dilated_pupils
Bluelighter
You'll have many acquitances in life, and very few if any TRUE friends.
I have realized this now, especially after dealing for a while in my past, I learned the hard way. The fiends that were over every day buying from me were just fiends and that's it. None of them actually became my true friend other than maybe a couple (and that's out of a lot of people).
I can honestly say I only have a very small handful of true friends these days, the number is significantly low... but then again when we all look around us and see our friends, which of them would truly have your back no matter what? Not many of them... which is really sad, because I'd be there for many more than would be there for me.
Anyway, back on topic.
What also ticks me off is thief's (someone stole over half my bottle of klonopin, one of my 'friends' did so now I'm fucked for this half of the month). Time passing by so fast, wanting to be blacked out all the time ticks me off too. I mainly can't handle my life right now and would truly be happy if I was just blacked out on something to hide from it all right now... but I can't do that... I don't want to be one of those types of people - or am I already? I don't quite know.
-dp