Ksa
Ex-Bluelighter
Codeine low dose works for me.
Cant there be substances that work like that?If you really seek to forget the past for a short moment with drug which as said before, solve nothing and will add to the problem but Dissociative are great for that purpose and are not as addictive as previous proposition, things like PCP, Ketamine, MXE, etc.
I cannot beileve some people are giving this guy a list of substances. This is a recipe for disaster. This is the reason i am now a down and out heroin addict. Because i wanted to stop thinking about the past but guess what the past never goes away. As soon as you come down the past hits you harder than ever and you end up x10 worse off. It'll always be in your mind. Get therapy, distract yourself, do ANYTHING but drugs. Check out 'The Dark Side' they are fantastic there, they give great support and you will find a lot of like minded people. This is a harm reduction form we are not here to tell you what is going to help you 'forget your past' it goes against everything we stand for. Get some proper help please.