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  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards

What Have You Done During A Blackout Or Where Have You Ended Up?

I don't understand the need to have an appealing car. I have two ways of income and having a Lamborgini would not be low profile for one of them...

If I owned a Lamborgini, I'd be too scared to drive it anywhere! My driving skills leave a lot to be desired.

Plus, here in my city, I would stick out like a preacher in a whore house driving it around!
 
I'm half my way up to 7 figures :D

I work my fucking ass off nights but I still have a couple or whatever hours to spare on BlueLight during the day. All my friends (all 3 of them) and girlfriend work during the day, I do nights, and half my work is on the internet anyway so I just keep this site up also.
 
During my numerous black outs attributed to combinations of benzos, booze, opiates, etc. I have done some stupid shit, and am very thankful I am not dead.

Totaled two cars

Got arrested in the hood

Ripped off numerous dealers in the hood ( came back to haunt me as one of them caught up with me and pistol whipped me and nearly killed me) So stupid and scary

Gotten in fights and vicious arguments apparently

Ended up breaking stuff, having the police called a few times.


I am usually a calm and normal person, except when I end up taking too many benzos I ALWAYS end up either getting hurt, emotionally breaking down, getting in trouble, or end up taking other drugs and shit, and generally just end up doing stuff I would NEVER do if I were in my right mind.

Benzos have fucked me bad in the past. I feel ashamed about half the stuff I ended up doing whilst under the influence of benzos.
 
I don't understand the need to have an appealing car. I have two ways of income and having a Lamborgini would not be low profile for one of them...

well my massive income is actually legit so i get to show off the cars, house, watches, clothes, partying, and get plenty of pussy. ;)

hard to believe a fuck up like me turned out so well.
 
If I owned a Lamborgini, I'd be too scared to drive it anywhere! My driving skills leave a lot to be desired.

Plus, here in my city, I would stick out like a preacher in a whore house driving it around!

i love taking it out to Palm Springs and just flooring it down a empty highway music blasting with a bit of booze in me. =D

but driving it in downtown L.A. is a serious bitch, i usually use one of my other rides(they're still powerful cars and maybe a bit too much for the traffic but way easier than the Lamborgini).
 
i am a millionaire, i'm in a successful band and have a 7 figure contract with a major label. also i have a huge trust fund that gives me even more $$$. :D

i also do studio guitar work for a huge fee and have worked with some seriously huge names.

i have 3 exotic cars and a house in a exclusive part of Newport Beach(wealthy beach area close to L.A. similar to Malibu but closer to L.A.).

like i said, the clubs are just for fun.

What band is it? You're either full of shit or low in modesty. :p
 
why in the world would he say if he is..?
and so the conundrum begins.
keoki was here a while at onepoint....
what do you think of owning a, and leasing out studio time as an investment SS?

what kind of watches you like, i have a lil ol raymond weil W1 8000.
heirloom daily wear watches.
love them, love watches, real twisters, not my phone or a digi... a Time Pieces you know...?

in a black out, id murder for my watch lol
 
why in the world would he say if he is..?
and so the conundrum begins.
keoki was here a while at onepoint....
what do you think of owning a, and leasing out studio time as an investment SS?

what kind of watches you like, i have a lil ol raymond weil W1 8000.
heirloom daily wear watches.
love them, love watches, real twisters, not my phone or a digi... a Time Pieces you know...?

in a black out, id murder for my watch lol

the label or artist that hires me pays the studio time, i really don't need my own studio.

as for watches: Rolex Submariner, Rolex Daytona, Breitling Navitimer 125th Anniversary, Bulgari Diagono Calibro 303, Cartier Flying Tourbillion, Tag Heuer Link Automatic, and a Omega Seamaster Automatic.

i'm a true watch addict.
 
why in the world would he say if he is..?

That's why I smell bullshit. If he's really so high profile, why would he even hint it on a drug forum?

Methinks he is compensating for something. Either that or it's a case of narcissistic personality disorder. Take your pick!
 
That's why I smell bullshit. If he's really so high profile, why would he even hint it on a drug forum?


i don't bullshit people, and i say it on a drug forum because i want to show that you can function and be successful in life while also being a drug user.
 
I crashed my car once, not under the influence. I won't tell the whole story, but a woman ran a red light and to avoid hitting her I had to jump the curb. It ruined the bottom of my car, an expensive car to fix, I might add, and she pulled over to the side of the road to yell at me before driving away. (I didn't get her license plate in time.)

So, needless to say, I was in a real bad mood that day. I made it back to my apartment and swallowed a super huge amount of Klonopin. I blacked out or whatever and woke up the next day, in bed, at about 5 o'clock in the evening. I checked my blackberry and saw that my professor had sent me an e-mail, an e-mail responding to one that I couldn't remember sending her in the first place.

The e-mail went something like this: "Dear professor, I know that this is short notice, but I won't be making it to class today. I crashed my car and took too much Klonopin. I can't walk now and I'm afraid that I might fall into the street on my way to class. I hope you understand. Thanks!"

I have no recollection of ever sending my professor an e-mail, and it was so ridiculously honest that my professor must have thought I was insane. I went to her office and apologize for the really stupid e-mail.
 
the label or artist that hires me pays the studio time, i really don't need my own studio.

as for watches: Rolex Submariner, Rolex Daytona, Breitling Navitimer 125th Anniversary, Bulgari Diagono Calibro 303, Cartier Flying Tourbillion, Tag Heuer Link Automatic, and a Omega Seamaster Automatic.

i'm a true watch addict.

i mean owning and leasing out the studio(s) to the labels&artists; as an investment.

nice watches... heh.
yeah the Cartiers are pretty nice eh?
rolex is infamous for a reason, but there are some intense, life devoted other craftsmen out there...
 
its also a bummer when you're passed out in the ball pit of the kids area at McDonalds from taking too many ludes.

they found 3 hits of acid on me, but it was my first(of many) arrests.

How old are you, man? All I'm thinking about right now is Denis Leary's "No Cure for Cancer" when he goes on about how drugs existed in the 70s that no one today really does anymore, one being ludes.
 
How old are you, man? All I'm thinking about right now is Denis Leary's "No Cure for Cancer" when he goes on about how drugs existed in the 70s that no one today really does anymore, one being ludes.

this was actually in the 90's, i had good connections and the ludes were legit.
 
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