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What ticks you off?

^^I love AR-15's man, I got one of my own actually. They are sweet I love how they can be tactical and long range guns. Not to mention using the metal sites are still very accurate on the AR-15, no scope needed.

But actually this reminds me... I used to get ticked off when I first started shooting rifles/shotguns because of the kick from the gun and how I positioned the butt end of it on my shoulder. I'd place it on the wrong spot and the kick back would leave a bruise on my shoulder pretty badly but that was when I was a newbie at shooting. Now I know how to handle myself very well with just about any gun you put in front of me.

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Drug induced paranoia. Like right now I'm doing some snow, it's real good and all, in fact it's amazing, I really have no paranoia at all however I'm at home and my rooms in the basement, and for some reason my little brother is being loud as shit upstairs (he's only 12) and it's 1:06am currently. He has sleep problems like me but for real I got to be smart and take lines secretly (which I am doing) and I have a quick spot to put the snow if someone where to come down to the basement, and on top of that I have set paper towels in 3 locations I may be at when someone (if someone even does) comes down so I can quickly wipe my nose. Wow now looking at all that I am being very over protective but fuck it, it's actually not a bad thing... I'm always prepared for everything when on white, and I always have multiple (usually seriously 20+) ways to get out of any bind I may get into while high.

Sorry for rambling, but for example, if I were talking to my mom right now I have many reasons to have a runny nose (allergies, not to mention I was out today so I can easily say I was around a cat and I'm allergic), and dilated pupils (ha I love em) I honestly get naturally sometimes, which I have come to figure that it's most likely from being bipolar and becoming manic and such although it could also be my meds.

Okay sorry I'm done...

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When you're talking to someone about how you're fucked and they just start going on about "oh this happened to me..."

When you tell people something bad just happened and you're fucked and they ask you "what are you gonna do?" I don't know motherfucker that's what I just said...
 
^^^^I Can soooo relate your siting their with a mind full and you want the person your talking to, to help you out with some advise or comfort and all they do is talk about there problems and ask how your going to solve yours lol, very frustrating
 
When people continuously tell you what YOU need to do about YOUR addiction and what steps YOU need to take when they barely fucking know you, let alone have they been through addiction/understand it themselves.
 
Fucking urinary retention from opiates. I have been trying to pee for like 4 hours now and I still cant go, im going to go try again in a minute but sometimes it shits me so bad, sometimes im trying to pee throughout my whole opiate high and eventually I start getting angry which ruins my high, so in the end I might as well have just not had those few lines of oxy.

Wish me luck...
 
^^I hate that shit. I get urinary retention just from anxiety and I've had to get a catheder multiple times because of this, it really sucks. Just hope you don't get to that point...

What ticks me off is I spend 2 hrs going to pick something up only to find it's 1.3grams short when I get home... fucking a I hate that shit. It's the first time outta like 20 some this guy did this though so I'm not completely upset about it but I am ticked off.

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Inconsiderate friends who txt me, telling me how high they are, when I'm suffering from major withdrawals.

Not. Fucking. Welcome.
 
Lack of knowing things in my own personal life.....like when someone like a family member goes behind your back to try to control you, kill your, get rid of you because they rather assume the worst or go by anothers word rather then talking to you, so in the process ur life is gone already and you dont even know it....shit like that pisses me off..

Fucking retarded partents talk to ur own fucking kids about life upfront dont fucking torture them emotinaly/psy cause you dont wtf ur doing, admit it and help ur danm kids before they get into things they cant pull themselfs out of.
 
Sorry if this offends anyone, but most Asian customers make me really angry.

I have met some great ones, but overall these guys treat me like dirt. Either they come in and expect more than a dance--for example, last night:
customer: are you going to give me a good time?
me: yes, I'll give you the best dance you've ever had
cusotmer: (scoffs) a dance?
me: yes, that's what girls do in strip clubs, DANCE... if you want more, thats what our bathrooms are for

Or, they treat me like I'm their servant, tell me what to do, tell me to stop talking, or go away and come back when they tell me to. No guy is going to speak to me like that no matter how much $ he is spending. I lost it on an Asian guy tonight and seriously wanted to kick his ass.
 
Pedophiles, inconsider assholes, unsolicited advice, stupid drama.... Blah. This could probably be a much longer list but I would like to stay in a halfway decent mood today. :p
 
mrs_mia_wallace said:
Sorry if this offends anyone, but most Asian customers make me really angry.

I have met some great ones, but overall these guys treat me like dirt. Either they come in and expect more than a dance--for example, last night:
customer: are you going to give me a good time?
me: yes, I'll give you the best dance you've ever had
cusotmer: (scoffs) a dance?
me: yes, that's what girls do in strip clubs, DANCE... if you want more, thats what our bathrooms are for

Or, they treat me like I'm their servant, tell me what to do, tell me to stop talking, or go away and come back when they tell me to. No guy is going to speak to me like that no matter how much $ he is spending. I lost it on an Asian guy tonight and seriously wanted to kick his ass.
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Ugh... I know how you feel. I had to deal with all sorts of crap when I was working in the "adult industry". Many guys seem to think that they're entitled to treat us like dirt just because they're paying. I knew some girls who deliberately avoided asian customers for the same reasons you described.
 
Sweet P said:
Inconsiderate friends who txt me, telling me how high they are, when I'm suffering from major withdrawals.

Not. Fucking. Welcome.
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You may find that these really aren't your friends. People who are like what you described are usually people who use you to get drugs or get money or something valuable out of you no matter what it is. I would look at the situation all together and make a clear decision on whether or not this person is a true friend...

krayzieandie said:
Pedophiles, inconsider assholes, unsolicited advice, stupid drama.... Blah. This could probably be a much longer list but I would like to stay in a halfway decent mood today. :p
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Totally agree with you, especially on the pedophile bullshit. That stuff really gets to me. I can't see how someone can live with themselves after committing such a crime.

Process said:
Stalkers, kidnappers, sick bastards ect.
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Agreed, especially with the kidnappers.

First off stalkers usually can get away with stalking since the laws in most places don't have anything to protect someone from being followed or watched, which can drive someone mad and into hiding because they simply can't get away from the stalker. I feel so bad for those who have suffered because of a stalker. I'd honestly end up killing myself or hurting the 'stalker' if it came down to it if the police were not going to help me... and that right there could ruin your life obviously.

Kidnappers I have a specifically good reason to hate more than most people because when I was 6 years old some guy (who I can still picture perfect in my head) tried to kidnap me. I believe this is the reason for my insomnia since for the first year after it happened I couldn't fall asleep without my mom staying in the room until I actually was completely asleep. Obviously now I can sleep alone in the dark etc... and have been since I was 7, but I am unable to fall asleep a lot of the times and I've traced some of my problems possibly back to when I was younger and was forced into having insomnia due to almost being kidnapped. Lucky my house was about 100 yards away from where the guy tried to grab me and I outran him (I'm so very lucky, God only knows what he would have done with/to me).

I'll add more things that tick me off later... these things here are big things for me so...

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