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What kind of shape is your body in?

haha I actually have a postgrad certificate in Weight Management. God knows how lol but serious it matters if you're fat, not because of image but because of health....

in 2003 I was 15 stone, I lost under 5 stone Not because of looks, because I know I'm ugly and always will be, but because I started thinking of walking as a chore. Now walking is my everything n my one and ONLY form of relaxation. When I start to think of WALKING as a chore something is wrong....

Also 26 December 2003, I had a terrible feeling, I could not shift it... started being paranoid - thinking I had, had thrombosis from the pills, all sorts, realising that I was overweight (something I was in denial for, for months) was a godsends... six months later I was a size 14...

in 2012 I did INSANITY..... one of the hardest exercise programmes on DVD, I was size 8, ripped to hell n on top form... a slipped disc and a few personal stuff (only raas knows full story as told him everything last night) I took 900mg codeine daily.... was put on suboxone (advised from a dear friend who had been on it for 4 n half years) went back to over 12, tired daily, in bed most days - hardly exercising....

Apologies for rambling... am having a good drink. But I'm 5'1 n back to size 10! Will be size 8 again when ghosts are finally left to rest, once n for all - just not sure of how to do that.

Evey xxxx
 
SummerSerenade said:
If I was a man then maybe I'd follow suit!
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If I were a gal I'd be an attractive 19yo gal... except I wouldn't. Cos I'm not and probably never was. I'd be a thirtysomething gal with meat on her bones and tales to tell. I suspect I'd continue to win that way. Equating attractiveness with size in such simplistic fashion is less than attractive so I kinda suspect you may be labouring under an illusion. So are most 19yo gals whether attractive or not mind so no big deal. If you feel the same way in 20-odd years you are truly doing it wrong but for now have at it <3
 
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Shambles said:
No, no you're not. You are also missing the point. Ugly is as ugly does - quite literally. Be beautiful and you are beauty <3

(and ideally avoid ugg boots)
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Just seen this hahahaha cheque's in the post... I am ugly lol it's OK it doesn't upset me no more, I accept it now. We can't help how we look and I'm ugly lol. But thanks anyway.

Evey
 
^ None of us can really help how we look - I am not a pretty sight I can assure you - but we can be beautiful or we can be ugly. Those are choices. Being photogenic is a whole other matter and is why some (frankly rather ugly) folk get paid a lotta money - it's not cos they look good, it's cos they look good on camera which is a very different thing.

SummerSerenade said:
Shush, I was only 13! They were the height of cool I'll have you know ;)
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Wanna know what the height of cool was when I was 13? Not a fukkin clue. Which is precisely how much such things matter and why I stopped given a shit or being able to use that as an excuse a long time ago.

Also, Ugg boots where never cool. I'm fairly sure that is FACT!
 
I like to think I'm in decent shape given my drug (ab)use and arthritis/cartillage problems in both knees. I can't run anymore so my legs are scrawny (and laughably swollen today), but my upper body is not too shabby. It's shocking when compared to how it looked in the past, I was a marathon/endurance runner and weightlifter, I started at the gym just a little too young, as in 10 years old, but could chest press 60kg freely, which is both more than I can now and more than I currently weigh! My BMI is around 18.5/19, but the fact I'm a short-arse skews it.
 
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