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What was your morning fix? v. Handful of pills, and sane again!

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I got so stoned last night and ended up passing out at 7pm. Woke up and 1am and couldn't go back to sleep.
Smoked my last bit of weed and just ate a 10 mg valium. Prolly gonna pass back out for a couple hours then take the bus to get methadone.

[9am( about 6 hours later)] Ended up falling back asleep til 620am. Took another valium with a cup of coffee, smoked a cigarette then Took the 630am bus to get methadone. Took 100mgs today and smoked more cigarettes.
 
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Pot, lamictal, cymbalta, dexilant, coffee and can still feel the ketamine from last night lingering. 12 days with no lyrica, not my doc but def a habit I picked up once I got over 1,000 100mg caps. It was totally 100% legal since they are all my pills. But I dropped that once I got my legal ketamine rx. I know there is a lyrica mega thread but I wanna say that after the first week I feel sooo much better off off it... My old IV heroin and morphine habit didn't make me dumb like lyrica at least. Funny how that works yet it's the legal one
 
loperamide and weed

i was gonna quit weed for good cuz it was leavin me crazy but i figured it was just i was smoking too much, too strong weed, so i only took a few hits from a J (first time i said 'man i had enough, i aint smokin any more weed'), got me smooth and giggly, actually enjoyed it. had a chemistry test, drew a THC molecule on it too =D

proudly skipped my daily clonazepam dose and went through the day more smoothly than i thought i'd be able

feeling good despite the rain if anyone cares
 
Nodding out on 70mg methadone and 1.25mg xanax (600mg cimetidine prior) + some cheaper bud (2 bowls) and lemonade ahhh :) So refreshing, it's hot as fuck in Ohio atm! AND HUMID! awful...

I don't why, but caught an itch from my usual dose and sl'd my big half of a white 2mg Xanax brand-name bar; which I believed it to be ~1.25mg. 1mg of kpin or xanax or 10mg valium once daily for lowering my methadone doses down myself, rapidly. Past few days, I've been getting buzzed on the 70mg because I was down to <40mg-50mg tops, it's rough eyeballing a taper. I guess it's because as of June 1st I won't be going to dose again or ever. So I got a week left of MMT I suppose hah, that's scary for me guys, but that's the plan my dad and I made. He's helping load up a WD arsenal kit (weed, benzos, specific opioids i.e. buprenorphine or low-dose MS-Contins (morphine sulfate controlled-release for duration and analgesia).
 
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^^ to hyhead^^ Damn dude that's gotta be hard/stressful. I personally am not ready to get off opiates. The thought alone gives me anxiety. Now, if I had enough for everything I need to help with the withdrawals, id quit. Over the years I made a "Opiate Detox List" and people I know have gotten of opiates using my list. I'll prolly make a thread in the future with the list and how to use it. I have used it myself, but I didn't have enough cash to stock up and only stayed clean for 2-3 weeks. I wish you the best luck. Hang in their bro. If you haven't yet, I'd suggest you do some research on how to detox and still somewhat function. Like taking kratom, loperamide, benzos etc. stuff like that. I can go for days on opiate withdrawal but this isn't the thread for that.

My morning fix~
Bowl of weed
10mg Valium
Cup of coffee
100 mgs methadone
More weed and a few cigarettes spaced out over the morning, all in that order. Prolly gonna drink another cup of coffee, starting to nod out.
 
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Took somewhere between 6-8mg of Alprazolam last night so I could sleep after smoking meth earlier in the day. Now I'm just super groggy and feelin like doing nothing.

Drinking a ton of coffee right now, and I'll probably continue to do so most of the day.
 
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Hangyourhead- how is your dad helping you get weed, benzos and opiates? Lol that's what's up

Bag of dope
Couple hits of weed
Cig
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Haha well I get em', but he's helping me financially since MMT doesn't exactly help with motivation to go find a full-time job, I just do some lawn-care work for businesses (which is day-to-day cash, but under-the-table). I've been doing some work around and on the house that he needs done and I've already thrown it what I could cash-wise, but he's really looking out and I'd be between a rock and a harder place than I am now haha. If he had the time (from work) he'd probably just make it easier and get a script of diaz haha, seriously though he would! If it was completely dry of benzos, which is rare.

Starting off the morning with a bowl and some coffee. About to take 1200mg gabapentin to help with this headache. I am hungover... ughh weed helped some, not medicinal quality bud though.

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^^ to hyhead^^ Damn dude that's gotta be hard/stressful. I personally am not ready to get off opiates. The thought alone gives me anxiety. Now, if I had enough for everything I need to help with the withdrawals, id quit. Over the years I made a "Opiate Detox List" and people I know have gotten of opiates using my list. I'll prolly make a thread in the future with the list and how to use it. I have used it myself, but I didn't have enough cash to stock up and only stayed clean for 2-3 weeks. I wish you the best luck. Hang in their bro. If you haven't yet, I'd suggest you do some research on how to detox and still somewhat function. Like taking kratom, loperamide, benzos etc. stuff like that. I can go for days on opiate withdrawal but this isn't the thread for that.
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Thanks man, I appreciate the support. Believe me, I'm fucking anxiety-ridden! Methadone WD's are possibly the worse experience of my life in terms of withdrawal from a drug and it's so potent, so things like kratom can only help so much. Benzos are honestly more useful than hydrocodone or codeine in higher-potency opioid WD. I fucked up and was put on a Behavorial Contract at my clinic, but then I decided to self-sabotage myself and still smoke bud, because my clinic is a fucking ancient joke that still tests for THC! The exact milligram too! I find no cravings for other opioids and warm comfort in methadone, but subconsciously I know my body is all outta whack (testorone levels, endorphin system, endocrine system, and endogenous-opioid system are all off). I get that glow from the m-done and some benzos and forget that, there's gotta be an endgame for this though.
 
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BlueSaffron said:
24 mg methadone, down from 29 yesterday. This oughta be interesting.
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Great work BlueSaffron!.
Im well impressed with how quick you have reduced that methadone (not being sarcastic or anything, im genuinely impressed).

It might be a good idea to get some comfort meds like some benzos/z-drugs (small amounts, like two weeks worth at most), lope etc and even things likr peppermint tea can be a god-send for those small symptoms you will get on the home stretch.....

But seriously, well done!
 
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