Jamshyd said:
Honestly?
A low dose of Ketamine IVed produces a powerful warm rush. Dose a bit higher though, and you'll get an even more powerful rush that would knock you out and shoot your mind out of this universe.
Why do I say this? I would honestly prefer to see you injecting Ketamine (hopefully pure) rather than injecting tons of fillers and binders.
Ideally though, it would be nice if you can moderate your use.
An iv shot of 200 mgs of ketamine is one of the most euphoric rushes of all drugs. It reminds me of cocaine without the speedy, noradrenergic effects. You even get the humming in your head that you get from a nice 250 mg shot of cocaine HCl; in fact it is more intense. But afterwards, you begin to lose all sensory input and become what I like to call a singularity of consciousness. You have no vision, hearing, touch, taste or smell, or any sense of anything other than your mind. This is not a dose to go clubbing on, and I would start off at 100 mgs to make sure you are looking for this.
I was the same way as far as the needle being the drug of choice. I would extract the drugs from pills and modify them when required. My doses of certain drugs got up so high that when I stopped, I had massive depression that almost lead to suicide. This happened with fentanyl. I had over 100 grams of it and I started off using about 10 mgs per shot (that is 10000 ugs if you compare it to the patches or pops) and I got quite high. But within a month of daily use, I got up to 150 mgs (yes mgs) six times a day. It was after this run that I realized that all opioids are not exchangeable across all parameters. No matter how much heroin or oxycodone or oxymorphone I did, it could not stop the severe suicidal depression I had. After about 2 weeks of the depression, I went into the lab (which is not something I do regularly as it is a quick way to lose your Schedule I through V Controlled Substances Researcher License.) and did a shot of about 40 mgs of fentanyl (all I could cover in the records.) Immediately, the depression I had for two weeks went away and I felt amazing. So I decided I had to wait it out. I waited for 3 more weeks and barely started to get a little better. It was after this that I realized that long term fentanyl abuse is a bad plan. My wife (who does not use) said I was talking to myself constantly and acting strange. I eventually got better from this run, but then my depression got much worse unrelated to my drug use, and I finally figured out a combination that worked for me. Since my depression totally went away, I have been able to resist that excitement of an iv shot. Eventually the bang cannot be sustained. I was using 5 cc syringes with 21 gauge needles to inject the amounts of liquid required.
Some of the other amazing drugs that nearly did me in were the cocaine analogues, particularly WIN 36,065-2 which is the best super cocaine in the world. Some of the other cocaine analogues that I loved were WIN 35,428, RTI-55, CFT and RTI-121. I often mixed 3, 4 or 5 drugs together in a shot. Unlike phenanthrene opiates like heroin HCl which cannot be mixed with barbiturates because they precipitate out, fentanyl HCl (you do not need the citrate to do this, although it will work) derivatives in a 95/5 % ratio of water to isopropyl and cetyl alcohol will allow the shot to be combined. Then mixing WIN 36,065-2 and the antihistamine PBZ (tripelenamine) gives your a four layer shot I like to call the Holy Quaternary. It comes in stages: you first taste the WIN 36,065-2 as it gets in the brain so quickly, and then you taste the alcohol in the Nembutal (pentobarbital solution), but not the pentobarbital. Then the PBZ comes in followed quickly by the fentanyl HCl. Finally, the Nembutal sneaks in there and wraps up the Holy Quaternary. Oh man do I miss that shot. It has been over 2 years since I did any of the cocaine analogues but one of the post docs in my lab is about to do some projects with some of the WIN and RTI series of drugs. I hope I can keep from taking it as I have only had my depression gone for 4 months and I do not want it to come back.
Other things that I loved shooting were 4-methylaminorex (aka U4ea), DMT or DET, 2CB, and MDMA or MDEA. I never thought iv methamphetamine compared to most of these other drugs because it was too speedy, and it left me jittery. The veterinary preparation Telazol, which is composed of Tiletamine and zolazepam, is pretty good, but it is hard to say if the tiletamine would be better without the zolazepam as both of these drugs are very difficult to get by themselves. Tiletamine is available through Sigma-Aldrich, but I have never heard of zolazepam other than in Telazol.
Chasing the needle is a hard habit to give up because there is no substitute for it. Nothing, not God, sex, rock and roll or anything else can ever compare to the high of the polyshot.
MobiusDick
