Mr.Scagnattie
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Hopefully the kind that fucking stops for good..
What Kind of Heroin/Opiate user are you?
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motherofearth
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This. B/c I can still dream.
motherofearth
Bluelighter
A fair suggestion, but I've already been to rehab more times than I can count on two hands. And for myriad reasons it would be inconvenient for me to go at this time.
No, I totally understand. I went through a good 5 or 6 detoxes (that's a lot I think...I'm only 22) so I get that if you're mentally not in the right place or your heart isn't in it, you're just gonna relapse.
It took having severe acute pancreatitis at my last - and only truly successful - detox (my addiction being alcohol) causing the beginning of multiple organ failure to finally get me sober. However, the severity of pain I had was apparently on par with childbirth...but that lasted 10 weeks.....so by the time I left I was addicted to opiates.
Life's a bitch that way.
hustlababy09
Bluelighter
1. Whats your age and your geographical location? 24/Chicago, IL
2. What is your experience with opiates, which ones do you use? I've been addicted to heroin on and off (mostly on) for almost 10 years. I'm on methadone now too.
3. How often do you use opiates?I take my prescribed methadone daily and do dope once or twice a week.
4. Why do you use opiates? I love the euphoria and how they calm me and give me comfort even on my worst days. They give me a break from the stressors in my life.
5. What kind of drug scene are you in?Most of my friends don't do heroin but I do have a small group that do. The rest mostly just drink and smoke weed. Some occasionally roll or do coke.
6. Also, what kind of administration do you use? IV
2. What is your experience with opiates, which ones do you use? I've been addicted to heroin on and off (mostly on) for almost 10 years. I'm on methadone now too.
3. How often do you use opiates?I take my prescribed methadone daily and do dope once or twice a week.
4. Why do you use opiates? I love the euphoria and how they calm me and give me comfort even on my worst days. They give me a break from the stressors in my life.
5. What kind of drug scene are you in?Most of my friends don't do heroin but I do have a small group that do. The rest mostly just drink and smoke weed. Some occasionally roll or do coke.
6. Also, what kind of administration do you use? IV
Geaux Tigers!
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1. 32, Louisiana
2. First opiate was hydrocodone, I liked it. I went from there.
3. Every other day, average.
4. I enjoy the high I get off of them. I like to nod out.
5. No one knows I do drugs and I work in a professional setting relating to psychiatry.
6. Oral and nasal only.
2. First opiate was hydrocodone, I liked it. I went from there.
3. Every other day, average.
4. I enjoy the high I get off of them. I like to nod out.
5. No one knows I do drugs and I work in a professional setting relating to psychiatry.
6. Oral and nasal only.
RodJonse
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20, Arizona
First opiate I ever took was hydrocodone, after getting some wisdom teeth pulled. Today the hydros (of either codone or morphone) remain my favorites.
Opiates only occasionally, opioids of other sorts a bit more frequently, such as Kratom. I know I can never truly enjoy them fully for this reason, but at the same time my tolerance hasn't really gone up in my several years worth use, nor have I ever had a withdrawal and I prefer to keep it that way.
I am almost constantly in pain for various reasons.
None at all.
Once IV of hydromorphone, only oral administration before and since.
First opiate I ever took was hydrocodone, after getting some wisdom teeth pulled. Today the hydros (of either codone or morphone) remain my favorites.
Opiates only occasionally, opioids of other sorts a bit more frequently, such as Kratom. I know I can never truly enjoy them fully for this reason, but at the same time my tolerance hasn't really gone up in my several years worth use, nor have I ever had a withdrawal and I prefer to keep it that way.
I am almost constantly in pain for various reasons.
None at all.
Once IV of hydromorphone, only oral administration before and since.
pdoc
Greenlighter
1. Whats your age and your geographical location?
45, Australia
2. What is your experience with opiates, which ones do you use?
Oxycodone and H
3. How often do you use opiates?
Daily
4. Why do you use opiates?
they work better than my antidepressant/antipsychotic medications
5. What kind of drug scene are you in?
direct contact with my dealer, home delivered. No street scene
6. Also, what kind of administration do you use?
Nasal and IV
45, Australia
2. What is your experience with opiates, which ones do you use?
Oxycodone and H
3. How often do you use opiates?
Daily
4. Why do you use opiates?
they work better than my antidepressant/antipsychotic medications
5. What kind of drug scene are you in?
direct contact with my dealer, home delivered. No street scene
6. Also, what kind of administration do you use?
Nasal and IV
Niggasbebuggin
Bluelighter
2. What is your experience with opiates, which ones do you use?
First opiate I used was hydrocodone, which slowly progressed after abstinence from that to oxycodone then to heroin. I've also tried several other opiates, but these ones are the main ones I've used in my life time.
3. How often do you use opiates?
I normally save my opiate use for special nights out of the year, but after a year abstinence from the drug I binged from about 4 days or so. So not much, which is probably a good thing.
4. Why do you use opiates?
Originally, I was quite the e-head and there came a drought for some time where not a single legitimate tab or crystals were to be found. Eventually my group of friends found oxycodone in which they were freebasing at the time, so I gave that a try and used daily for some time. But, eventually tolerance set in and my friends started to freebase heroin as well, and me thinking that the similarity in the drugs being quite high I might give it a taste and then eventually started using daily for some time. But, now I use it really not as a replacement for my drug addiction, but for the warm feeling I get and euphoria and happiness I received from indulging. I find it quite alright, honestly.
5. What kind of drug scene are you in?
No so much in the "drug scene" much anymore as my use has seemed to have slowed down and I find myself doing drugs by myself or with a small group of very close friends a majority of the time.
6. Also, what kind of administration do you use?
Normally I freebase my heroin.
First opiate I used was hydrocodone, which slowly progressed after abstinence from that to oxycodone then to heroin. I've also tried several other opiates, but these ones are the main ones I've used in my life time.
3. How often do you use opiates?
I normally save my opiate use for special nights out of the year, but after a year abstinence from the drug I binged from about 4 days or so. So not much, which is probably a good thing.
4. Why do you use opiates?
Originally, I was quite the e-head and there came a drought for some time where not a single legitimate tab or crystals were to be found. Eventually my group of friends found oxycodone in which they were freebasing at the time, so I gave that a try and used daily for some time. But, eventually tolerance set in and my friends started to freebase heroin as well, and me thinking that the similarity in the drugs being quite high I might give it a taste and then eventually started using daily for some time. But, now I use it really not as a replacement for my drug addiction, but for the warm feeling I get and euphoria and happiness I received from indulging. I find it quite alright, honestly.
5. What kind of drug scene are you in?
No so much in the "drug scene" much anymore as my use has seemed to have slowed down and I find myself doing drugs by myself or with a small group of very close friends a majority of the time.
6. Also, what kind of administration do you use?
Normally I freebase my heroin.
shimazu
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1. Whats your age and your geographical location?
21, SE PA
2. What is your experience with opiates, which ones do you use?
oxycodone, hydrocodone, hydromorphone, heroin
3. How often do you use opiates?
Right now not at all. In the beginning it was a weekend thing, once I got a better job and better connect it became a every other day thing.
4. Why do you use opiates?
Because I'm a loner who likes to smoke weed and listen to music by myself and opiates really went well with that. Wasn't overly hard to get as well and my parents didn't really interact with me much besides making sure I didnt fail out of high school so once I graduated it was just like, ok I guess I'll just work and get fucked up a lot.
5. What kind of drug scene are you in?
I'm not in any drug scenes
6. Also, what kind of administration do you use?
mostly nasal, took a second time of IV use for me to really sour on it and opiates in general basically (more at myself but whatever it takes right?). Tapered off the small tolerance I did have with a week of a low-dose suboxone regimen and now it's just whatever at this point. Working on finding a drug to replace them but im starting to think that's the root of my drug use really, that desire to always be not sober. Could be worse
21, SE PA
2. What is your experience with opiates, which ones do you use?
oxycodone, hydrocodone, hydromorphone, heroin
3. How often do you use opiates?
Right now not at all. In the beginning it was a weekend thing, once I got a better job and better connect it became a every other day thing.
4. Why do you use opiates?
Because I'm a loner who likes to smoke weed and listen to music by myself and opiates really went well with that. Wasn't overly hard to get as well and my parents didn't really interact with me much besides making sure I didnt fail out of high school so once I graduated it was just like, ok I guess I'll just work and get fucked up a lot.
5. What kind of drug scene are you in?
I'm not in any drug scenes
6. Also, what kind of administration do you use?
mostly nasal, took a second time of IV use for me to really sour on it and opiates in general basically (more at myself but whatever it takes right?). Tapered off the small tolerance I did have with a week of a low-dose suboxone regimen and now it's just whatever at this point. Working on finding a drug to replace them but im starting to think that's the root of my drug use really, that desire to always be not sober. Could be worse
Skywave18
Bluelighter
1. Whats your age and your geographical location?
23, Chicago ,IL
2. What is your experience with opiates, which ones do you use?
Ive done many of the painkillers, roxy, Oc, vic/hydro, morphine, dialuadid and heroin which is main drug of choice
3. How often do you use opiates?
Used daily for 2 years and was doin 200$ a day before i got in trouble for stealing then got clean and now i only use about 3-5 times a month
4. Why do you use opiates?
To escape, at first it was bc i just loved the high so much but then my father died and i started getting really bad on it
5. What kind of drug scene are you in?
none
6. Also, what kind of administration do you use?
IV heroin
23, Chicago ,IL
2. What is your experience with opiates, which ones do you use?
Ive done many of the painkillers, roxy, Oc, vic/hydro, morphine, dialuadid and heroin which is main drug of choice
3. How often do you use opiates?
Used daily for 2 years and was doin 200$ a day before i got in trouble for stealing then got clean and now i only use about 3-5 times a month
4. Why do you use opiates?
To escape, at first it was bc i just loved the high so much but then my father died and i started getting really bad on it
5. What kind of drug scene are you in?
none
6. Also, what kind of administration do you use?
IV heroin
Spackeradder
Bluelighter
1. Whats your age and your geographical location?
21, Australia
2. What is your experience with opiates, which ones do you use?
Oddly enough, my first opioid was methadone. Used that for about 3 months, then switched to Oxycontin. I am allergic to morphine -- tried opium once, made me very ill.
3. How often do you use opiates?
As of this year, I've been buying one 40mg Oxy a week, though recently I've started buying 80s.
4. Why do you use opiates?
I don't exactly know. Because it's a different kick from meth... because it makes me not care. Because for a few hours, Oxy lets me feel okay with myself and my raggedy-ass life.
5. What kind of drug scene are you in?
A small, drug-fucked country town. We only have a handful of opi junkies, and they keep to themselves... really to themselves, it was somewhat difficult to get into their circle. Most of the kids here are meth heads and stoners. Eccies are also very popular here. My town is very anti-junk. Few tolerate the junkies or their dope... 'cept little old me.
6. Also, what kind of administration do you use?
Snort my OCs, all the time. We don't have the new formulation in Australia, pills are very easy to crush.
21, Australia
2. What is your experience with opiates, which ones do you use?
Oddly enough, my first opioid was methadone. Used that for about 3 months, then switched to Oxycontin. I am allergic to morphine -- tried opium once, made me very ill.
3. How often do you use opiates?
As of this year, I've been buying one 40mg Oxy a week, though recently I've started buying 80s.
4. Why do you use opiates?
I don't exactly know. Because it's a different kick from meth... because it makes me not care. Because for a few hours, Oxy lets me feel okay with myself and my raggedy-ass life.
5. What kind of drug scene are you in?
A small, drug-fucked country town. We only have a handful of opi junkies, and they keep to themselves... really to themselves, it was somewhat difficult to get into their circle. Most of the kids here are meth heads and stoners. Eccies are also very popular here. My town is very anti-junk. Few tolerate the junkies or their dope... 'cept little old me.
6. Also, what kind of administration do you use?
Snort my OCs, all the time. We don't have the new formulation in Australia, pills are very easy to crush.
Username123
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1. Whats your age and your geographical location?
19, go to school in Pacific NW, USA, from the Southeast USA
2. What is your experience with opiates, which ones do you use?
First one was hydrocodone, have used hydromorphone, oxycodone, codeine, morphine, heroin and fentanyl. Pretty much exclusively use heroin.
3. How often do you use opiates?
During the school year once every week or two. Though this summer has turned into binge for a month, w/d, and go back to it.
4. Why do you use opiates?
Suicidally depressed all my life in most part due to abusive father. I originally tried heroin because I wanted to kill myself via OD, but I liked it enough to keep living.
5. What kind of drug scene are you in?
Mostly college students, a few who do opi's, and fewer who use heroin. Most are worse about it than me. And a couple regular opiate users like 10-15 years older than me.
6. Also, what kind of administration do you use?
insufflation almost exclusively. If the tar is too shitty for wetlines i'll smoke it
19, go to school in Pacific NW, USA, from the Southeast USA
2. What is your experience with opiates, which ones do you use?
First one was hydrocodone, have used hydromorphone, oxycodone, codeine, morphine, heroin and fentanyl. Pretty much exclusively use heroin.
3. How often do you use opiates?
During the school year once every week or two. Though this summer has turned into binge for a month, w/d, and go back to it.
4. Why do you use opiates?
Suicidally depressed all my life in most part due to abusive father. I originally tried heroin because I wanted to kill myself via OD, but I liked it enough to keep living.
5. What kind of drug scene are you in?
Mostly college students, a few who do opi's, and fewer who use heroin. Most are worse about it than me. And a couple regular opiate users like 10-15 years older than me.
6. Also, what kind of administration do you use?
insufflation almost exclusively. If the tar is too shitty for wetlines i'll smoke it
Toz
Bluelighter
1. Whats your age and your geographical location?
23, Sweden
2. What is your experience with opiates, which ones do you use?
Used to use all I could get my hands on really, started shooting heroin at age 17, bupe/methadone maintenance age 19-22. Opiate free since a year ago, occasionally shooting up heroin and other strong opiates such as ketobemidone.
3. How often do you use opiates?
About once every other month.
4. Why do you use opiates?
Because I like using opiates, it's my favourite drug. Also I am in pain so any relief is welcome.
5. What kind of drug scene are you in?
We used alot of drugs as teenagers me and my friends, most of us have moved on but some of us still meet and do drugs together every once in a while though. I buy most of my drugs online so I don't have to deal with the whole "scene" because quite frankly I am sick of it after so many years of drug addiction.
6. Also, what kind of administration do you use?
Oral if lesser opiates, IV if better ones.
23, Sweden
2. What is your experience with opiates, which ones do you use?
Used to use all I could get my hands on really, started shooting heroin at age 17, bupe/methadone maintenance age 19-22. Opiate free since a year ago, occasionally shooting up heroin and other strong opiates such as ketobemidone.
3. How often do you use opiates?
About once every other month.
4. Why do you use opiates?
Because I like using opiates, it's my favourite drug. Also I am in pain so any relief is welcome.
5. What kind of drug scene are you in?
We used alot of drugs as teenagers me and my friends, most of us have moved on but some of us still meet and do drugs together every once in a while though. I buy most of my drugs online so I don't have to deal with the whole "scene" because quite frankly I am sick of it after so many years of drug addiction.
6. Also, what kind of administration do you use?
Oral if lesser opiates, IV if better ones.
thizFreckles
Bluelighter
1. Whats your age and your geographical location?
21, Southern Cali
2. What is your experience with opiates, which ones do you use?
First opiate was hydrocodone but it always made me sick - stepped up to oxycodone (& hydromorphone & fentanyl occasionally) & eventually heroin
3. How often do you use opiates?
Presently, only my twice daily low-dose of suboxone. When i was a junkie i would use either oxycontin or heroin (which ever my funds allowed) as much as i could, everyday
4. Why do you use opiates?
Cuz i like the way they make me feel, man. & bec i'm an addict
5. What kind of drug scene are you in?
Right now, i hang out with absolutely nobody that uses. i'm trying to quit (via subs) so i try to distance myself. but every once in a while i indulge by myself. When i was using heavily i would mainly use with my boyfriend and a couple of our "friends" who were heavy dope users.
6. Also, what kind of administration do you use?
oxycodone - insufflation, heroin - smoked (tar) & insufflation (china white). i never really had access to needles (which i'm semi-glad, semi-mad about). if i did, you can bet that shit would be up my arm, fast. i've seen it done dozens of times & know i would be an expert it at within the first try. it really isn't that hard as long as you use clean needles & given that you've got viable veins
21, Southern Cali
2. What is your experience with opiates, which ones do you use?
First opiate was hydrocodone but it always made me sick - stepped up to oxycodone (& hydromorphone & fentanyl occasionally) & eventually heroin
3. How often do you use opiates?
Presently, only my twice daily low-dose of suboxone. When i was a junkie i would use either oxycontin or heroin (which ever my funds allowed) as much as i could, everyday
4. Why do you use opiates?
Cuz i like the way they make me feel, man. & bec i'm an addict
5. What kind of drug scene are you in?
Right now, i hang out with absolutely nobody that uses. i'm trying to quit (via subs) so i try to distance myself. but every once in a while i indulge by myself. When i was using heavily i would mainly use with my boyfriend and a couple of our "friends" who were heavy dope users.
6. Also, what kind of administration do you use?
oxycodone - insufflation, heroin - smoked (tar) & insufflation (china white). i never really had access to needles (which i'm semi-glad, semi-mad about). if i did, you can bet that shit would be up my arm, fast. i've seen it done dozens of times & know i would be an expert it at within the first try. it really isn't that hard as long as you use clean needles & given that you've got viable veins
DrinksWithEvil
Bluelighter
1. Whats your age and your geographical location?
26 ,socal
2. What is your experience with opiates, which ones do you use?
done them all for 6 years heroin mostly
3. How often do you use opiates?
when i was using,it was everyday about 3 times a day. now im on subs
4. Why do you use opiates?
to feel content
5. What kind of drug scene are you in?
im in no scene atm
6. Also, what kind of administration do you use?
IV
26 ,socal
2. What is your experience with opiates, which ones do you use?
done them all for 6 years heroin mostly
3. How often do you use opiates?
when i was using,it was everyday about 3 times a day. now im on subs
4. Why do you use opiates?
to feel content
5. What kind of drug scene are you in?
im in no scene atm
6. Also, what kind of administration do you use?
IV
InSearchOfEuphoria
Greenlighter
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Im surprised at how many people here are in there mid 20's, Including me!
1. Whats your age and your geographical location?
21, Southern Cali
2. What is your experience with opiates, which ones do you use?
First opiate was hydrocodone but it always made me sick - stepped up to oxycodone (& hydromorphone & fentanyl occasionally) & eventually heroin
3. How often do you use opiates?
Presently, only my twice daily low-dose of suboxone. When i was a junkie i would use either oxycontin or heroin (which ever my funds allowed) as much as i could, everyday
4. Why do you use opiates?
Cuz i like the way they make me feel, man. & bec i'm an addict
5. What kind of drug scene are you in?
Right now, i hang out with absolutely nobody that uses. i'm trying to quit (via subs) so i try to distance myself. but every once in a while i indulge by myself. When i was using heavily i would mainly use with my boyfriend and a couple of our "friends" who were heavy dope users.
6. Also, what kind of administration do you use?
oxycodone - insufflation, heroin - smoked (tar) & insufflation (china white). i never really had access to needles (which i'm semi-glad, semi-mad about). if i did, you can bet that shit would be up my arm, fast. i've seen it done dozens of times & know i would be an expert it at within the first try. it really isn't that hard as long as you use clean needles & given that you've got viable veins
Well, here's one stranger who's happy-as-hell you didn't have access to needles. Because you'd probably be dead now. Or have HIV. Or Hep C. Or like something out of Requiem for a Dream.
I also have very visible veins (I'm also bulimic and 25lb underweight). My local hospital gives unlimited free clean needles. I've never injected.
Anyway, I'm glad you're on the road to recovery and never IV'd.
Much love xx