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What is something you have done sexually that you hope nobody ever finds out?

theredgiant

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What is something you have done sexually that you have kept secret for a very long time?


I went to boarding school when I was a kid and I played on the basketball team. My school was in England called TASIS but I am American. We travelled to Holland one week for a basketball tournament and I couldn't sleep the night before the game. I was staying at a member of the rival teams house as it was a foreign country and we needed hosts. Since I couldn't sleep I went in the computer room and started beating off to porn. The kids mom cracked the door first to see what was going on...then she yanked it open and her eyes were wide. Her lips were tight like she was about to scream for someone else to come and see what was going on so I quickly started beating off so I could finished before she called another person to interrupt me. Then she stared at my hands and walked up to me. She looked at the computer screen and then me and then the screen and then my hands. She got on her knees and looked me in the eyes. Slowly putting her head towards my dick. I was kind of freaked out but kept going. When I felt like I was about to cum I closed my eyes and tilted my head back and felt a really warm moisture come over me. She had decided to suck me off like 8 seconds before cum started to shoot out. After that we just looked at each other breathing really hard. She was in her forties with dark hair short hair to her collarbone. She wore glasses and looked like a mixture of asian and white. My cum was on her top lip and the corners of her mouth as we gazed at one another. It's like in that moment we silently confirmed with one another that we would never tell what had just happened. She stood up closing her blue bath robe with nothing on under and walked out the room as quietly as possible dragging her bright blue house slippers on the wooden floor while I sat in amazement at what just happened. I wanted sex after that but she was married and her husband was in the other room and I was 17.
 
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You title make zero sense ? Openly admit to something you will not openly admit ?
 
You title make zero sense ? Openly admit to something you will not openly admit ?

We don't exist in your personal life so if we find out...nobody knows because we don't know you so we are theoretically nobody.
 
We don't exist in your personal life so if we find out...nobody knows because we don't know you so we are theoretically nobody.

In reality I value my online friends the same, if not more, than my day to day physical friends. I know that at the end of the day if I'm having a bad one I can log on and find somebody out of the 'loop' just to chat with.

If I can't share a sexual secret then it is for a reason and not something I just want to blurt out into the virtual world.

Just my opinion though <3
 
In reality I value my online friends the same, if not more, than my day to day physical friends. I know that at the end of the day if I'm having a bad one I can log on and find somebody out of the 'loop' just to chat with.

If I can't share a sexual secret then it is for a reason and not something I just want to blurt out into the virtual world.

Just my opinion though

QFT

It isn't so much a case of hoping nobody find's out, it's more a case of it not being anybody's / everybody's business.
 
i jerked off in bed high as fuck on lsd while my roommate fucked his girlfriend in the living room.
 
I uhhh kinda hung myself from the ceiling fan with my at the time girlfriends panties on my face while jerking off to lesbian spit porn last thanksgiving and barley got away with it when i finished and made the excuse that I thought I was getting jock itch. super weird since it was my aunt walking in.
 
What is something you have done sexually that you have kept secret for a very long time?


I went to boarding school when I was a kid and I played on the basketball team. My school was in England called TASIS but I am American. We travelled to Holland one week for a basketball tournament and I couldn't sleep the night before the game. I was staying at a member of the rival teams house as it was a foreign country and we needed hosts. Since I couldn't sleep I went in the computer room and started beating off to porn. The kids mom cracked the door first to see what was going on...then she yanked it open and her eyes were wide. Her lips were tight like she was about to scream for someone else to come and see what was going on so I quickly started beating off so I could finished before she called another person to interrupt me. Then she stared at my hands and walked up to me. She looked at the computer screen and then me and then the screen and then my hands. She got on her knees and looked me in the eyes. Slowly putting her head towards my dick. I was kind of freaked out but kept going. When I felt like I was about to cum I closed my eyes and tilted my head back and felt a really warm moisture come over me. She had decided to suck me off like 8 seconds before cum started to shoot out. After that we just looked at each other breathing really hard. She was in her forties with dark hair short hair to her collarbone. She wore glasses and looked like a mixture of asian and white. My cum was on her top lip and the corners of her mouth as we gazed at one another. It's like in that moment we silently confirmed with one another that we would never tell what had just happened. She stood up closing her blue bath robe with nothing on under and walked out the room as quietly as possible dragging her bright blue house slippers on the wooden floor while I sat in amazement at what just happened. I wanted sex after that but she was married and her husband was in the other room and I was 17.
Sounds like a good time !
Sexy and sensual fun!
Naughty and unforgettable ??
 
I had the unusual MMMF experience as my first group thing with a law student on her period, her guy friend and one of my friends. I go to my buddy the next morning, well we know one person not becoming Attorney General. Lol.
 
Redgiant: I swear your encounter sounds like something that Stifler from American Pie would do in his next threequal.

I'm not real concerned about sexual things being kept on the dl... firmly believe everyone likes to fuck so why is it so taboo to discuss?
 
Redgiant: I swear your encounter sounds like something that Stifler from American Pie would do in his next threequal.

I'm not real concerned about sexual things being kept on the dl... firmly believe everyone likes to fuck so why is it so taboo to discuss?

Man I have done so many socially unacceptable things sexually that is why I made this thread. I want other people who have done socially unacceptable things to come forth and make me feel normal.


For example I'm 6'7 so I was very tall as a kid so people always thought I was older than my actually age which resulted in a lot of molestation by women. When I was 11 my next door neighbor was a pale white lady with blonde hair to her shoulder and she was about 5'4 and 137lbs. She watched me get off the school bus one day and asked me if I wanted cookies. I went into her house and ate the cookies which were freshly baked chocolate chip cookies the kind that make the whole house smell like chocolate. She popped in the "Miracle of life" video and I watched a chick give birth as I ate the cookies. Afterwards she asked if I had any questions. I asked how did she get pregnant. Then the pale white lady did adult things to me that will make this long as story even longer. I have like 14 other similar experiences. Now as an adult I'm all fucked up and can only look at people in a sexual way
 
Looked up astrology readings =D

and holy fuck were they ever scary accurate.

edit... is there an astrology thread mods? Sorry, I am not good at digging stuff up. I feel like it could be interesting. I am totally science-oriented but was shocked at how accurate astrology pairs explained my past relationships, and my current infatuation. I will personally never go near another Sagittarius, although the teapot is my favourite constellation. It could be about sharing experiences, opinions, and possible theories (I am into physics and already have some of my own messed up ones : p). Or does everyone think it's bs and I am just silly. That is a very real possibility.
 
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In reality I value my online friends the same, if not more, than my day to day physical friends. I know that at the end of the day if I'm having a bad one I can log on and find somebody out of the 'loop' just to chat with.

If I can't share a sexual secret then it is for a reason and not something I just want to blurt out into the virtual world.

Just my opinion though <3

Innit. Not to mention that many of us have met bluelighters, who in turn have met our friends/are our friends etc etc

(I'm not in any way meaning to discourage your thread by the way theredgiant - just elaborating on this :) ).

What is something you have done sexually that you have kept secret for a very long time?


I went to boarding school when I was a kid and I played on the basketball team. My school was in England called TASIS but I am American. We travelled to Holland one week for a basketball tournament and I couldn't sleep the night before the game. I was staying at a member of the rival teams house as it was a foreign country and we needed hosts. Since I couldn't sleep I went in the computer room and started beating off to porn. The kids mom cracked the door first to see what was going on...then she yanked it open and her eyes were wide. Her lips were tight like she was about to scream for someone else to come and see what was going on so I quickly started beating off so I could finished before she called another person to interrupt me. Then she stared at my hands and walked up to me. She looked at the computer screen and then me and then the screen and then my hands. She got on her knees and looked me in the eyes. Slowly putting her head towards my dick. I was kind of freaked out but kept going. When I felt like I was about to cum I closed my eyes and tilted my head back and felt a really warm moisture come over me. She had decided to suck me off like 8 seconds before cum started to shoot out. After that we just looked at each other breathing really hard. She was in her forties with dark hair short hair to her collarbone. She wore glasses and looked like a mixture of asian and white. My cum was on her top lip and the corners of her mouth as we gazed at one another. It's like in that moment we silently confirmed with one another that we would never tell what had just happened. She stood up closing her blue bath robe with nothing on under and walked out the room as quietly as possible dragging her bright blue house slippers on the wooden floor while I sat in amazement at what just happened. I wanted sex after that but she was married and her husband was in the other room and I was 17.

Why on earth would you keep that a secret?
 
A homosexual offered me money to give him a blowjob. I rejected, then he paid me to fuck a sexy as hell female friend of him and let him watch and masturbate. It's like I had sex for money and Im not proud for this, I hope no one finds out.
 
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Innit. Not to mention that many of us have met bluelighters, who in turn have met our friends/are our friends etc etc

(I'm not in any way meaning to discourage your thread by the way theredgiant - just elaborating on this :) ).



Why on earth would you keep that a secret?


It happened when I was 17 and at that age sexually stuff is a secret because all my friends end up wanting proof...then once they got said proof they spread it to everyone.
 
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