you for the information!
Been doing way too much ket for the past 3/4 months need to stop before the damage is irreversible + can do a gram in 10 minutes and I just feel a little weird but nothing worth it…
Weed is a solid substitute, I was putting down 100-250mg a day at the absolute most, daily for 8-10 months due to some serious health issues, but since those resolved I thankfully haven't had a reason to dive back into ket. Good luck on your venture!
 
Thank you for the information!

Weed is a solid substitute, I was putting down 100-250mg a day at the absolute most, daily for 8-10 months due to some serious health issues, but since those resolved I thankfully haven't had a reason to dive back into ket. Good luck on your venture!
Yea I’ve been around 2g daily for 3 months it’s just hurting my body at this point. And with the sleeping meds I’m taking they dull it to almost nothing. But it helped me get off the kratom and almost all the way off the benzos! Now it’s really just lunesta for sleep gabapentin for restless legs / anxiety and the occasional diazepam. We’re doing pretty damn good in comparison to the last. Lucky you kept you’re dose that low I’m pretty sure I now have a perma tolerance to the ket but we’re tapering fast
 
Yea I’ve been around 2g daily for 3 months it’s just hurting my body at this point. And with the sleeping meds I’m taking they dull it to almost nothing. But it helped me get off the kratom and almost all the way off the benzos! Now it’s really just lunesta for sleep gabapentin for restless legs / anxiety and the occasional diazepam. We’re doing pretty damn good in comparison to the last. Lucky you kept you’re dose that low I’m pretty sure I now have a perma tolerance to the ket but we’re tapering fast
Jesus christ, I was paying an enormous amount in rent where I used to live due to stupid inflation and people fleeing covid therefore moving to Maine, but 2g of ketamine at the absolute cheapest I could acquire it would've been 2.5% of my rent, so 2g a day for 30 days would've been paying 75% of my rent, but again, for ketamine. That's insane to think about fiscally. What led you to such an insane dose daily? I don't think that even at my highest point of tolerance, I could've put down even half a gram in a day, if I did my best.

Exchanging a kratom habit for 2g/daily of ketamine seems like harm increasing, not harm reduction. Is there a reason to taper it instead of just drop ket cold turkey?
 
Jesus christ, I was paying an enormous amount in rent where I used to live due to stupid inflation and people fleeing covid therefore moving to Maine, but 2g of ketamine at the absolute cheapest I could acquire it would've been 2.5% of my rent, so 2g a day for 30 days would've been paying 75% of my rent, but again, for ketamine. That's insane to think about fiscally. What led you to such an insane dose daily? I don't think that even at my highest point of tolerance, I could've put down even half a gram in a day, if I did my best.

Exchanging a kratom habit for 2g/daily of ketamine seems like harm increasing, not harm reduction. Is there a reason to taper it instead of just drop ket cold turkey?
I just really am addicted to it. I get the lozenges prescribed but they really don’t do anything anymore. I can do a gram of those at a time and it just barely scratches me. Idk it’s the least harmful / dangerous thing I’ve been addicted to as far as harm to others since I’m not nodding off but it’s definitely not ideal
 
Helloooo
This morning....a bit of crack, 75mg Venlafaxine and 8mg hydromorphone IV
then a few tokes of northern lights, 30mg Avizafone (just came in the mail today!) and another 8mg IV hydromorphone
just now i had a beer, some more tokes, and 300mg pregabalin. Ketamine is on the way and I'm about to snort 6mg of hydromorphone. Gonna go easy on the hydro tonight cuz of all the other stuff in my bloodstream
Aren't you living high on the gd hog; you know what I'd do for a Dilaudid right about now? Thy cup overfloweth
 
I just really am addicted to it. I get the lozenges prescribed but they really don’t do anything anymore. I can do a gram of those at a time and it just barely scratches me. Idk it’s the least harmful / dangerous thing I’ve been addicted to as far as harm to others since I’m not nodding off but it’s definitely not ideal
It's really easy to reach a gram with those lozenges. I did the same not long ago.

I also struggle with bad dissociative addiction. Last time I got Ketamine crystal I had planned to make a gram last the weekend. I snorted it all up within a couple of hours and barely got any effect out of it. Thats when I decided it was time for a break. I just dropped it completely as its not physically addictive. The first few days suck and the first week or so are very boring feeling, but you do recover and start to forget about dissociatives. 2gs a day is a lot. I completely understand the draw, but like @Esperighanto said, it's doing more harm than good. I will disagree with them on one poit. I personally would rather be addicted to 2g of Ketamine a day than Kratom every day. The ketamine is more dangerous long term but is also much easier to quit. Kratom I find damn near impossible to stop. It always puts me back onto suboxone.
 
Today was a nice day to wake up in the world, unless my mother is home.
I took:
-A giant mug or pear juice
-100mg of methadone
-20mg Ilaxten (Bilastine, an antihistaminic)
-150mv Lyrica
-100mg Seroquel IR
-4mg Rivotril (US Klonopin)
-a bunch of vitamins
-a bunch of lactic ferment
-and a couple Velo after 3/4 cigarettes
Good morning world
 
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