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What was your morning fix? v. Handful of pills, and sane again!

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^^ to hyhead^^ So you know what to expect, once again, good luck. Same with you blueS, Good luck!! Shits gotta be rough!
Sucks about your clinic testing for pot. The one in my town don't give a shit if you smoke weed, you just can't get your takehomes. Only on Sunday cus their closed.

My morning fix~
Woke up and smoked a lil bowl of weed and a cigarette.
Just got done taking 100 mgs of methadone.

Got home, smoked a bowl and drank a mountain dew baja blast 12 oz.
 
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hangyourhead said:
Haha well I get em', but he's helping me financially since MMT doesn't exactly help with motivation to go find a full-time job
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Best of luck to you man, that's awesome that's he's helping like that--having support really does make all the difference (and wanting to quit obviously). I worry about my body being out of whack too, I can feel it, but it's being chronically ill that got me here in the first place... (and I even have a blood test order for testosterone, I just hate getting blood taken so much I've just been sitting on it, haha)

OT: Nothing yet for me today except a small bowl! This is seriously amazing. Got back from vacation yesterday and just didn't feel like getting so high this morning (or maybe was just lazy). Anyway, just ate a Tum and a Tagamet to prepare for some oxy soon. Also got 2.5g of fresh shatter on deck to dab, a fresh bottle of Soma from Mexico, and may even make my way outside to get some buds.
 
Just woke up and drank a good glass of grapefruit juice and ~20min after I took 2 teaspoons green vein kratom. I'm starting to feel the effects already, I'll also smoke weed in a bit when the effects are stronger.
 
Woke up, smoked my last bowl of weed and a cigarette.
100 mgs of methadone ( feeling my dose hella tuff this morning, nice and warm )
Cup of coffee and a blueberry bagel
In an hour or so, ill have some valium 10mgs and a lil bag of weed. Yay me ;)
 
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^^ to hyhead^^ So you know what to expect, once again, good luck. Same with you blueS, Good luck!! Shits gotta be rough!
Sucks about your clinic testing for pot. The one in my town don't give a shit if you smoke weed, you just can't get your takehomes. Only on Sunday cus their closed.

My morning fix~
Woke up and smoked a lil bowl of weed and a cigarette.
Just got done taking 100 mgs of methadone.

Got home, smoked a bowl and drank a mountain dew baja blast 12 oz.
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Without weed, MMT was not enough itself to keep me from getting depressed again and then the methadone clinic started to seem like a was on a fucking leash, if I didn't have weed to ease my mind. Man, don't go above 100mg! You'd regret it as I regret 50 up to 70mg *our clinic only doses up 120mg and that's guest dosing, which is fucked up* so I'm on a higher dose than most at my clinic, there are some on 80-90mg (which I wanted to move up to, bc at 70mg wasn't even holding me for 24 hrs that's pathetic. Wake up sweaty and out of my mind, miserable for no reason. So If I wouldn't have broken my 60-Day Behavioral Contract (no dirty piss, attend all groups and 1 on 1's) I'd be up at 80-90mg like you are. I feel you on that, just don't go up like I said. If ain't holding you, which it sounds like it is, maybe no increase is necessary. Try potentiators: 600-800 cimetidne (brand name is Tagament, but buy generic cimetidine you get WAY MORE FOR LESS), sedative antihistamines (i.e. hydroxyzine, DPH, promethazine, *orphenadrine < euphoriant for some by itself*), and obviously you've found the ole' mdone+benzos+weed/the perfect MMT cocktail. Especially diazepam, alpraozlam, clonazepam, and temazepam.

Right now for myself- 1.25mg other half of a white 2mg Xanax, 70mg methadone, 1200 gabapentin, 25mg DPH. Waiting on the Valium Mane!
 
As it's Sunday which is my most hated of days i have had so far:

120mg's of IV morphine
4mg's of clonazepam
100mg's of dimenhydrinate
Loads of hash
 
2g of Bali kratom and the usual (and heavenly) cup of coffee x 2.

Some rolled up, fresh tobacco would be pure bliss right now.
 
Coffee and a smoke, cooking home fries to have with an avocado for breakfast (even though it is after noon)
 
Gram of weed
90 mgs of methadone
15 mgs of valium
300 mgs of naproxen
Cup of coffee and a few cigarettes. My methadones starting to kick in.Time for more weed(Willy wonder) coffee and valium (:
 
4th day on bupe and still didn't feel great this morning and had a chance to get a free .3 of dope so my ass took it...

.25 dope
20mg d-amphetamine

Chilling and working on some homework, but no class till Wednesday due to Memorial Day %) My heart goes out to the vets and those in active military duty
 
No methadone today, gotta wait til tomorrow morning. I'm not feeling bad, yet. Just really tired and weak.
This morning I smoked a bunch of weed, cigarettes, and Took 15 mgs of valium with a lil cup of coffee.
 
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